SheWontSaveMe

@nevermadeithome
@jolst
@pekarot_161

i can never get myself to care
you can try to fix me but you cant
blurs in my vision overhead
stumbling around, it's only chance
its only chance
damage
i set up the scene in which i land in
pull the curtains down, you cannot make me stand this
i ran in
ruined all i had my hand in
i sit back no use in standin
you wouldn't understand it
too much on my mind
wish i could agree
i couldn't stomach all the lies
i go back there all the time
now you see, i can never get it right

nevermadeithome:
u really ruin my mood
guess thats all on me
cast that shit behind
like a cloak check my feet
i be dancing on my own in my room
keep romancing on ur phone ur not cool
damage
i set up the scence in which i land in
u use to own 2019 but u vanished
savage u know u fdk up panic
u been round to long i guess that u had it

vanish w/ nevermadeithome (jolst x pekarot)

if we died, would our ghosts fw each other?

this city is a monster

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this city is a monster (feat. hamilton) [p. stay woozy]

biteki visuals: https://youtu.be/ohfrtOuQ9WY

so take your roses
and throw em 
felt the same since
last october
i’m a junkie 
you’re too sober
u don’t want me, girl
my heart polar 

i’m not that kid anymore 
in some ways maybe not others 
i take 2 pills hit the floor
percocets make me throw up
we don’t get on
now i’m older
you’re so wiser
and too sober 
different life so 
i can’t hold ya
she’s callin me 
i’m too fucked up for this 

*voicemail*

i’m too fucked up for this
gotta hang up the call
throw my phone in the bin 
i can’t handle it all
every time that you sin
throw my faith at the wall
got a devilish grin
not a halo involved 
in this mess that were in 
i can’t be who you want 
but i’ll try to be him
i got stones in my heart
hear it when i walk in 
burnt the rose watch it fall
as you tear off your skin
to reveal your horns
and the hell that you bring 

so take your roses
and throw em 
felt the same since
last october
i’m a junkie 
you’re too sober
u don’t want me, girl
my heart polar 
x2

polar (jolst x remghost)

lyrics:

i learned my lesson night i passed out in the bushes 
in front of ‘on the rocks’ was off my rocker, no shit 
i don’t wanna be in VIP, it’s awkward 
ima stay at home, hit demon rips, its absurd 

they think i’ll go out bad but i won’t fold like that 
they relaxin watching tv while i make this shit 
while i lose my mind i seem like i’m okay 
stressin while im pushing all this pain down 


wait im not really like that 
too scared, backpedal, always getting sidetracked 
(it’s a long way home)
always so lost in my thoughts
if you wanna get me talking gotta get me on the rocks
think we fucked but i forgot
know i took too many shots 
didn’t know that i was capable of being want you want ‘till your sick of it 
it was good to feel on top for a little bit

long way home w/ xlhc

lyrics:
i spent 20 days away and i cant promise that i've changed
i'm still staring into space like all day
i'm still working without gain 
i'll take another to the face
and i'll find anyone to blame except me
finding cracks in what i've built
and i can't shake all of the guilt
tell myself that i deserve it always
and like a flower watch me wilt
and like some ice you'll watch me melt
sit in the corner while i'm sulking in shame

i spent 20 days reflecting 
i'm relying on these vices
i've been paranoid and stressing lately
i made my money by my venting
and i burned through it real messy 
lost the plot and now i'm aging quickly
finding cracks in what i built
and i've been trying not to tilt
i'll find solace in a bender this week
maybe if i disappear all of my errors will seem clear
and i can finally rest my head peacefully

cracks in the pavement

feel lonley (mag)

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Reefan - Skies (Prod. 808 Instinct)

The touch of the reaper means only one thing, desiccation to everything within my reach.
Kill and repeat, I'm the hacker delete anything 'front of me if I need to release.
Enemies crumbling within my presence, I'm presently not really one to be seen.
I'm the behemoth it seems for no reason I cant waste my time on such trivial things.
Know where you stand, and just know I could banish you from the whole scene with these words that I speak.
I'm tempermental, my energy pent up, bitch back the fuck up if you still want to breathe.
I am the ghost in the night with this butterfly blade, there ain't nothing colliding with me.
Come round the corner, I'm draped in the shadows, bitch my knife will find a place that it can rest if it needs.

Roses, roses, Ashes, ashes. 

Roses, roses, Ashes, ashes.

Come fuck with me, I'ma show you what it's like to never give a fuck my g.
Rollin, and smokin, sippin on blood bitch we keep it on a lower key.
Got no chains, I got no containment, bitch there ain't nothin thats holdin me.
Independent, livin in solitude they can't get close to me.

Roses, roses, Ashes, ashes.
Roses, ashes, Ashes, ashes.

I'm the alchemist, turn a fuckin problem to a body bitch.
Fuck a body bitch, I want all yo shit.
I want all the smoke, I need all the dope.
Bitch don't get to close, I'ma cut your throat.

I'm a cutthroat, losing control, keep your eyes up, keep your head low.
I'm a cutthroat, losing control, keep your eyes up bitch, keep your head low.

Roses, Ashes (Prod. OmenXIII)

this is just a way for me to say
cus sometimes i cant speak at all
ill forget the memories and grit my teeth
i promise that ill prove you wrong
im sorry that we cant see eye to eye
but sometimes it makes me feel blind
i hope that this storm will just blow over
maybe im wasting my time

maybe i
can walk this road alone
maybe im
not worthless after all x2

this is all i have
this is all i need
and i wanna take u with me
ive got the world
inside my hands
but the weight is too heavy

maybe i
can walk this road alone
maybe im
not worthless after all x2

grimworld

i'm not worthless

bullet (Prod. Van Beats)

LAST RANDOM SINGLE BEFORE ALBUM 

prod/guitar/mix/master - @youngburial

ur there every time i die

a-team

marijuana love

Crush my dreams
And stab my back
Let me down
I'm used to that
Lie to me
Like all the time
Every night
You're on my mind

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life
And set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I'm hanging on by a thread
Looking over the edge
Evil voice in my head
Tells me I'm better off dead

I'm no good
Yeah I know I'm the worst
Smoking weed
Till my lungs start to hurt
Tell me lies
Already I know how this works
She won't care till
I'm covered with dirt

When we kissed
I knew I was cursed
You showed me hell was on earth
You dragged me to a new low
Then left me nowhere to go

Paranoid
I roll on my own
Skeleton
I'm just
Skin and bones
These days
I feel so empty
In my dreams
You still haunt me

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life and
Set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I know they won't remember me
Forget me in your memories
Take away my sanity
Stomp on me
Till I can't breathe

Till I can't breathe

piece by piece (prod. brody)

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

Yeah I don't love these hoes I put that on my bitch
Hit from the back out the back door I dip
Nut then I cut I left that on her lip
Don't show no love these bitches ain't shit
Every time you come around you just bring drama
I need more bands I need more commas
Every time I get some more it be more problems
Yeah it be more prada
Yeah I get so high can't feel my heartbeat
All black dripped out its a dark sea
They just want us home got us locked in
I been in the stu I been locked in
And I never planned on stoppin
I know that they watchin when I'm gone and on the road
A lotta niggaz hatin so I gotta keep that pole
Paranoid and I'm numb that's fasho
Yeah these drugs got me gone
These drugs got me gone
These drugs got me numb
These drugs got numb
Yeah these drugs got me gone that's fasho

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

can't come down ft. pillxxx (prod. maxtaylor)

1800DEADBOY





Im Just Another Wasted Youth

I
Die 
Alone


1800DEADBOY

piece by piece (prod. brody)

hamltn

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