Seed the rows.

ukg, ragga-jungle, gospel-jungle, spoken word, experimental christmas

SANTZ IN THE SNOW

Take It Away

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It’s gotta be flattering at least, right?
You know you pull the whole soiree
I caught myself staring at your mouth again
Your friends just laugh the night away
I feel myself lose control
I’m spilling drinks onto my guts
I step back, you’re walking home
You didn’t dream about me
I wish I could say the same
But I spent all morning playing catch with your name

(Swing for the fence but I missed the old me,
Crash my car on Bloomdale street
Raging away all the Rushmore weeks
Down for the count, now I’m crushing on me, yeah)

I spent all morning playing catch with your name

1000 Backyard Pools - EP

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this shit so rough idk what to do with it 

made it months ago, made my head hurt

don't feel like this anymore and haven't touched it since lol

feels like such a dear diary

lyrics:

just take your shoes off 

cause you’re running through my mind

and i can’t help myself 

i think of you all the time 

and am i wasting my life 

chasing a girl 

who i’ll lose in time 

says she loves me now

hope she’s love me then

i ain’t felt this way 

since 2010 

barely remember back then 

used to see my dad and my mum back then

used to cry over shit i didn’t have back then 

like a group of fucking friends 

but i have you now 

and why would i wanna lose that

the reason i get out of bed 

when i hate everything except you 

yeah you light up my mood 

but just take off your shoes for me 

*undefinable screeching*

dear diary 018: nobody ever talks about twenty ten.

Limbo

Sincerely

old demo from september 2018

(october 30, 3034
tomorrow is my 1035th birthday
talk about a midlife crisis, huh?
i don’t know how i ended up here
but my name is harry teardrop
and i come from planet earth)

last i can remember, it’s a new york city september
another sleepless night, rolling on my side
tossing and turning, itch the skin that’s burning
in the morning i’ll rise and shower
in the mirror, i’ll see the power
of my stupid fucking fingernails drawing blood from my neck again
another reminder of this fleeting life...
i need to take better care of the days i wear!
wouldn’t want to worry mom and dad more than they probably already are
in the corner of my restless eyes i see the stars
and at least find comfort that they’re looking at the same ones
i miss them more than you could ever know
i miss the way plants used to grow,
basking in that summer sun
i miss its golden light when the time is right
6pm i’ll walk with you back to the dorms in winterstorms
i guess home is where the heart is but perhaps the saddest part is
i can’t quite seem to place where either are anymore
i come from inside out shirts and sunflower seeds
mismatched socks and soccer knees
i come from lucy’s at 3am stumbling home with my friends
i can’t help but wonder if i’m already long forgotten in their young, impressionable minds
you’d think i’d be much smarter given the circumstance
but i’m still awful at piano, haven’t learned to dance either
it’s hard to dance with yourself but i’ve gotten pretty good at playing with time
contemplating this funny life of mine.
starbound, i was always striving to be starbound
now i try to bite my tongue, but i can’t take back my words
i guess this is a lesson from the universe
next time i’ll be more careful what i wish for i promise
i miss spring afternoons in between classes,
open-windowed swaying to days by the drums
with the love of my life as far as i knew
didn’t mean to make you blue
still haven’t given up on coming home
counting down the nights in this astrodome.

i can’t make you wait for me
so don’t stop for me
this time i mean it
i know i can’t make you wait for me
life won’t stop for me
think i can feel it
feel it in my bones
i feel it crawling through my veins

A Lesson From The Universe

Written & Produced by Maxwell Young
Co-produced & Mixed by Eddie Johnston
Mastered by Bring It On Studios
Artwork by Maxwell Young

https://www.instagram.com/maxwell_young/
https://twitter.com/internetmaxwell
About the quiet love inside my heart

Lyrics
As far as I see in the low light
As far as I see ideas
As far as I know with emotion
As far as I trust my fears
I don't get luck in the low light
I don't get love too much
Baby you should call for a rush 
& ignore withdrawals
Maybe you should call for a moment
I'd rather get love from you
Baby it's all in the motion
I could never get right from you
I don't know love from the low light
It's not all you see
Maybe you could  go out or just take a walk with me

With all that you've been saying 
It's clear that you care
From morning into night
I want you there
Harder was the fall
And higher the fear
I could just wait for you again

When I was in your bed 
As soon as I saw dread
Oh, it all appeared 

As much as I'd love to find out
As much as I'll be ok
As much as I'd love to wind back
& turn back everyday
As much as I'd love to come down
Like rain on window panes
You don't have to change 

With all that you've been saying 
It's clear that you care
From morning into night
I want you there
Harder was the fall
And higher the fear
I could just wait for you again

& I could wait a thousand years
Waiting your wings repaired
& I know you don't care
But whenever I blare

When I was in your bed 
As soon as I saw dread
Oh, it all appeared 

I just wanna love you
Make it part 2
Don't call me a stranger
It felt sacred & patient

Dread!

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written, performed, produced by harrison li + drake li
mixed by hotae alexander jang
mastered by harrison li

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Harry Teardrop