Vibes XII

Collaboration with : LxseR / Prod by micco. 
Lo-Fi Artists🥀

a message to my ex

a message to my ex w/ matego

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

I hate myself (4lexf)

Beat maker: Boyfifty // Feature: Lxser //

i’m always alone (matego & boyfifty)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

CosmoHKAK - 7 Dimensionen 7 Sinne

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

Baby if you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile
I think to much
It's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
My life feels like a game
With snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho 

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho
I don't know how to hide it
My memories divided
If only I could get out my head
And see inside it

A whole new perspective
My soul was neglected
Bomb on my heart
Like was it her objective
Torn into pieces
My strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
Cause these thoughts leave me speechless

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyls
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

And you won't last a mile
Your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
You couldn't love me
No matter if you tried to
If someone told you different
Then just know your being lied to

Fuck life fuck you
Driving fast hit the gas
Imma dust you
Shedding tears
As I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

Tell her stay clear
Running for my life
Cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
Then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
Everybody be the same here

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

spotify

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

fantasies [w/ shrimp]

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

available on all streaming platforms

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7hWQzHhOY8

lyrics: can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time
i wake up and youve been missing from me
you were by my side
now were worlds away from eachother
i cant sleep i cant eat i feel like im dying
run the cold steel on my skin
ill never feel your kiss again
can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time (x2)
​

music video

as long as we remember each other, we'll never be apart

available on all platforms: https://song.link/us/i/1456734832

artwork: @levistrauck

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/WXTedaF9_Jw

kiss me <3 feat. Swing High, Swing Low (prod. 4evr)

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

i love u n i miss u [prod. jay vee]

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

Yeah I don't love these hoes I put that on my bitch
Hit from the back out the back door I dip
Nut then I cut I left that on her lip
Don't show no love these bitches ain't shit
Every time you come around you just bring drama
I need more bands I need more commas
Every time I get some more it be more problems
Yeah it be more prada
Yeah I get so high can't feel my heartbeat
All black dripped out its a dark sea
They just want us home got us locked in
I been in the stu I been locked in
And I never planned on stoppin
I know that they watchin when I'm gone and on the road
A lotta niggaz hatin so I gotta keep that pole
Paranoid and I'm numb that's fasho
Yeah these drugs got me gone
These drugs got me gone
These drugs got me numb
These drugs got numb
Yeah these drugs got me gone that's fasho

I'm too numb now
Can't come down
Just a fucked up kid from a small town
Used to doubt my dreams
They real now
Used to hate on me
How you feel now?

Ricks on my feet when I walk round
Silver on my teeth when I bite down
CDG 03 when I pop out
You only care about me cause I'm hot now

You only come around when I'm winning
Nowhere to be found when I'm bleeding
Stab me in the back for no reason
Thought you loved me
Why you leaving?

So sick of all these feelings
Growing tired of breathing
All this money means nothing
When you hate existing

can't come down ft. pillxxx (prod. maxtaylor)

lyrics:
cuz i been down bad 
i been lonely 
why does everybody think they know me
all these fucking thoughts and i been thinking that im useless
dressed up in designer and i still feel like im worthless
got lost in the wake 
i feel im deserted 
u left as of late 
i feel i deserve this
caught up in these days 
dont know if its worth it
im stuck in my ways 
wont open the curtains
oh my god its the same
rip me down to the core 
swear to god i wont change 
let the tears hit the floor 

Wat3r:
watching all the things i care about fall by the wayside
said i wouldnt care about this life and i should take mine 
(i should take mine)
you always say it too
but you dont know 
you could never understand 
just go home 
you’re so fuckin selfish and i hope one day you wake up 
vanity and greed that you hide behind all your makeup 
(fuckin worthless)
and its like you never shut up 
ruined everything i loved and its fucked up 


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zombie (prod. jody)

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