(Running out of time) 
(I keep running out of time) 
(Living in a fast life I keep running)

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

Imma stack it up 
I can’t get enough 
Heard you want me dead 
I don’t give a fuck 
I’ve been running laps 
No I can’t relax 
I would rather die 
Before I come in last 

When I die 
Hope it ain’t gonna be slow 
When I die 
Hope it’s somewhere peaceful 
Thorns and roses 
On my body
Laying under dirt and concrete 

I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 
Run up on me 
You can fucking find out 
What it’s like 
To be under the ground 

(Under the ground) 
I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
(You can find out) 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

(Till the sun don’t shine) 
(Till the sun don’t shine)
(Let’s lose our minds) 
(In the night sky)

running (prod. frevel + thislandis)

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

I wonder if you’re the one 
You’re the one for me
Stuck in my head 
I’m my own worst enemy 
Walking alone I don’t need nobody else 
Years fly by sitting here all by myself 

ezra:
I always end up back here anyway 
Why try and open up 
If it won’t change a thing 
Why does everyone act innocent 
I’m sick of this 
You’re no better than me 
So don’t say you is 
I stopped calling 
I’d rather not even know 
If you would stay 
Cause eventually I’ll be losing control 
That’s usually how it goes 
I end up losing out 
On everything I try to keep close 

Fuck

But fuck it we ball 
Bottle up and keep it all to myself 
Heart on my sleeve put it back on the shelf 
Baby I’m sorry I don’t need your help 
But I want your uh 
Ignoring your calls 
I’m just worried I’ll embarrass myself 
Probably singing to your therapist house
Tell him how I’m not the guy 
That you thought 
Thought I was 

I’ve been falling apart 
Trying to find out where I started at 
Straight from the heart 
I said I love you and I meant that 
Up in the stars 
The only place I ever wanna be
I wonder if you hold me down 
Like gravity 

You hold me down 
Like gravity

spotify

from the heart ft. ezra (prod. yungspoiler + jolst)

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes 

Looking in your eyes I see it all now 
They just wanna watch me fall down 
All these fake friends cut em all out 
I just wanna stack till I can’t count 
Stacking money up by myself 
I can’t wait on nobody else
I know you never care how I felt 
But I don’t need none of your help 

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes

this life (prod. feardorian + taylor morgan)

the boy who cried wolf (p. noah thomas)

lyrics:
(missing polearms)

i've been feeling like a fiend
it's been way too many days since i've been clean
i've been off a pill, i think i found a cheat
i was down, but now i'm feeling up
i can't feel a thing for her, i think i'm fucked
i been running from myself, but i feel good
turn my back on you because i have no trust
can't trust anyone

HMD w/ polearm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2ghNeL-Ldo&ab_channel=hamilton

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

Away
Away
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

But you won't take it from me that easy
I'm moving way to fast can't catch me
Everyday I'm getting close
To where I wanna be
Gotta keep my eyes
On the road ahead of me

Yeah I'm keeping it steady
Even when my heart heavy
Gotta watch my back
I know this world get deadly
Put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I would kill for your love
End it all tonight

End it all tonight
End it all tonight
I put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I can't waste no time

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

music video

X-ray (prod. veil) video in description*

sticks n' stones (king theta+sace6)

https://youtu.be/GgnkqwtMty8

Baby I can be whatever
You want me to be
Give a fuck what they say
It means nothing to me
The way I feel right now
I could reach the stars
All you gotta do is listen to your heart

Listen to your heart it's speaking
Louder than your words do
I'm the type to tell the truth
Even if it hurts you
Sometimes I get lost inside my head
I don't know where to go
Mixing drugs until my stomach's spinning
I got vertigo

Spinning round n round
Way to high I can't come down
Rock out right now
Turn the music up real loud
Smoking out the pound
I'll be posted in the clouds
I know you hate to see me winning
Want me in the ground

If a problem popping up
I won't run from it
If they playing with my heart
I cut em off quick
No I don't need your love
If it's counterfeit
It's like you only give a shit
If you benefit

Baby I can be whatever
You want me to be
Give a fuck what they say
It means nothing to me
The way I feel right now
I could reach the stars
All you gotta do is listen to your heart

Listen to your heart it's speaking
Louder than your words do
I'm the type to tell the truth
Even if it hurts you
Sometimes I get lost inside my head
I don't know where to go
Mixing drugs until my stomach's spinning
I got vertigo

Spinning around
Don't know where I'm at now
Thinking out loud
I'm looking for the way out
Made it this far on my own
Don't need no one to save me
They used to hate on me
Now they show me love it's crazy

vertigo (prod. remghost + jolst) video in description*

hamilton - clarity (prod. radkoun)

Dead or alive we can make it if we try
In the dead of the night
I'm just staring at the sky
Not a day goes by
Where you don't cross my mind
Haven't seen your face in a real long time
(In a real long time)

Hope I see you again
Somewhere down this road
That never seems to end
I've watched the love come and go
The same old story been told
Can't let my feelings get a hold of me
Depression wanna drag me underneath
I've been fighting hard just so I can breathe
Making my own way no one made it for me
I can never be what you want me to be
Gotta watch my step I'm moving carefully
I was so fucking wrong
I thought you cared for me
All alone with a ghost sitting by my side
They tell me hold on we can make it if we try

Dead or alive we can make it if we try
In the dead of the night
I'm just staring at the sky
Not a day goes by
Where you don't cross my mind
Haven't seen your face in a real long time
(In a real long time)

dead or alive (prod. nihil)

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

X-ray (prod. veil) video in description*

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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