not an original, just a jaydes cover

it's all unallowed
nothing you do can be perfect
your voice is getting too loud
now i'm stuck, curled up, and hurting
the way you're treated is foul
i hate to see you this down
but it seems nothing is working
and you hate to keep me around
my jealousy keeps reoccurring
and you hate to see me around
it's not over yet, we're still learning
you got tired and put me out
like a port, it's all still burning
and i'm watching from outside your house
but everything you do makes me sick
in my trip, i see you as the clown

your voice is getting too loud

oh rlly that’s it? w/ blsss

Pretty girl toxic lies.

Ziyahs - Key to my heart

sorry for being gone for so long, i will be back soon. i promise

Have a Nice Life - A Quick One Before the Eternal Worm Devours Connecticut
Lizard in the Spring - A Quick One Before the Eternal Worm Devours Appalachia 

*OUT ON ALL PLATS NOW* a quick one before the eternal worm devours new jersey

lyrics:
They question us when there's blood on the floor
Starve me away, because I didn't need any more
Run up and down the corpse, until there's just no more
Flatten out every piece of change until your nails scrape the floor

Five more cents
That's all I need
Five dollars, yeah
That's all I need
Repent or give me what I need
Feel guilty or just pray to me

They don't care about the trumpets ready to blow
The eyes are hyper-fixated on the paper in my hands
My selfishness takes me out wondering, what will I show
A couple hundred or something
Oh no, is this a scam

Gods of manipulation bestow others with their plans
They know no better than to live off the rest of the fam'
A perfect plan lets beg for the money
Blend in with the real ones on the street
Because i'm just a phony

Don't wear a cross
Just to come beg for my money
I'll lend a dollar or two
But don't ask for all my money
Christian's not a costume
At least that's what I thought
I struggle to defend what I fought

What I fought
What I fought
What I fought
What I fought

beggers

https://www.instagram.com/fuckrot404

what do u think i think u look like an angel
what do u think i think ur so fucking special
she’s hiding her face no one can see her perfections 
and i really like you but im hiding my affections
we’re so deranged but the universe likes us
we’re getting closer and we flirt in the school bus
she’s pretty crazy but i want her love
i still remember the day where she asked for a hug

flirt with an angel

so like sumn dark twisted shit ep i made for halloween lol i hope u enjoy or just leave hate comments id love both

i luv monster teeth

prod. me (duh)

You’re a hopeless soul
It’s funny how
You can’t feel the love ensure
Inside

I’m drowning out
I’m burning out
Your polaroid
Leaving sparks
Outside

Don’t take me home
They don’t want me there
Take me with you
Inside

Keep my secret
Keep my whole
Embodiment of love
Inside

inside

a demo i made about wanting to be a cat but idk if ill ever finish fully lollll here yall go tho i might post on spotify depending on how good this does

if i were a cat demo

instrumental: @bloodsekai
vocalists: @bloodsekai + @vedbend + @/yukisasayaki

halloween inspired song from last month, please enjoy to your desire. (sorry for the lack of uploads, i've been making too much music and not finishing any of it...)

--- lyrics: ---

i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

was it always this difficult to think?
what's different now, is it me or the mirror?
i imagine the greys and blacks within
turned me into a freak, a monster that just cries and weeps

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now

(i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

+ layered with vedbends part)

i try to run away
i couldn't move at any pace
as tears fall down my face
my teeth are falling out
i guess i'll drown inside my doubts
i always cry and pout 

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

carve out my eyeballs treat me like a pumpkin
rip my guts out baby i feel nothing
u wanna put me on display i guess thats something
i'm a puppet baby put me on your strings
ur always in my head like the axe in my skull
but u always want me dead i'm so fucking tired
baby pass the pliers
i'll dismember my body n ill put it onto wires

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

when do i wake up? (ft. vedbend & yuki)

i like to make music
@hardlovelyfe anywhere

if i were a cat demo

ur cat's lyfe