@inthesewerallalone I'm so sad everytime I found out that he deleted some old tracks, it's so hard to find them again

work vibe

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

Dying slow baby
Falling back into my grave
I see things in my dreams 
That I can't explain
Watching time fly by 
While I rot away
All this stress stacking up
I can't catch a break
Day by day these feelings never fade
Face my fate I know I can't escape
Way too late yeah I can't be saved
It's okay I'll just act okay

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

I got poison in my blood
I got blood up in my cup
Take my life and fuck it up
All these scars it's hard to trust
Cover me in fucking cuts
Tell me that I'm not enough
Let me down just let me go
All these lies are getting old
Tell me something I don't know
Something I ain't heard before
Knocking on the devils door
Show me what I'm living for 

It's okay I'll just act like I'm okay
Erase the pain getting high everyday
It's all the same nothing matters anyway
That's why I treat this fuckin life like a game
When it comes to faking feelings
Bitch I know I'm great
Serotonin always slipping 
Out my fucking brain
I'm a waste baby
Sometimes I just feel insane
Dying slow baby 
I got poison in my veins

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okay (prod. methboiswag)

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

toxic (dercept)

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

(Running out of time) 
(I keep running out of time) 
(Living in a fast life I keep running)

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

Imma stack it up 
I can’t get enough 
Heard you want me dead 
I don’t give a fuck 
I’ve been running laps 
No I can’t relax 
I would rather die 
Before I come in last 

When I die 
Hope it ain’t gonna be slow 
When I die 
Hope it’s somewhere peaceful 
Thorns and roses 
On my body
Laying under dirt and concrete 

I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 
Run up on me 
You can fucking find out 
What it’s like 
To be under the ground 

(Under the ground) 
I’ve been sinking 
For some time now 
(You can find out) 
You can’t save me 
I’m too far down 

Living in a fast life 
I keep running out of time 
Every single night 
Got you running 
Through my mind 
Staying wide awake 
Till the sun thru the blinds 
Stacking money up 
Till the sun don’t shine 

(Till the sun don’t shine) 
(Till the sun don’t shine)
(Let’s lose our minds) 
(In the night sky)

running (prod. frevel + thislandis)

Lyrics
There's plenty of air around me
But my lungs don't work the same as they used to
The pain I feel when I breathe
Is directly related to the day that I lost you (Please)
Hugging on her body for heat (Love)
Skin and bone, a lot to sew me (Oh)
Kiss me, baby, use teeth (My love)
It brings me alive to fight God (Yeah)
Verse 1
This the part where you shеd tears and nod
I've been hurt beforе, but this time, it's too much (Much)
Say my name when you look at my corpse
At least I get that when I'm giving up more
Notify me of my notoriety, but never comfort me
When you were right in front of me (Huh)
All this blood I bleed was draining to the right feet
I'm a sewer person 'cause that's where my life leads
Verse 2
Don't look at me, love, I'm ugly
And stage-born with makeup, I must eat
Tears are fuckin' my face, I'm stuffy
Love really is pain, it must be
Outro
Hugging on her body for heat
Skin and bone, a lot to sew me
Come on, kiss me, baby, use teeth (My love)
It brings me alive to be abused
Skin and bone allowed me—think about it
Kiss me
Think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it, baby
Think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it

Sewerperson-Everyone has to let go at some point, doesnt mean its easy

produced by lostcage

@nevermadeithome:
i've been walking to our tree
scribed our names within that leaf
then it blew away
and as it flew away
i got my knife out from my sleeve
carved our names off from that tree
so its permanent
so its permanent

@lottaheart:
you said you'll see me in the fall,
i can't wait until the leaves change
i just want you all to myself with no restraints
wish you were around me
i don't think you relate
miss the way your house key dangled from my keychain
[x2]

dangled from my keychain
i wish we could replay
take me to the start cause i'm not a fan of these days
i'm high on a weekday,
i can't even see straight
i can't fall asleep when i'm in the same bed we layed
how the fuck can i forget that?
another setback, take a step back
get back, i can't get back on the same track
let that, i won't let that
cause i kept that-
promise i made in august before you said that

@lottaheart:
you said you'll see me in the fall,
i can't wait until the leaves change
i just want you all to myself with no restraints
wish you were around me
i don't think you relate
miss the way your house key dangled from my keychain

@nevermadeithome:
ay, i've got your fuckin housekey
i got 2 bags of coke, i'm gon sniff it till it bleed
ay, i wipe that shit all on my sleeve
why my brain asking questions?
don't ask questions while i leave

you fucked my world up
fucked my heart up, arctic freeze
i'm so haunted, you're so dead
you're the ghost, you won't believe

you fucked the start up,
fucked my world up, twilight trees
hang me from the highest branch
from the ground up, i can't reach

@lottaheart:
you said you'll see me in the fall,
i can't wait until the leaves change
i just want you all to myself with no restraints
wish you were around me
i don't think you relate
miss the way your house key dangled from my keychain
[x2]

see me in the fall [lostcage]

Baby hold me down
Don't hold me back
Said I got you
And I really meant that
If I give you my heart
Would the love really last?
I don't know what's going on
But it's happening fast
Right in front of my eyes
Your love your love
Got me blind
Your touch your skin
Get me high
Passing time with you
Ease my mind

Passing time with you
Ease my mind

Stacking racks up
In the city with some gloves
And my mask up
No we don't know anything
If you ask us
I've been mixing medicine up
In my cup
I've been running through
The highs and the lows
In my brain your name still echos
I had to learn to let go
I had to let you die slow
Now it's my turn to turn up
No I don't care about nothing
I'm on the edge watch me jump
I'm bossed up yeah bitch I'm stuntin

I'm bossed up yeah bitch I'm stuntin
Can't tell me
Can't tell me nothing

Baby hold me down
Don't hold me back
Said I got you
And I really meant that
If I give you my heart
Would the love really last?
I don't know what's going on
But it's happening fast
Right in front of my eyes
Your love your love
Got me blind
Your touch your skin
Get me high
Passing time with you
Ease my mind

right in front of my eyes (prod. michael warren)

Grew Some (Prod. 976War)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5cKcbJFuArX3O0nBFmxJ6D

I WANT YOU (Prod. Vetix1k)

lyrics:
SWAINE
can u feel it?
baby can u feel it?
tell me can u feel it?
can u feel it?
can u? (x2)

dreams of doin 90 on the freeway
in a brand new sports car, supports leeway
so i can fit the squad inside and blast the shit that we make
and we can give opinions based on what we feelin each day
today im feelin blessa
come from black mesa
please dont call me i dont know u, just a heads up
hope for sunny days, blue glaze in the atmosphere
i blast back with a tac from the haunted hills
cant touch me on the 90s flow old shit
get ur words and ur bread up or u done quick
bred from the xos and ovos alike
but i still got bars for anyone, like turkish delights
ight?
if u wanted cocky then u got it
im delusional, i been namin myself the cream crop, bitch
at the bottom but i feel im on the high ground
cuz all i see is heads, dead prez's all around

can u feel it?
baby can u feel it?
tell me can u feel it?
can u feel it?
can u? (x2)

9TAILS
can u feel it
just made the deal and sealed it
now this medicine inside me
got me spinning like a ceiling fan
bad behaviour block the art
my flow is permabanned
i heard you man
youre never gonna mess with me
im too advanced
saucy with it
flow is diarheaa
and my mouth told me i pooed my pants
i got lettuce on my head im like the salad man
rubber bands
up inside the mattress in the camping van
just in case im in need of a back up plan
anti social
my old friends are who im close to
i kept the rest at the distance
i come across as a cold dude
so rude
stinky weed
in the bong tube
smell like old food
could use some soap and a sponge too
when we come thru
nv always set the mood
straight with the beef
but these other rappers tofu
i miss the old you
is what the tell me
if i was planning on never evolving
id miss him too
spring weather i couldnt remain a zero
hit that life with the vito i feel like robert de niro

out the godfather
see people trashing a style when their name is on the charter
i came to push my genre further
i dont give a fuck about whos smarter

can u feel it
can u feel it baby
can u feel it
tell me can you feel it

Can You Feel It? w/ 9TAILS (prod. ILLUID HALLER)

maybe its a dream

prod/mix/ft @anxietyattackss

lyrics:

93:
Never feel the same
Never feel okay
Hit me up to take 
Always fade away
I’ve been hittin dabs
Til the panic takes
You can’t have my heart
But we can share the pain 

You can’t have my word
But we can still exchange 
Left her in the past
With my bad jacket
Hex across my neck
Like she’s black magic 
I fell out of love
With bags of plastic 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

AA:
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me leave there’s nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me get away there’s nothing left to hold down 
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot 
We live in shadows, don't matter if it’s dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya 
It’s bad enough, i know the pressures adding up 
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it’s all a dream

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways

bending to grow w/ Anxiety Attacks!

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth  

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

Paranoid shy and anxious
I don't want no new friendships
All they do is make me nervous
Staying lowkey and cautious
A lot of people out here toxic
They never got your best interest
But I already know how it is
I've been on my own since a kid

I've been alone
For so long
Don't know the place I belong
Just floating round like a ghost
I can't let anyone close
I'm crying on my cracked screen
Wishing you would hear me
Wish I could rest in peace
Lay me down underneath

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

running (prod. frevel + thislandis)

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