treat my heart just like another drug the way that you abuse it 💔

Vibes XII

@prodjody

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

so i'm all alone 
always on my own 
i can't let you close
you might take my soul away
that's just how it goes
so i'm staying cold
i might lose control
and it could happen any day

looking in the mirror 
don't know who i fucking am 
acting like you care
but you don't really give a damn 
you can doubt me all you want 
but i got better plans
it's complicated 
baby i don't think you understand 

i got nothing left to lose
i got a lot to prove
got rick owens on my shoes 
but these ain't nothing new
stayed the same
with all the changes that i'm going through
lost my mind 
i'm going crazy
don't know what to do

won't stop till i'm covered in blood
screaming at the top of my lungs 
speeding 
i might crash 
just for fun 
keep it real 
hope i don't die too young

just being honest 
nothings promised 
thought i found true love
but i lost it 
thought you'd hold my heart
but you dropped it down 
already know no one 
can save me now

no one can save me now
i don't need anyone around
take the whole world
and block it out 
i might disappear
without a sound

spotify

true love (prod. jody)

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

Dying slow baby
Falling back into my grave
I see things in my dreams 
That I can't explain
Watching time fly by 
While I rot away
All this stress stacking up
I can't catch a break
Day by day these feelings never fade
Face my fate I know I can't escape
Way too late yeah I can't be saved
It's okay I'll just act okay

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

I got poison in my blood
I got blood up in my cup
Take my life and fuck it up
All these scars it's hard to trust
Cover me in fucking cuts
Tell me that I'm not enough
Let me down just let me go
All these lies are getting old
Tell me something I don't know
Something I ain't heard before
Knocking on the devils door
Show me what i'm living for 

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

okay (prod. methboiswag)

you not the one for me
told me you loved me you lied
that's just not something i don't need
trynna waste my damn time
you must think it's free
never picking up my phone
keep it on dnd
cause i know talk is cheap
(x2)

keep them drugs in me 
x & weed 
i can't feel my body
yeah i'm fucking geeked 
i can't speak
moving like a zombie
like it's halloween imma fiend
yeah i know it's scary
and i'm screaming out for your help
but you can't hear me
oh well fuck it though
i don't need you anyway
had to cut some people out my life
i had to turn the page
i can't have no basic conversation 
i can't fuck with lames

spookybands:
you ain't the one for me
you take everything away from me too easily
lately i don't wanna breath
i don't want apologies
when i'm in the dark i get so heartless
baby talk is cheap
hold me when i fall asleep 
i feel like they watching me 
hills set fire
she gonna break your heart
left me waiting to die
lately i don't wanna try no more
lately i've been running out of time

you not the one for me
told me you loved me you lied
that's just not something i don't need
trynna waste my damn time
you must think it's free
never picking up my phone
keep it on dnd
cause i know talk is cheap
(x2)

talk is cheap w/ spookybands (prod. methboiswag)

Collaboration with : LxseR / Prod by micco. 
Lo-Fi Artists🥀

a message to my ex

a message to my ex w/ matego

She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

Got this empty soul
Inside of my chest
Yeah it's vacant
I've been lonely
Since I was a kid, Isolated
I know I don't really fit in
I can't fake it
Nowadays they wanna be my friend
For a payment
And nowadays, I couldn't care less
I grew colder
Hanging with the devil
Got him chilling on my shoulder
Every single night
I'm watching death come closer
Tired of it all
I wanna know what's after

Yeah
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

I don't really think I need it
But I want it
You can tell me all your secrets
I won't flaunt it
You can tell me how you really feel
Feel about it
I know how people can be
Yeah it's toxic
I can't trust, I got scars
All these cracks in my heart
Knew the love wouldn't last
Should of saw from the start
Now I'm left here to die
It's alright I'll be fine
Cause I've been on my own
The whole fucking time

face it (prod. michaelwarren)

Yeah, yeah
I got a feeling inside
And it's eating me alive
Poppin' up in my brain
Every single night
I wonder if you think of me
Like I think of you
I wonder all the time
Cause you leave me so confused
Walking with my head down
And my eyes low
I've been feeling empty
My heart is hollow
The world is ice cold
And that's why I'm all alone
Smoking on a spliff
Dropping pills in styrofoam

Okay, let's go!
Got vertigo the rooms spinning
Can't say I love you
Cause I don't love living
I'm running racks up
I ain't got a limit
Cause when you run it up
They all act different
That's the reason that I'm distant
You broke my trust, can't fix it
You tell me stories
They don't make sense
You say you're sorry
You don't mean shit

I got a feeling inside
And it's eating me alive
Poppin' up in my brain
Every single night
I wonder if you think of me
Like I think of you
I wonder all the time
Cause you leave me so confused
Walking with my head down
And my eyes low
I've been feeling empty
My heart is hollow
The world is ice cold
And that's why I'm all alone
Smoking on a spliff
Dropping pills in styrofoam

everysinglenight (prod. tonycomputerlove)

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

down 4 ever w/ kennedyxoxo (prod. noahmadethiss)

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

I hate myself (4lexf)

No I won't lie I miss her touch
Felt like pins and needles
On my skin at 4AM
She so bad, she evil
It's hard for me to open up
Cause I don't fuck with people
But whenever you're around
It's easy to breathe still
Yeah, it's like room gets filled with fresh air
Then I wake up from my dream
And you're not there
I could die right now, no I'm not scared
Give my life to you, no I don't care

Don't wanna feel no more
Leave my body on the floor
Her love's a bloodsport
Left me bloody and sore
But I've been here before
Way too many fucking times
Always going back and forth
With voices in my mind
I'm always going back and forth
And I'm so sick of it
Don't wanna talk about it
I would rather sing this shit
These days I'm careful who I trust
And who I call friend
So if we're riding together
Just know it's till the end

If you got me
Then I got you
Imma stay down
Imma stay true
Long as you feel
The way I do
We can make it
We can break through
But we broke apart
Burning out just like a star
Hurt me bad
Like a knife across my fucking heart
In your arms
Only place I ever wanna be
But now she's gone
And I'm lonely when I go to sleep

No I won't lie I miss her touch
Felt like pins and needles
On my skin at 4AM
She so bad, she evil
It's hard for me to open up
Cause I don't fuck with people
But whenever you're around
It's easy to breathe still
Yeah, it's like room gets filled with fresh air
Then I wake up from my dream
And you're not there
I could die right now, no I'm not scared
Give my life to you, no I don't care

pins & needles (prod. jolst + remghost)

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

I'm so sick of the same old routine
Woke up in the same bad dream
Can't tell what the fuck you mean
When you don't say anything

Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost
Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost

Turning into nothing at all
It's like you expect me to fall
But I can't look back, can't let go
I won't switch, no I can't fold
Watching all the time fly away
I saw our memories fade
Old problems on a new day
Feels like I'll never escape

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

take it all away (prod. silver + methboiswag)

Beat maker: Boyfifty // Feature: Lxser //

i’m always alone (matego & boyfifty)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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