treat my heart just like another drug the way that you abuse it 💔

Vibes XII

lyrics:

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

Look at those stripes on my bag and my body
I dress up when picking her up in the lobby
Im bored
Somebody feed me the score 
I swear that im way ahead
Wake up with me on the board I think u shoulda stayed in bed tho
I fucked his bitch then I ask if they dating she said u her best bro
I just had to win it was in the cards
Even if u blow up baby im still yours
Girl u have my whole heart yea
I think im a rockstar
Deep in the gutter I sit and wait
I had to get on my shit again
They wouldn’t let me inside of this game Jabari and I had to kick it in
Im in the city but I got a bitty that’s up on the mountain in Hamilton
Im kickin shit in my louboutins trying to break em in
I got bad luck when im fucked up
I am too deep I might throw up
Baby I know im damned im so horrible
Still I get my way its magical

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

ricochet (jabarionthebeat x okaykhan)

mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy & thislandis
vocals performed by sewerperson

She Hates Me (feat. sewerperson)

may 23 2021
official file <3 found by me
lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are
She is a fallen angel
I think she lost her halo
Could u tell me ur name again
Ill keep it confidential
I could see the patterns in her lies I work it out
It won’t work the second time around
Guide me to good give me a pill to take
Deep in the rut she gifted me sudden faith
Feather toes I didn’t wanna go im sorry
I promise ill be back in the morning

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

Talk is cheap but ive no more funding
The waves crash I cant believe I aint seen it coming
Break my bones and ill repair them and ill come back
Id let it happen again if u would like that
Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down
This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

rubbing alcohol (splashgvng x ayoleybeats)

Collaboration with : LxseR / Prod by micco. 
Lo-Fi Artists🥀

a message to my ex

a message to my ex w/ matego

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

spotify

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

I hate myself (4lexf)

Beat maker: Boyfifty // Feature: Lxser //

i’m always alone (matego & boyfifty)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

Produced by Branwen
featuring sewerperson
lyrics:
feeling myself expand my mind
I dont wanna talk mind filled with knifes
I dont wanna talk just to hurt u now 
I could never forgive myself if I hurt u
whatcha tell me yea u hate me so 
I dont really care I sold my soul
u could go ahead and bury me

feeling myself expand my mind
I dont wanna talk mind filled with knifes
I dont wanna talk just to hurt u now 
I could never forgive myself 
whatcha tell me yea u hate me so
whatcha telling me isn't making sense
whatcha telling me doesn't hurt me yea
whatcha telling me doesn't help me grow

could u help me yea I lost my way 
could u help me out yea im bleeding out 
im not giving into the pressure
u dont want me now in a second you'll haunt me
cross on my chest ur not gettin near me 
when im in a rage I just hope u dont fear me
she just wanna fight I dont wanna fight

Feeling myself I dont need ur pride
Overworking myself on a Thursday night
Sick of myself and my hopeful mind
Take a look at dry mouth and my blood shot eyes
Soggy old pelts
In the rain we survive
Oh im Cooking myself 
So u could Eat me alive
With the sos out
There’ll be no help now
Blood lines the camp ground
Of where we will die
Farwell 
She will never ever leave home now
Every time a tragedy comes around
She cant move or anything and shuts down
Brain cells
Wrapped around the fingers of the devil
When we heard the cry we should’ve come home
Now we lay in dirt graves all alone
We are all alone
Eating myself from inside my head
I been thinking just how I could tell my friends
No one cared then for the things I said
All it took in the end was the guilt of a death

feeling myself expand my mind
I dont wanna talk mind filled with knifes
I dont wanna talk just to hurt u now 
I could never forgive myself 
whatcha tell me yea u hate me so
whatcha telling me isn't making sense
whatcha telling me doesn't hurt me yea
whatcha telling me doesn't help me grow

could u help me yea I lost my way 
could u help me out yea im bleeding out 
im not giving into the pressure
u dont want me now in a second you'll haunt me
cross on my chest ur not gettin near me 
when im in a rage I just hope u dont fear me
she just wanna fight I dont wanna fight

feelin' myself (she dont) feat sewerperson [prod.branwen]

prod branwen and splashgvng ❤️❤️❤️
thanks sewerperson <3
DEAL BREAKER 7/20

inconsistent feat. sewerperson (prod. branwen and splashgvng)

VALLEY

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6bt08gOCHM

lyrics: 

poppy tears: 

everything is a lie and nothing here is true 
how I feel inside and what meant to you
when I broke my spine I lay inside my room 
tried to take my life before a flower could bloom

where you go when I fell into your heart 
in a galaxy alone I found your star 
she said are you with it, I said if you are 
she be going for my neck like a vampire x 2

my dark red blood drips on your skin 
my heart holds love just deep within x 2

9TAILS:

one side of my pillows always cold 
cant sleep and i thought you should know
summer heat seeps in through the windows
2 o clock and youre still not home 

2 o clock and im still 
heard the ring but i cant find the phone
summer heat seeps in through the windows
3 o clock and youre still not home

4 o clock and im in my zone
fuck out my room can you please not touch me
she said she wanna know how to feel empty
if thats the case then just watch me

they always want me to meet their friends
why would i do that if i dont have any of them
i abandoned everyone i dont wanna start again
im still learning bout myself so i wont let no body in

pour it up
roll it up
smoke it up
drank

fade away
looking like
my eyes
sank

feeling worse
than i look
think i might
faint

feel myself
coming down
roll some more
stank

what you mean you cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what you yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

hamltn

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