Vibes XII

And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

Collaboration with : LxseR / Prod by micco. 
Lo-Fi Artists🥀

a message to my ex

a message to my ex w/ matego

She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

Got this empty soul
Inside of my chest
Yeah it's vacant
I've been lonely
Since I was a kid, Isolated
I know I don't really fit in
I can't fake it
Nowadays they wanna be my friend
For a payment
And nowadays, I couldn't care less
I grew colder
Hanging with the devil
Got him chilling on my shoulder
Every single night
I'm watching death come closer
Tired of it all
I wanna know what's after

Yeah
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it
She got my heart beating
Left my heart bleeding
On the pavement
Growing up
Taught me hard lessons
Gotta face it
Rolling round
On some hard drugs
Where my face went?
I don't really think I need love
I'll replace it

I don't really think I need it
But I want it
You can tell me all your secrets
I won't flaunt it
You can tell me how you really feel
Feel about it
I know how people can be
Yeah it's toxic
I can't trust, I got scars
All these cracks in my heart
Knew the love wouldn't last
Should of saw from the start
Now I'm left here to die
It's alright I'll be fine
Cause I've been on my own
The whole fucking time

spotify

face it (prod. michaelwarren)

Yeah, yeah
I got a feeling inside
And it's eating me alive
Poppin' up in my brain
Every single night
I wonder if you think of me
Like I think of you
I wonder all the time
Cause you leave me so confused
Walking with my head down
And my eyes low
I've been feeling empty
My heart is hollow
The world is ice cold
And that's why I'm all alone
Smoking on a spliff
Dropping pills in styrofoam

Okay, let's go!
Got vertigo the rooms spinning
Can't say I love you
Cause I don't love living
I'm running racks up
I ain't got a limit
Cause when you run it up
They all act different
That's the reason that I'm distant
You broke my trust, can't fix it
You tell me stories
They don't make sense
You say you're sorry
You don't mean shit

I got a feeling inside
And it's eating me alive
Poppin' up in my brain
Every single night
I wonder if you think of me
Like I think of you
I wonder all the time
Cause you leave me so confused
Walking with my head down
And my eyes low
I've been feeling empty
My heart is hollow
The world is ice cold
And that's why I'm all alone
Smoking on a spliff
Dropping pills in styrofoam

everysinglenight (prod. tonycomputerlove)

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

down 4 ever w/ kennedyxoxo (prod. noahmadethiss)

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

the little things in life ft. Love Jai + Hamilton *recycleBin*

I hate myself (4lexf)

No I won't lie I miss her touch
Felt like pins and needles
On my skin at 4AM
She so bad, she evil
It's hard for me to open up
Cause I don't fuck with people
But whenever you're around
It's easy to breathe still
Yeah, it's like room gets filled with fresh air
Then I wake up from my dream
And you're not there
I could die right now, no I'm not scared
Give my life to you, no I don't care

Don't wanna feel no more
Leave my body on the floor
Her love's a bloodsport
Left me bloody and sore
But I've been here before
Way too many fucking times
Always going back and forth
With voices in my mind
I'm always going back and forth
And I'm so sick of it
Don't wanna talk about it
I would rather sing this shit
These days I'm careful who I trust
And who I call friend
So if we're riding together
Just know it's till the end

If you got me
Then I got you
Imma stay down
Imma stay true
Long as you feel
The way I do
We can make it
We can break through
But we broke apart
Burning out just like a star
Hurt me bad
Like a knife across my fucking heart
In your arms
Only place I ever wanna be
But now she's gone
And I'm lonely when I go to sleep

No I won't lie I miss her touch
Felt like pins and needles
On my skin at 4AM
She so bad, she evil
It's hard for me to open up
Cause I don't fuck with people
But whenever you're around
It's easy to breathe still
Yeah, it's like room gets filled with fresh air
Then I wake up from my dream
And you're not there
I could die right now, no I'm not scared
Give my life to you, no I don't care

pins & needles (prod. jolst + remghost)

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

I'm so sick of the same old routine
Woke up in the same bad dream
Can't tell what the fuck you mean
When you don't say anything

Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost
Take my heart, hold it close
Breathe me in just like the smoke
On your love I'll overdose
Drop dead and turn to a ghost

Turning into nothing at all
It's like you expect me to fall
But I can't look back, can't let go
I won't switch, no I can't fold
Watching all the time fly away
I saw our memories fade
Old problems on a new day
Feels like I'll never escape

In my head and in my heart
I'm burnin' up just like a star
In the sky and in the night
I wanna find out where you are
In my dreams and in my sleep
You're the only one I see
You can take it all away
Take this fuckin' pain from me

take it all away (prod. silver + methboiswag)

Beat maker: Boyfifty // Feature: Lxser //

i’m always alone (matego & boyfifty)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

Yeah it's not a lie
Every time we lock eyes
I feel alive
I was watching stars die
By your side
Swear you got me tongue tied
You don't even try
You don't even try
You don't even try
I don't gotta lie
Looking in your eyes
Like stars in the night
I can help you heal
All scars that you hide
Can you be my light
When it's dark outside
Will you be my guide
Cause I'm lost
Without you
Everything so fake
So brand new
I don't really know where to go
It feels like nowhere's my home

I don't need your love
If it's toxic
I don't need my heart
You can have it
You can have it all
Just take it
Take it to the grave
Don't trade it
You can have it all
I don't need it back
I would bleed for you
Yeah I want it bad
Hope you know it's true
Hope you notice that
This the way that i feel
No it's not an act

to the grave! (prod. jolst + sor)

(Can't stop, no I can't stay still)
(And I can't tell how the fuck to feel)
(When you tell me that our love's not real)
(Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?)

Can't stop, no I can't stay still
And I can't tell how the fuck to feel
When you tell me that our love's not real
Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?

You tell me this and that
But you don't tell me the truth
If I told you how I feel
You would hate me too
Been to hell and back
I did it all for you
I'd walk until my face turn blue
(Just to see your point of view)
(Walk a mile in your shoes)

Can't stop, no I can't stay still
And I can't tell how the fuck to feel
When you tell me that our love's not real
Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?

(Can't stop, no I can't stay still)
(And I can't tell how the fuck to feel)
(When you tell me that our love's not real)
(Can you tell me what the fuck's your deal?)

pins & needles (prod. jolst + remghost)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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