writing in your diary and i know that you're gna read it <3

a song 4 my lovely girlfriend, miki ^_^
love her so much Oh yeahhghh

OKAY ENJOY THX


how i feel about you;;;;
writing in your diary and i know that you're gna read it <3
missing everything about you love the touch i love the feeling
didnt know how i was livin gave my life a brand new meanin
and im cravin all of you, for your love you know im feenin
and you never do me wrong and i know that you'll never mean it
tell me anything you need i promise i can keep a secret
give me everything you can cos u know that i need it
and if you fall i'll pick u up and ill learn how to treat it

give you everything i can please tell me what you want
and i know that you need it so i promise i wont stop
and you're always in my head you're consumin every thought
wouldn't want it every different im in love with what i got
and im lookin at the time, never lookin wasted
give my all because ur mine, till the end i know we'll make it
if you ever needed time i promise id be waiting
every day by my side, yeah it feels amazin

i let you in on how i feel i let my guard down
i lay with you under the sky look at the stars now
and we can get what we want, the world is ours now
and i can tell just what you want and what you like so now im

writing in your diary and i know that you're gna read it <3
missing everything about you love the touch i love the feeling
didnt know how i was livin gave my life a brand new meanin
and im cravin all of you, for your love you know im feenin
and you never do me wrong and i know that you'll never mean it
tell me anything you need i promise i can keep a secret
give me everything you can cos u know that i need it
and if you fall i'll pick u up and ill learn how to treat it

spotify

love letter (melik)

prod me :3

im giving up trying to reach it
thought your heart was the one that i needed
you're the one that i wanted to be with,
& sleep with, but why cant you see this
fuck it up, and do it over again
stuck in love, hate that i call you a friend
didn't want this to end, take my heart
and i'll leave it,
so maybe you'll keep it

im done with pretending
i say that im fine, but i cant find an ending
im tired of stressing
and tired of yelling
these lies that im telling
wont make it ok, so i figure my heart out
want you in my arms every night when its dark out
thought i couldn't love, but i can hear my heart now
all of these things should've said at the start, so
can we just restart now
and do it again

be with

sacred heart

prod @heartsayako

i miss you why’d you go away
i need you so don’t stay away
let’s hang out on this hot summer day
(let’s hang out on this hot summer day)

and i need you bad right now
and i’ll pick you up when you’re down
wanna live but don’t know how
and I need you baby right now

i just do everything that i can
know you spend nights out searching for a man
let’s get high until we can’t land
after this night let’s do it again

can i pull you aside
no one but us in sight
i love this island life
i want you for my life

and I do these things for us
I can’t help but fall in love
and it’s you who I put above

no one feels the same as I do
and you know I’ll stay beside you
If there’s no you, what would I do
think It’s no use, yeah without you

i miss you why’d you go away
i need you so don’t stay away
let’s hang out on this hot summer day
(let’s hang out on this hot summer day)

and i need you bad right now
and i’ll pick you up when you’re down
wanna live but don’t know how
and I need you baby right now

Spotify

island life @heartsayako

track 2/7

@exp100 @venusiann @rewind214 @ihateukidu

(experiencer)
like the last couple days of a long life
hard times
but im a strong guy
at the right place at the wrong time 
everybody got a phone but dont call mine

im tryna have my me time
but in the meantime
youll be alright

(venusiann)
in the mean time
so gone, hit my phone i'll decline
on the grind i won't stop until it's mine
im pretty high
i wanna fly

said "i dont wanna talk to you"
just wanna be alone its true
said "i don't wanna bother you
i was stuck to you
like a tattoo"
will i make it through?

my bad, don't wanna sit back
just wanna fix this
i know you miss that
i'm dressin all black
i never mismatch
wish you were with me yeah
i bet you're so sad

i don't wanna 
i don't wanna 
i don't wanna 
i don't wanna bother you
don't wanna bother you yeah yeah

(rewind)
i dont wanna be a bother
im sorry if i made it awkward
so pls just tell me what you want me to do
anything you want, yea ill get it for you
you can tell me the truth

im with harmony in atl, we get our wayy
with my bros while you just taking Ls, cant say the same
i keep getting stuck up in the past, im scared of change
i had to stay focused on my bag, im getting paid

remember i was down like last year
but i cant give up
i cant switch up
thought i was out of luck
ill keep my head up
i dont give a fuck
cause i know ill be alright
maybe ill feel better this year
so i cant give up
even when its hard to try
so in the dark ill be your light when it gets hard
swear youll be fine

Me Time

experiencer, venusiann & rewind - Me Time (prod. kidu)

track 3/7

@exp100 @ilymay

(experiencer)
is it coming to an end?
cuz ive been really trippin on this shit since i was 10
ive been tryna fix it but it always breaks again
i done been thru so many friends
i done went thru so many events

feel like im stuck in the spider webs
theres nowhere to hide from it
is it okay to cry for a bit?

they call me all different types of names
they want me to feel all types of shame
they hate they self and they want me to feel the same way
but i wont be influenced by what they gotta say

and im just tryna do it in my own way
but i feel stupid and i feel lame
trying to shoot this but i dont have aim
and i feel useless and cropped out the frame

(may)
what is this place bc it don’t feel like home
i think i feel better with u in my arms
can’t waste time 
so be mine

i js popped a pill now i wait for it to kick off
tell me is it real u know ur the one that i want 
harmony division treat u like my own blood
pray we all go up
got some bands it’s not enough 
i done went thru so many friends but ig it’s for the better 
wna get under my skin but u know i cannot let them 
know that time goes on
i can’t be friends with my past self no

Hide

experiencer & may - Hide (prod. kidu)

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@laststardust @ihateukidu @ilymay @venusiann @ihateukidu

(stardust)
ive been feelin so lost
i cant keep it up
now im losing the facade
will u even miss me?
yeah when im gone?
u said yk me
u couldnt b more wrong

i been tryna keep it all tucked inside
i been tryna make sure im alright
weeding my way thru all these lies
why do i think what i think
cuz i think im in luv w ur lies
think im in luv w a fkn disguise
cuz a part of me died when u left in the night
n that part will nvr see the light <--

(may)
know its been a while head spinning in circles
stuck up on my mind i can see u with my eyes closed
saw ur face once again so im trying to stay composed
left me dead in the dirt so my body decomposed
and i know im breaking into pieces
and i dont wna know
bc if i do the pain increases

(venusiann)
hate you like a lot, but i'm not one to talk
i don't want these toxic memories
i don't wanna speak, i just wanna sleep
i don't want it haunting haunting me
yeah, girl my head hurts
kiss it better, kiss it better
got your sweater, it's cold, December
want this forever, be my forever

(stardust)
ugh i wrote this song to clear my head
to get this pressure off my chest
done w all these thoughts, time to put em to rest
but they come back again n again
but u wont listen to the words that ive said
why cant u feel wht im feeling?
im fucking SCREAMING

What's Left Inside

stardust, may & venusiann - What's Left Inside (prod. kidu)

track 6/7

@exp100 @coldspades @rewind214

(experiencer)
and we had fun like all day
and you wanna crash but you cant stay
we never asked to feel this way
but it happened so i say
lets go out together
and if u need to talk you know who to call
and i cant wait to walk with you this fall
and i cant wait to talk with you bout it all

(coldspades)
think about u all the time
u know i’ll stay with u til u tell me its goodbye
i just need u in my life
can u promise me that u wont be the one to make me cry
stay with me until i die

but i cant look in the mirror
so i’ll just sit and wait til my reflection is clearer
wish i could be happy but the sky just wont clear up
every thing thats on my mind i cant help but just to tear up
wish i could be near her

i cant tell u the things that are on my mind
can u tell me the truth please dont waste my time

We Had Fun

experiencer & coldspades - We Had Fun (prod. rewind)

sorry i havent posted on this account in a bit TT i probably couldve added more but i think these are my favorites / some are kinda old but whatever

2:20 + @decago
3:15 + @heroz2299

fw2023 @rewind214 @decago @heroz2299

trying a new mix this time!! lmk if its good :))
prod the lovely @rewind214 & @rpsu


and i cent get my feelings out
but know i try my best
and i cant get no rest
cuz ur stuck inside my head
i got this feeling in my chest
and ik its for u
cuz girl i adore u
and everything u do
//
make my heart beat for u
see it thru
if u ever fall u know that ill be here for u
and ik
its hard to let go
to move on and grow
but with u by myside its the start of something ik
//
ik it
these feeling cant cope with
got u on my mind
so ill be fine for the moment
the moment
love u every moment
all ur texts i open
cuz girl i feel safe in ur touch
//
ohh throw it all away js for ur love
so tell me if im not enough
is it real or in my head like its fiction
ive been fiending for ur touch yea like an addiction

heart beats for u 💌💌 (rewind x adrien)

@1akura 
THIS WAS SUPER FUN TO MAKE I hope u like it :D

im too invested in the lie that you told
felt your presence echo through the unknown
im not special to you my hearts not your home
had to move on from it all on my own 
(all on my own, all on my own, all on my own) 

I dont wanna give up on this 
on us no
I want this forever and you know
ill hear your voice forever, echo (woahh)
I dont wanna run from this (run from this)
echoing (echoing)
I can feel the detriment

im too invested in the lie that you told
felt your presence echo through the unknown
im not special to you my hearts not your home
had to move on from it all on my own

echoes (hartfxlt, akura)

we get our wayyy 🎶

@znth01
@coldspades
@ilymay
@ihateukidu
@rewind214
@laststardust

stardust, may & venusiann - What's Left Inside (prod. kidu)

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