maybe ur the one thats supposed to heal me - handball

A SONG FOR YOU BY ME

All of these times I've had something 
and thrown it away with my life
but i kept a smile,
stashed away in my pocket 
for a rainy day when everyones sick of it
and you are

But it's all okay
our frowns will decay 
just like our smiles do
You might be confused
but it's really so simple to do
what you do

oh why you know why
i cannot see these lies and you know why

You sway so sweet 
with the thoughts that are so neat
they're so completed
How is the wine 
dripping down your throat
in time to reconcile, those dreams you broke

But it's all okay
our frowns will decay 
just like our smiles do
You might be confused
but it's really so simple to do
what you do

I still see these lies and the ridicule 
that you put in my life its typical
I'm not a fool and I may not be used
as a tool to fall for you
Misplaced my thoughts 
out of sort now I'm caught up
in the 9 to 5 wasting my life

I need to get
out of here I can't stand alive
it's too much for my hands to hold
and your hearts so cold...

frowns decay like smiles do

insomnia is better than dreaming of u

3 o clock in the morning waking up at noon 
Ur more friends with the moon then all ur friends at school
 Tea with the cats and ur blanket chilling on bed 
Seems more right then pouring water for ur meds 

Doctor says ur fine but you see stars in the day
Who needs 8 hours of sleep anyway? 

Still reliving our days when I am fast asleep 
Not being urs is sorta sad but kinda sweet    
Love is so dumb and it is not peaches n creme 
Staying up all night so I don’t have to dream 


Doctor says ur fine but you see stars in the day
Who needs 8 hours of sleep anyway?

peaches n creme

THIS SONG IS JUST A DEMO, the final version shall be posted in the coming weeks produced by somebody else.

This version was written and performed by me, produced by Lex King.


LYRICS: 
V1
do we have to do this 
cant we just risk it
can we be more than just friends
cant we just give up pretending
cos i don't think that i could look you in the eye and lie and tell u everythings alright like you don't give me butterflies and i don't miss your hands all up on my thighs, thighs 
cant we just risk it all and try 

V2
and typically you're not my type
but you're not like the other guys who feed me lies and fuck around and try to waste my time 
so I'm just blaming life cos life getting in the way 
and life just left it too late 
and you said you cant stay away so i spent the day inspecting dissecting the words that you say and deciding on verses immersing myself in a place now I'm just trying to retrace how did i find myself here

CHORUS 
see i wasn't planning on catching no feelings 
but now we've got feelings 
don't know what I'm feeling 
see i need to just spend some time by myself 
focussing on myself 
learn to love by myself 

V3
do we need to change this 
cant we just risk it 
cant we just keep things the same
its hard when we've got different aims 
but i don't think that I'm ready to jump to something new introduce myself as your boo cos idk what u might do it might just end the same with my heart aching blue 
i might just see a different you 

CHORUS

How Did I (DEMO, ROUGH DRAFT)

brockhampton - waste (clairo x adelderderder edit)

sadmoney

xanax makes u dumb (improv)

I do not own the rights to The Party.
I did not create the original.

How Did I (DEMO, ROUGH DRAFT)

CLEM

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