i love u hammy, your music helped me❤️

song & lyrics fukcn radiate with a lived honesty 🔥🔥🔥

others prob have better voices but his voice connects and gets in my head

by the 1 second mark, hes already said 2 words......

You have one of the best voices I’ve ever heard.

prod. @freveltrothy & @jolst

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

if you're down to ride
then i'm down for life
i would kill for you 
wouldn't even think twice 
i might crash out 
and never say goodbye
i can't tell what's real
they all tell me lies

racing to the top
i can't waste no time
working every night
till stars align 
devil on my shoulder 
i might lose my mind
reaper coming closer
dancing on thin ice

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

down 4 life (prod. frevel & jolst)

prod. www.youtube.com/user/Xtravulous

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
fucking freezing
oh my god
I'm so high 
think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
just gotta stay consistent 
they would never listen
but now they treat me different 
it's because I'm glo'd up 
gave it all my focus
you gotta work your hardest 
if you want people to notice

no days off I'm never sleeping
writing songs in my head 
while I'm dreaming
all my life I'm stuck
searching for a meaning 
wish I gave a fuck 
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason 
bitch I'm smoking trees 
and I'm so clueless 
does she love me 
or she leaving 
oh that's perfect 
that's exactly what I needed 
a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated

a broken heart 
my soul is dark 
I feel defeated x4

a broken heart
I'm rolling hard
in the night 
and I'm looking at the stars
took my life
and she ripped it all apart 
I put it back
but you can see the scars

you can see the scars 
all the pain inside my eyes 
I'm just another kid
that's tortured by his mind 
thought of getting out 
like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe 
but I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine 
anxiety inside 
makes it hard to sleep at night 
smoking get me right 
gets me out head
you talking shit to me 
but I'm in your bitches bed
in between her legs

I be going stupid 
I'm ruthless
go behind my back 
I'll leave you toothless
leave you looking useless 
like bro what are you doing 
your whole life a lie
say you winning but you losing

from the bottom of my cold heart
you know I loved you
put you in my past life
that's what the drugs do 
acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
oh my god 
I'm so high 
I think I'm peaking

spotify

past life (prod. xtravulous)

thanks for 10k <3
prod. @prodjody

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

feel like i don’t exist
and you’re my only fix
i got a thing for you
i want you in my room

feel like i’m made of glass
watch me break in half
weight up on my back
is slowly crushing me

fight for my sanity
everyday suffer silently
devil inside of me
but your touch feeling heavenly
it feels like ecstasy
bringing my feelings back to me
but ice cold in my heart
is all i’ll ever be

and your face in my dreams
is all i ever see
when i’m awake
my brains filled with anxiety

tired and tied down
i need you like right now
stuck in my own head
i can’t find the way out

too far gone
can’t save me
these drugs keep me steady
my heart gets so heavy
a ghost i’m nobody at all

nobody at all (prod. jody)

prod. @softhert

life is spinning circles 
round my head
will it ever stop?
wanna tell you how i feel 
but my tongue is tied in knots
it seems like there's nothing real
i keep having these hopeless thoughts
wish i could've got through to you 
before our love was fucking lost

wish i could've meant more to you 
they don't love like i do
staying right beside you
take me out my bad mood

i know i'm bad news 
hate me i don't blame you
eversince we fell through
i'm ice cold my hands blue

see it all got a clear view 
now i know i can't trust you
no one i can turn to
all my bridges burn through
i don't know what's true
old friends act brand new 
wish i never met you
cross you out forget you

wish i never met you
cross you out forget you
old friends acting brand new 
all my bridges burn through

nowadays i don't care at all 
i'm better off being uninvolved
stack it up
and watch it fall
in my room 
wanna paint the wall

paint it red
and leave a mess
had my fun 
i'm over this
fading out
losing interest
lost my hope 
finding purpose

life is spinning circles 
round my head
will it ever stop?
wanna tell you how i feel 
but my tongue is tied in knots
it seems like there's nothing real
i keep having these hopeless thoughts
wish i could've got through to you 
before our love was fucking lost x2

how it seems (prod. softheart)

prod. @lucamalaspina

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

but they all reappear
when you getting money
get out of my face
i don't want you near me
every time you come around
you want something from me
but if we were to switch
i know you would dub me
treat me like i don't exist
yeah i'm nobody
feeling like i'm dead
barely have a heart beat

frozen cold
ice'd my soul
cut my skin
break my bones
as i grow
years they go
by so fast
blow right past me

i can't keep up
feel so stuck
i'm sealing shut
i think i've had enough
sometimes i wished the world
would turn to dust

always saying that you care
but you're never there for me
my friends are make believe
in my head it's all a dream
i can't trust a soul
i'm a paranoid freak
pour another cup
every time i'm lonely

and if i'm being honest
you should stay away from me
cause i know i got problems
and it's obvious to see
that i could never be
anything you'd ever need
better by my self
everything i touch bleeds
and i'm no good at trust
everyone i love leaves
they all disappear
soon as it gets ugly

i got some old friends
that wanna see me bloody
but i can't go out bad
so i keep it on me
life is moving fast
this shit getting crazy
imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me
i don't wanna make a song
bro you couldn't pay me
imma cut you off
without saying sorry

imma cut you off
without saying sorry
and imma keep on going
till the reaper takes me

obvious (prod. luca malaspina)

@prodjody

new day 
same pain 
old problems
in a trash can 
laying at the bottom
all the stress piles 
up i can't function 
all the drugs help 
remind me i'm nothing x2   

new year 
same dreams
old faces
i'm tired
i can't take it
so sick of this bullshit 
i might fill my brain with a full clip

i might fill my brain with a full clip

they wanna see me dead 
voices in my head 
falling off the edge 
i can't stop it

it's hard to love again
i don't have no friends
i just got a hole where my heart is

yeah i got some scars 
don't get me started 
gave my all for you 
i tried my hardest 
we're nothing in the end
we die regardless
i just wish my head 
wasn't like this

i isolate myself i can't help it
cause nowadays i'm always fucking anxious
waking up at night still faded 
i don't even know what the day is 

new day 
same pain 
old problems
in a trash can 
laying at the bottom
all the stress piles 
up i can't function 
all the drugs help 
remind me i'm nothing x2

problems (prod. jody)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCirvEQp_xHc02TdHYt89OrQ

going insane 
imma fiend 
i can't fucking stop it
always staring at my screen
i wanna drop it down :/ 

when i think about it all 
i wanna end it
always messy in my head
i'm feeling manic now 

always lonely and confused
i don't what the fuck to do 
all my friends keep falling through 
but now i know that's nothing new 

bitch i made it by myself
i don't need your fucking help
i'd be better off in hell
always hiding my shell
wishing i was someone else
oh well oh well
i'm just playing with the cards 
that i was dealt

always gamble with my life
this game is do or die
so i roll the fucking dice
and you can't live it twice
so i'm up like every night
i wanna feel alive
but i know i'm not alright
i know i'm not alright

going insane 
imma fiend 
i can't fucking stop it
always staring at my screen
i wanna drop it down :/ 

when i think about it all 
i wanna end it
always messy in my head
i'm feeling manic now 

always lonely and confused
i don't what the fuck to do 
all my friends keep falling through 
but now i know that's nothing new

when i think about it all (prod. malloy)

@prodjody

walking with my head down
and my hopes up
always tired 
of feeling so stuck 
imma no one 
and i know it 
i got way to many flaws
i can't hide it
x2

i got way to many problems 
i can't deal with them at once
voices in my head 
always say i'm not enough
roll another spliff 
and you know i spark it up
it's hard for me to trust
when you cover me in cuts

acting like you gave a fuck 
but deep down inside 
i know you hate my guts

and everything about me 
all you do is doubt me 
imma make you sorry

always stressin 
always second guessing 
lost inside my life 
i got no direction
so imma do these drugs 
till i'm seeing heaven 
waking up in hell
i don't know what happened

demons at my door 
and they always knocking
when i try to sleep 
they tell me i'm nothing 
and it's driving me crazy 
i feel like everybody hate me 

walking with my head down
and my hopes up
always tired 
of feeling so stuck 
imma no one 
and i know it 
i got way to many flaws
i can't hide it
x2

i got way to many problems 
i can't deal with them at once
voices in my head 
always say i'm not enough
roll another spliff 
and you know i spark it up
it's hard for me to trust
when you cover me in cuts

acting like you gave a fuck 
but deep down inside 
i know you hate my guts

and everything about me 
all you do is doubt me 
imma make you sorry

cuts (prod. jody)

prod.
@taylor
@4evrgone
@sainttomorrow

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

paranoid shy and anxious
i don't want no new friendships
all they do is make me nervous
staying lowkey and cautious
a lot of people out here toxic
they never got your best interest
but i already know how it is
i've been on my own since a kid

i've been alone
for so long
don't know the place i belong
just floating round like a ghost
i can't let anyone close
i'm crying on my cracked screen
wishing you would hear me
wish i could rest in peace
lay me down underneath

i'm dying to tell you
how i feel about you
i can't sleep
i can't eat
i want you
to want me
i feel cold
and lonely
got scars on my body
blood stains up on my sleeves
silver on my white teeth x2

silvertabs jeans
with the vivienne's on me
no sleep
i'm a strung out zombie
can't count the grams i'm burning
5am in the morning
pull up on the beat i burned it
talk bad bout me
i heard it
but when i come around
it's quiet
when i come around
it's silent

bloodstains (prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + saint tomorrow)

prod. @tennis-player-348430837

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

i don't belong 
i don't fit in 
don't know where 
i went wrong again
i'll wear my flaws up on my skin
cause nothing matters in the end x2

nothing really matters at all 
i'm still in a constant cycle 
moving in a downward spiral 
all this pain
but i still smile 

and act like i'm alright 
on the inside i still wanna die

you can't help me 
your wasting your time 

don't worry 
i'll be fine 

washing blood off of my face
watching days just waste away
i've been praying for a change 
stuck inside this hollow frame

a empty husk 
i'm nothing much 
decomposing in the dust 
nothing here is meant to last 
burning fast
it turns to ash

nothing here is meant to last (prod. tennis player)

prod. @thislandismusic

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes
i got no brakes
i can't slow down
i can't fucking feel my face

i love getting numb 
i can't fuckin help it
your love is my drug
yeah i'm an addict 

for you 
drain my heart 
and break my bones 
pick me up 
and take me home 
both my hands 
are freezing cold 
all this stress
is getting old
always tired
still can't sleep
toss and turn 
and grind my teeth 
always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

always searching for relief
still can't find my inner peace

just another day 
in this poison world
yeah it's rotting out my brain
always over thinking 
i think i'm insane
everybody staring 
cause i'm not the same
life went off the tracks   
and i can't get it straight
burning through the oz's
i've been smoking weight
fighting with my demons 
as soon as i'm awake
living in a nightmare 
that i can't escape
moving way to fast now 
i got no brakes

i got no brakes 
they can't keep up with me 
honestly 
burning through zips 
and you be smoking seeds
remember the times 
they used to laugh at me 
now i'm laughing to the bank 
like it's comedy  
cashing out all these checks 
i'm shooting nothing but net
hanging on by a thread 
wishing i could forget 
all the time that we spent
all the time that we wasted 
stuck in this poison world
it's tainted

when i think about it all (prod. malloy)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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