track 2/7

@exp100 @venusiann @rewind214 @ihateukidu

(experiencer)
like the last couple days of a long life
hard times
but im a strong guy
at the right place at the wrong time 
everybody got a phone but dont call mine

im tryna have my me time
but in the meantime
youll be alright

(venusiann)
in the mean time
so gone, hit my phone i'll decline
on the grind i won't stop until it's mine
im pretty high
i wanna fly

said "i dont wanna talk to you"
just wanna be alone its true
said "i don't wanna bother you
i was stuck to you
like a tattoo"
will i make it through?

my bad, don't wanna sit back
just wanna fix this
i know you miss that
i'm dressin all black
i never mismatch
wish you were with me yeah
i bet you're so sad

i don't wanna 
i don't wanna 
i don't wanna 
i don't wanna bother you
don't wanna bother you yeah yeah

(rewind)
i dont wanna be a bother
im sorry if i made it awkward
so pls just tell me what you want me to do
anything you want, yea ill get it for you
you can tell me the truth

im with harmony in atl, we get our wayy
with my bros while you just taking Ls, cant say the same
i keep getting stuck up in the past, im scared of change
i had to stay focused on my bag, im getting paid

remember i was down like last year
but i cant give up
i cant switch up
thought i was out of luck
ill keep my head up
i dont give a fuck
cause i know ill be alright
maybe ill feel better this year
so i cant give up
even when its hard to try
so in the dark ill be your light when it gets hard
swear youll be fine

Me Time

experiencer, venusiann & rewind - Me Time (prod. kidu)

track 3/7

@exp100 @ilymay

(experiencer)
is it coming to an end?
cuz ive been really trippin on this shit since i was 10
ive been tryna fix it but it always breaks again
i done been thru so many friends
i done went thru so many events

feel like im stuck in the spider webs
theres nowhere to hide from it
is it okay to cry for a bit?

they call me all different types of names
they want me to feel all types of shame
they hate they self and they want me to feel the same way
but i wont be influenced by what they gotta say

and im just tryna do it in my own way
but i feel stupid and i feel lame
trying to shoot this but i dont have aim
and i feel useless and cropped out the frame

(may)
what is this place bc it don’t feel like home
i think i feel better with u in my arms
can’t waste time 
so be mine

i js popped a pill now i wait for it to kick off
tell me is it real u know ur the one that i want 
harmony division treat u like my own blood
pray we all go up
got some bands it’s not enough 
i done went thru so many friends but ig it’s for the better 
wna get under my skin but u know i cannot let them 
know that time goes on
i can’t be friends with my past self no

Hide

experiencer & may - Hide (prod. kidu)

track 4/7

@laststardust @ihateukidu @ilymay @venusiann @ihateukidu

(stardust)
ive been feelin so lost
i cant keep it up
now im losing the facade
will u even miss me?
yeah when im gone?
u said yk me
u couldnt b more wrong

i been tryna keep it all tucked inside
i been tryna make sure im alright
weeding my way thru all these lies
why do i think what i think
cuz i think im in luv w ur lies
think im in luv w a fkn disguise
cuz a part of me died when u left in the night
n that part will nvr see the light <--

(may)
know its been a while head spinning in circles
stuck up on my mind i can see u with my eyes closed
saw ur face once again so im trying to stay composed
left me dead in the dirt so my body decomposed
and i know im breaking into pieces
and i dont wna know
bc if i do the pain increases

(venusiann)
hate you like a lot, but i'm not one to talk
i don't want these toxic memories
i don't wanna speak, i just wanna sleep
i don't want it haunting haunting me
yeah, girl my head hurts
kiss it better, kiss it better
got your sweater, it's cold, December
want this forever, be my forever

(stardust)
ugh i wrote this song to clear my head
to get this pressure off my chest
done w all these thoughts, time to put em to rest
but they come back again n again
but u wont listen to the words that ive said
why cant u feel wht im feeling?
im fucking SCREAMING

What's Left Inside

stardust, may & venusiann - What's Left Inside (prod. kidu)

track 6/7

@exp100 @coldspades @rewind214

(experiencer)
and we had fun like all day
and you wanna crash but you cant stay
we never asked to feel this way
but it happened so i say
lets go out together
and if u need to talk you know who to call
and i cant wait to walk with you this fall
and i cant wait to talk with you bout it all

(coldspades)
think about u all the time
u know i’ll stay with u til u tell me its goodbye
i just need u in my life
can u promise me that u wont be the one to make me cry
stay with me until i die

but i cant look in the mirror
so i’ll just sit and wait til my reflection is clearer
wish i could be happy but the sky just wont clear up
every thing thats on my mind i cant help but just to tear up
wish i could be near her

i cant tell u the things that are on my mind
can u tell me the truth please dont waste my time

We Had Fun

experiencer & coldspades - We Had Fun (prod. rewind)

0:00 w/ @symels1
1:09 w/ @symels1 + @ello5k
1:34 w/ @neohnq
2:15 w/ @neohnq
2:56 w/ @neohnq
3:27 w/ @symels1
4:09 w/ @symels + @mixddxx
4:48 w/ @4fall
5:31 w/ @nine777
6:15 w/ @angelravee
7:10 w/ @rewind214
7:53 w/ @pyu
8:55 w/ @prodjayysoul + @yashio20k + @neohnq + @tores

december 2023 set ##loveSick (symels, neohn, meta, angelrave +more)

get me to 700 plzzzz
@8a0
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and i cant be by myself
i cant stand to ask for help
and i gave u all my heart and watched u throw it

and i cant do favors first
give u anything but hurt
you know that my mind is her and her and her and only her

*(never said i didnt wanna play with the thought 
what a shame wouldve thought
wouldve stayed in my lock

only time will tell if the fate couldnt find me

####

so youre tired of the lovesongs
well i cant change a thing about them 
and i dont know where it went wrong
i cant explain how it happened

and you can tell me if you hate me 
swear i wont hold a thing against you
you know youll always be my baby
is this the final thing we come to

remember times that we had again
promise we can go back again
all i need is for your heart to be with mine

so youre tired of the lovesongs
well i cant change a thing about them 
and i dont know where it went wrong
i cant explain how it happened

and you can tell me if you hate me 
swear i wont hold a thing against you
you know youll always be my baby
is this the final thing we come to

favors // lovesongs (mimi)

4 the bros prod feardorian + amor

cant see thru ur lies/im the #antagonist ft heroz (k1ro)

0:00 w/ @bakanozenshee @dami4k
0:54 w/ @rexiroh
1:24 solo
1:52 w/ @jannahsent
2:19 w/ @tgwog
2:46 w/ @user-840401457
3:14 w/ @grimgardx
3:43 w/ @breakupbreakdown
4:12 solo
4:43 w/ @overoveroverover @prodmelik
5:10 w/ @prod-rioxion @carian4434
5:37 w/ @overoveroverover
6:06 solo
6:33 solo
7:03 w/ @yumenikki
7:30 w/ @prodamira
7:56 solo
8:16 w/ @niteclef
8:37 w/ @prodfrustration @yurkiez
8:58 w/ @grimgardx

www.instagram.com/jayysoulja/
www.youtube.com/@prod.jayysoul/
Discord: jayysoul
Dm for inquiries

Winter clips 2024 (zenshee, dami4k, rexiroh, jannah, tgwog, sohi, grimgar +more)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6BQzb0xgjjUHT1czBPUX0p?si=ecuRAP7yTCWs5lx7YcndAw

@neohnq @yashio20k @zixdown

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

i’m right here for you but you think it’s nonsense 
devine tears when i’m crying for my prospects
through the window, your cigarette, please pass it
i know a little magic, but the outcome might be tragic
i’ll treat you like gymnastics 
posies in a basket
do it it’s a classic
they won’t understand it
even with a clear view
i really thought i know you
looking through the rear view 

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

lips so fine, i wanna kiss it
crashing thoughts, they got me drifting 
the way it’s snowing, you’d think it’s christmas 
it’s the afterlife sitting in my wishlist

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

write this in ink (neohn + yashio + zixdown)

keep it real w/ risk

we get our wayyy 🎶

@znth01
@coldspades
@ilymay
@ihateukidu
@rewind214
@laststardust

experiencer, venusiann & rewind - Me Time (prod. kidu)

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