not 100% sure on this one but as Kurt Cobain once said, oh well, whatever, never mind

money hunny (cover)

chelsea hotel no. 2 (cover)

I'm still sick from reading n i keep sliding 

your fires (cover)

different demo

someone new (cover)

cold feet demo

made a lil cover w my baby<3
guitar by ben 
vocals by me n ben xx
bens soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/bennapz

baby blue (cover ft ben)

not even gna lie, i made up this story line but if it happened to u then just pretend i wrote this 4 u lol x

gd things demo

bedspace demo

Seasons demo

THIS SONG IS JUST A DEMO, the final version shall be posted in the coming weeks produced by somebody else.

This version was written and performed by me, produced by Lex King.


LYRICS: 
V1
do we have to do this 
cant we just risk it
can we be more than just friends
cant we just give up pretending
cos i don't think that i could look you in the eye and lie and tell u everythings alright like you don't give me butterflies and i don't miss your hands all up on my thighs, thighs 
cant we just risk it all and try 

V2
and typically you're not my type
but you're not like the other guys who feed me lies and fuck around and try to waste my time 
so I'm just blaming life cos life getting in the way 
and life just left it too late 
and you said you cant stay away so i spent the day inspecting dissecting the words that you say and deciding on verses immersing myself in a place now I'm just trying to retrace how did i find myself here

CHORUS 
see i wasn't planning on catching no feelings 
but now we've got feelings 
don't know what I'm feeling 
see i need to just spend some time by myself 
focussing on myself 
learn to love by myself 

V3
do we need to change this 
cant we just risk it 
cant we just keep things the same
its hard when we've got different aims 
but i don't think that I'm ready to jump to something new introduce myself as your boo cos idk what u might do it might just end the same with my heart aching blue 
i might just see a different you 

CHORUS

How Did I (DEMO, ROUGH DRAFT)

i dont want to fight with u 
try to make things right with u 
i just dont know why u do the things u do 
and it breaks my heart to lie to u 
read between the lines
u choose her every time 
her on ur mind 

CHORUS 
u said u know it might be hard for me to hear 
but she comes first 
and i know im just pushing you away when i cry 
and we know that people change with seasons
go ahead lets hear ur reasons 
i dont want to watch u leaving 
i love you 

please dont fault my heart baby 
i cant fall apart 
you see my hearts made of glass
and it shatters like a vase 
i promise i'll be good for you 
only if u want me to though 
cos i dont wanna find u in the night 

CHORUS

Glass Demo

i dont know u anymore 
where do we go from here?
cos ive been tired and uve been bored 

and you dont focus anymore 
lets take things slow 
cos i dont want to have to watch u go 
i have enough love for both of us 

but pls dont leave before i wake 
i want u to hold me in the morning 
how could u just leave me with no warning 
sometimes when im alone i still hear u talking 

i feel lonely when we talk 
wait all night for u to call it all feels like im forcing u to be 
but u look straight through me 

but please dont leave before i wake 
i want u to hold me in the morning 
love me like u say u do, its boring 
communicate ur thoughts to me 
heart pouring 

i have enough love for both of us 
love u enough to carry both of us 
love u so much i'll love both of us

CLEM

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