Vibes XII

@hammy
@prod5head
@freveltrothy

https://open.spotify.com/track/5BkW5V0RWNHTXQlNzBfMQu?si=38b4139a445f4660

sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

yeah i’m moving on 
i’m finding my way out
they always talking down 
my head up in the clouds 
no i can’t feel a thing 
im fucking withering
i was flying outta hell 
till you cut my wings 

i keep falling down 
i get back up 
said you hate me 
i couldn’t give a fuck 
i’m counting cash bitch
i can’t get enough 
in a fast life 
they not catching us 

wasting all this time 
wonder where it goes 
watching years fly by 
and i’m still alone 
gotta a voice in my head 
we don’t get along
know i’m too fucked up 
too far gone 

trapped in the cold 
froze my soul 
broken down 
i’m 6 below 
in too deep
hanging by a thread
walking on a thin line
dancing on the edge 

sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

stray

10.07.2021

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stray (prod. frevel & 5head)

Collaboration with : LxseR / Prod by micco. 
Lo-Fi Artists🥀

a message to my ex

a message to my ex w/ matego

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

I hate myself (4lexf)

Beat maker: Boyfifty // Feature: Lxser //

i’m always alone (matego & boyfifty)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

GO,GO,GO…

Faced should be finished and out by the end of the month!
prod. rodger @lilrodger
9tails @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

call me loveless, i don't wanna fuck this
up for the two of us, don't you know it'd ruin us,
nothing to discuss, who's really to trust,
staring at me with that feeling of disgust,

tried to warn you, bitch i get toxic,
it starts out perfect, maybe i'm not fit,
to have a girlfriend, someone to hold at night,
cus when the world ends, you know i won't put up a fight.

could we sail away at the end of the day,
might be the only way you'll get me to stay,
out in the pouring rain, home to all this pain,
throw your troubles away, bitch, just get faced.
x2

catch me laughing, between these verses,
levity never really hurt this,
thing i called a heart, like did you even notice,
me screaming at the top of my lungs, shoutouts to lotus,

call me loveless
faded like the sunset
weak chest
red eyes
but no emotions make me upset
im not coming down
cause this is not an ego death
ill placebo you
and show you just how real it gets
you could feel the stress
thoughts that strip your happiness
strike your mind down to the core
and force a hard reset
ive entered the deep end
you not in the stream yet
im not in the industry
but workin like a branch head

could we sail away at the end of the day?
might be the only way you'll get me to stay,
out in the pouring rain, home to all this pain,
throw your troubles away, bitch, just get faced.

never felt so alone and I don't pray anymore,
I havent felt more at home since we layed on the floor,
you kept your own pace, just to save face,
honey, did you win the race, did you reach that place,

and are you living well, I know this life, it gave you hell,
but when you're never heard, you feel you always gotta yell.
but keep your distance, i don't coexist bitch,
call me loveless, i won't really miss this.

Loveless (feat. 9tails) [prod. rodger]

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watching stars die ft. tommy ice (prod. jakkyboí)

scraped my knee pt 2 w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

poison darts in my hand now

Official Video: https://youtu.be/n8XmlBr60Fc

round the valleys we roll
TV blasting out the static 
making peace with my soul
calabash was way too far
so i skate smoking a bone
the hazy sun blessed me with wind
and now the ocean's my home
lately all i do is drift
collect the bag and phone home
hit my pops up, know he's sad
cuz life always takes its toll
but I'm certain all the pieces 
that i need will still fall
from the sky and i smile
been a while since we talked

flushed my xannies down the sink
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome
never know where I'll end up
keep my pockets lined with gold
no one's ever told me wrong
i blame myself for the most
got a shot up on my ass
cuz she stayed sleeping around
now my wallet doesn't fold
shoes dirty working till close

flushed my xannies down the sink 
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome

guitars/prod/mix/master by @93feetofsmoke

this song is the antithesis of "if my dad saw he'd me mad at me" which explored the consequences of poor decision making and the overall negativity that used to completely encapsulate my life. Hope it means something to you. Take care <3 love ya pops

if my dad saw he'd be proud of me (video in desc)

prod. @skress

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

I'm falling
feel so hopeless
disappear 
hope I go unnoticed
think about you
and I still can't focus
so I leave behind my feelings and emotions

I'll crush my dreams
and let them bleed
sew my heart
back seam by seam
now I keep it locked
no key
anxious thoughts
won't let me be

lost my light
and I can't find it
I got problems I can't hide it
is it worth it
can't decide yet
bags underneath both of my eyelids

we don't speak
we move in silence
cut his head off
if he try us
big blunts
in my A blood diet
evil tempt me
but I fight it
blood on my margiela 
how I buy it
if the sodas dirty
I may try it
if they talking bout me
I don't mind it
know your card declines
when you swipe it

why you go in Sac's 5th?
I know you can't buy shit
18 in my own crib
smoking on the finest
I'm still plugged in
Yeah I'm getting good prices
fuck a spotlight
I would rather stay private

I stay low key
but you know me
do my drugs
and count my money
don't come around
I don't trust nobody
I may break your heart
and never say sorry

I'm incomplete
I got missing pieces
fuck an ego
didn't really need it
I'm too numb now
can barely feel shit
they wanna use me
but I can see it

I see through the fakes
like they made out of glass
get up out my face
don't know you like that
if you got the chance
you'd probably stab my back
my ex blowing up my phone
she want me bad
probably cause I was the best she ever had
I make you sad bitch?
good I'm glad
designer drugs
on the highway
ain't no sleeping
gas what I'm breathing
tesla X
we creeping

falling (prod. skress)

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool 

let go of the feelings that you felt right here
ask me how i feel i'll say i'm feeling like shit
open up my eyes, see you in disguise
just tell me you're here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

it's been a minute and all the tension is killing me
i been driving for hours 
yeah fuck a meal or a shower 
I just been waiting to see you 
dressed in hot pink 
but this time the colors 
will fade into nothing
quit saying that you don't remember 
crying on my sweater 
i tried to make it better 
you just pulled over 
said that me and you can never be together
tears so soft like a feather
wait, the darkest heart cannot be harmed
we've had enough time to depart
you have my heart dont leave it broken here

she say that's its personal and I dont wanna know
texting other guys on your cellular phone
delete all our pics still gottem in the cloud
stay up all alone while i'm smoking on some loud 
wake up all alone and now i'm thinking about you 
feelin kinda sick i ain't even got the flu 
what the fuck i gotta do to get thru to you
drive all thru the night just to crash inside your pool

crash inside ur pool (prod. pretty boy ron x van beats)

insomnia

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

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