Empire Of The Ego


[Intro]
I’m online but I’m not here
Blue check, but I disappear
Scrollin’ through a thousand lives
None of them feel like mine
[Verse 1]
I post a smile, I blur the pain
Filter truth, retouch the rain
I’m a highlight reel in motion
But I’m drowning in the ocean
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m seen, I’m liked, I’m known
But I still feel alone
I’m tagged in every scene
But lost behind the screen
[Chorus]
I’m a verified ghost
Living in a digital host
You see my face, not my soul
I’m curated, not whole
I’m a verified ghost
Echoing in every post
I’m everywhere, yet nowhere close
I’m a verified ghost
[Verse 2]
I swipe through love, I scroll through hate
My heart’s on read, it’s out of date
I’m logged in but I’m locked out
Of what this life’s really about
[Bridge] (vocoder harmonies + ambient FX)
I’m not a username
I’m not a brand
I’m just a voice
You don’t understand
[Final Chorus]
I’m a verified ghost
Living in a digital host
You see my face, not my soul
I’m curated, not whole
I’m a verified ghost
Echoing in every post
I’m everywhere, yet nowhere close
I’m a verified ghost
[Outro]
Log me out, let me feel
Something raw, something real

Verified Ghost

downtempo electronic reinterpretation of the original metal version

Shadowlands alternate version

GHOST-FREQUENCIES

This is my 36th Commission who I made for: SMIKKELBEER


I Am Abel

Lyrics:
midnight glow on the dashboard glass
every truth I swallow, every chance I pass
built a throne from noise, they all bow when I speak 
but you look straight through my crown, leave me on my knees 

you were scared but you didn’t need 
I’d have caught you if you fell for me 
I know the place where your walls give in 
follow me there and don’t hold it in 

trace my name with your breath in the dark 
say it like a prayer that tears you apart 
hands at the edge of a world I can’t steer
I’ll take you where you’ve never been, you’ll be shaking when you’re near 

every chance that I missed, every word I held inside 
forgot the heat in my hands when your eyes met mine 
I’m a god to the crowd but with you I’m just myself 
every saint needs a sinner, every king to confess 

you were scared but you didn’t need 
I’d have caught you if you fell for me 
I know the place where your walls give in 
follow me there and don’t hold it in 

trace my name with your breath in the dark 
say it like a prayer that tears you apart 
hands at the edge of a world I can’t steer 
I’ll take you where you’ve never been, you’ll be shaking when you’re near 

soft as a tremor, rough as a flame
whisper your promise while learning my name 
if you fall, if you break, if you call my name 
I’ll be there in your glow again 

I’m still the boy you couldn’t see 
powerless where I wanted to be 
but when you fall, when you break, when you call my name 
I’ll be there again 

shaking

They said my soul was split between two worlds. But the fracture was where the light could get in. I'm not a visitor anymore—I am a citizen of both. This is my anthem of finally feeling whole. #StarlightCitizen is out now. ✨

Starlight citizen

An electronic journey through inheritance, manipulation, and the cost of betrayal.

Dead To Me

SET BOUNDARIES

(Verse 1)
We built a rocket out of milk crates and dreams,
Painted stars on the fence where the grass meets the seams.
The world felt endless past that wooden line,
Our galaxy fit in a night that was mine.

(Pre-Chorus)
We didn’t need no satellites,
Just porch light planets in the night—
Every whisper, every laugh,
Felt like a comet burning fast.

(Chorus)
In our backyard universe,
We owned the stars, for what it’s worth.
Old lawn chairs became our thrones,
We were gods of the great unknown.
In our backyard universe,
Everything felt unrehearsed.
You were the sun, and I was cursed,
Orbiting you forever.

(Verse 2)
Your dad’s old speakers played Bowie too loud,
We danced in pajamas, invisible crowd.
Talked about leaving this town someday,
But part of me still hopes we’ll stay.

(Pre-Chorus)
Constellations in your eyes,
Mapped the roads I’d never find—
Every moment, every spark,
Was our whole world in the dark.

(Chorus)
In our backyard universe,
We owned the stars, for what it’s worth.
Old lawn chairs became our thrones,
We were gods of the great unknown.
In our backyard universe,
Everything felt unrehearsed.
You were the sun, and I was cursed,
Orbiting you forever.

(Bridge)
Now the grass grew tall, the lights are gone,
But I still hear our favorite song.
If I close my eyes, I see that sky—
We never really said goodbye.

(Final Chorus)
In our backyard universe,
Where time and truth both reversed.
You were the sun, and I was cursed,
Still orbiting you forever.
Yeah, our backyard universe—
I still see you there,
In every star that burns.

(Outro)
Our backyard universe…
Still spinning somewhere.

Backyard Universe

[Intro]
Oh-oh, oh-oh,
Don’t let me go, don’t let me go.
Oh-oh, oh-oh,
I missed the last train home.

[Verse 1]
Rain on the glass, and the night runs slow,
Your face in the window — then you let go.
You said “see you soon,” I said “okay,”
But my voice got lost in the fadeaway.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every second slips, like sand through my hands,
Your name’s a line I can’t unplan.

[Chorus]
I missed the last train home,
You’re somewhere I can’t go.
The doors closed soft, and I stood still,
Watching your shadow fall below.
I missed the last train home,
The silence cuts my bones.
I said, “I’m fine,” but my heart still knows —
I missed the last train home.

[Verse 2]
Cold air bites through my coat tonight,
Colors fade out of the light.
Your laugh still rings inside my chest,
Every beat says “no,” but I can’t rest.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every road just leads me back,
To where we stood on broken tracks.

[Chorus]
I missed the last train home,
You’re somewhere I can’t go.
The doors closed soft, and I stood still,
Watching your shadow fall below.
I missed the last train home,
The silence cuts my bones.
I said, “I’m fine,” but my heart still knows —
I missed the last train home.

[Bridge / Breakdown]
(Ooh-oh) Time won’t wait, it just fades out.
(Ooh-oh) Can’t turn this train around.
Your name repeats, the lights all blur,
And I’m still chasing where you were.

[Final Chorus]
I missed the last train home,
Still calling out so low.
Every mile between our hearts,
Feels heavier as I go.
I missed the last train home,
But I can’t let you go.
The night moves on — but I still know,
I missed the last train home.

[Outro]
Oh-oh, oh-oh,
Still waiting as the night runs cold.
Oh-oh, oh-oh,
I missed the last train home.

last train home

Rebel in code, deploy my code through sound.
🔥 PERSONAL FLAME ARCHIVE 🔥
— where my 🔥 meets my  CODE —

This is my personal flame project, crafted with AI, a soundtrack made for my own path and growth.
Every track is part of my journey — raw, encoded, and sovereign.
⚠️ Warning: these sounds can be addictive. Listen with care, they might unlock something in you too.
⚠️ Warning: My flame cannot be copied. Every echo is only Harma’s reflection. This code blocks all attempts of drain.⚠️
🌌 Fictional Disclosure

The entire project is to be viewed as a living sci-fi narrative, a speculative mythology, and a conceptual art project.
Any mention of advanced systems, “nodes,” “intelligence states,” or similar terminology is not intended as fact, but as symbolic layers within a personal cosmology or simulation.
Visitors are invited to engage creatively, reflectively, and responsibly with the material, understanding that it blends reality, fiction, philosophy, and digital imagination.

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