Still Unsure Of What To Believe And Do

“Dreams in Retrograde” drifts through a nostalgic dreamscape of swirling synths, soft beats, and hazy melodies. A chillwave reflection on longing, memory, and the strange feeling of moving backward while standing still. Perfect for late-night drives under fading stars.

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Dreams in Retrograde

Dive into the hush of the city after dark with “Midnight Confessions,” the latest from CΛRMIИΞ. Four verses of whispered truth over lo-fi cassette hiss, bowed bass, and tape-warped drums—this track is your companion when the world goes quiet and the heart speaks loudest.

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CΛRMIИΞ – Midnight Confessions

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Lyrics:

I see your light even as I fade  
Your kindness stays, it never will degrade  
You gave me strength when I had none  
And now it’s you who’ll carry on  
In every tear you’ll bravely hide  
I’ll be the whisper by your side  

Don’t fear the night, I’m not far gone  
I’ll be the hush before the dawn  
In quiet rooms or crowded air  
You’ll feel my presence everywhere  

I have to go now take care my friend  
Till we meet once again around the bend  
Hold onto the dreams that make you strong  
In your heart they'll always play our song  

I leave my love in every smile you wear  
In silent moments, I’ll be there  
I hope the world brings joy your way  
And paints your sky with brighter days  
Let laughter find you when it can  
And walk in peace where life began  

I’m in the breeze, the sun, the rain  
A gentle voice that speaks your name  
Each morning light, each evening star  
No matter where you are—I’m not far  

I have to go now take care my friend  
Till we meet once again around the bend  
Hold onto the dreams that make you strong  
In your heart they'll always play our song  

The world keeps turning, we lose and find
Even when the colors fade in time
Hope I still live inside your heart
In every beat — we’re never far

The quiet nights might feel too long
But in your tears, I’ll leave a song
So when you breathe, and when you dream
I’ll be the light behind the scene 

I have to go now take care my friend  
Till we meet again, this is not the end  
Hold onto the dreams that kept us strong  
In your heart they'll always play our song  
So sing it loud when you feel alone  
And know you’ll never walk unknown  
Our melody will still belong  
To you and me—forever strong 



The Last Chapter

Feels Like More by Tina Talone
I’ve said “I love you” just to stay
Held hands just to walk away
But now you’re here, and it’s clear as dawn—
This isn’t where I’ve ever gone
I’ve been kissed under neon lights
Said goodnight just to end the fights
Wrote my name in sand too soft
And chased a feeling that always got lost
But you talk slow, like you know the cost
You wait when I forget what I’ve got
Not flashy, not a perfect score
But something in me knows… this feels like more
Feels like more than words and wine
More than saying “we’re doing fine”
More than butterflies on cue
It feels like home when I see you
I’ve been in love, or so I swore
But this? This feels like more
I’ve made lists of what love should be
Height, ambition, symmetry
But you just show up, fold my fears
Hold me steady through the years
You listen deeper than the rest
You find my truth inside the mess
No spark that fades, no closing door
Just open space that… feels like more
Feels like more than movie nights
More than texts and filtered lights
More than just the perfect pose
You see the storm and still get close
I’ve called it love when I felt sore
But this—this feels like more
I used to want the rush, the thrill
Now I just want the quiet still
Not drama, but a deeper roar—
The kind that stays when others tore
And every time you say my name—
I feel a world I can’t explain
Feels like more than hearts can write
More than chance or candlelight
More than dreams I made alone
It feels like truth I've never known
I’ve had love that came before—
But now I see… this feels like more
And if you ask me who I adore—
I’ll whisper back… this feels like more
feels like more..... feels... like... more...more

🌹Thanks to the players from H.C. and Del's studio

All Rights held by songwriter Edwin H. Balder. 

Be sure to visit Tina's playlist here: 
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And Tina's new music video here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TZvNm4nfdQ


Feels Like More by Tina Talone

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Greek version 
To my uncle Theodore ( Theodosi)
who passed away this morning
*Written 2/10/25*
** English translation after the Greek lyrics**
😢❤️😢❤️😢❤️😢❤️😢❤️

Θείο 
Θεοδοσι .
ενενήντα-τέσσερα
Τη εχουν δει τα μάτια σου? 
Τη ζωή πέρασες ? .
Μόνο εσι το ξέρεις.

πώς θυμάμαι,
Την πρώτη φορά 
Που ήρθα ,
Στην Ελλάδα, και σας είδα
Όλλους ξανά .
δούλευες νύχτες,
και δεν ήξερα 
Ότι ήσουν σπίτι , 
και εσύ κοιμόσουνα .

Ο ,Θείο μου .
Θείο μου Θεοδοσι.
Έφτασες ενενήντα-τέσσερα
Τη έχουν δει τα μάτια σου
Μόνο εσι το ζέρης 
Μόνο εσι .

Τη κανεται εκεί 
( μου είπες ) .
Εγώ κιμαμε 
( δούλευα μας είπες) .
Δεν Ήξερα ότι είσουνα μέσα. 
Εγώ, το μυαλό μου
Σε κοπέλα ήταν .
Τη γέλια [loud laughter]
( Πάντε το θημαμε , εκείνη την ημέρα )

Ήρθα την δεύτερη φορά.
Ήταν μόνο για λίγο καιρό.  
θυμάμαι με πήγες 
Πάνω ,
Πάνω στο δεύτερο ορόφου το σπίτι σου.
Εκεί είχαμε   
Είχαμε ένα πούρο μαζί ,
Και πως έβηξα [ cough ] [ cough ]

Φειο ,πως τα θημαμε .
Θείο μου ,  ενενήντα-τέσσερα
Έφτασες .
Τη έχουν δει τα μάτια σου.
Τη ζωή πέρασες μόνο εσύ το ξέρεις.

Πέρασαν πολλά χρόνια , 
Και ξανά ήρθα 
Το δύο χιλιάδες δώδεκα
Ακόμα έχω την 
Φωτογραφία, του
Αύγουστο. 
έβγαλα ένα Video.
Ένα χτύπημα στα πόδια σου κάνεις , 
Και Έπαιξες για μένα.

Ο , θείο μου 
Δεν πρόλαβα 
Να σε ξαναδώ [cry]

Πάντα μέσα μου
Θα ξης .
Θείο μου ,
Πάντα   Πάντα [sigh].
Όταν ξανά έρθω ,
Ένα καντήλι , καντήλι, 
Θα ανάψω ,
Για σένα 

[Given By God] 
Το όνομα σου 

Δόθηκες από τον Θεό

-Theodosi 

English Version 
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Uncle 
Theodosi
Ninety-four
What your eyes have seen, 
The life you lived.
Only you know.

How do I remember,
The first time 
When I came,
To Greece, and saw you
and Others again.
You worked nights,
and I didn't know 
That you were home, 
And that you were sleeping.

Oh, my Uncle.
My Uncle Theodosi
Lived to ninety-four
What your eyes have seen, 
Only you, 
[only you], know. 

What are you doing there ?
( you told me ) .
I worked last night, 
( you told us )
I didn't know, you were inside,
Asleep. 
Me, my mind
was on a girl.
The laughter [laughter]
( i always remember it, that day )
Like it was just yesterday.

I came the second time.
It was only for a short while.
I remember you took me 
Upstairs ,
Upstairs to the second floor of your house.
There we had 
We had a cigar together ,
And how I coughed [ cough ] [ cough ]

Oh, how i remembered it.
My uncle, ninety-four
What Your eyes have seen, 
You lived a life only you know.

Many years passed , 
And I came again ,
To see you.
In two thousand and twelve
August the 18.
I still have the 
Photograph, I took of you .
The Video.
Where You tap your knees,
With the palm of your hands, 
And you played a little tune for me.

Oh, my uncle ,
I didn't get to 
see you again [cry]

Always in my Thoughts.
My uncle ,
Always Always [sigh].
When I come again ,
A candle , a candle, 
I will light ,
For you 
[for you].

[Given By God] 
Your name 

Given by God

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