catch. (4/5)

It’s gotta be flattering at least, right?
You know you pull the whole soiree
I caught myself staring at your mouth again
Your friends just laugh the night away
I feel myself lose control
I’m spilling drinks onto my guts
I step back, you’re walking home
You didn’t dream about me
I wish I could say the same
But I spent all morning playing catch with your name

(Swing for the fence but I missed the old me,
Crash my car on Bloomdale street
Raging away all the Rushmore weeks
Down for the count, now I’m crushing on me, yeah)

I spent all morning playing catch with your name

1000 Backyard Pools - EP

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this shit so rough idk what to do with it 

made it months ago, made my head hurt

don't feel like this anymore and haven't touched it since lol

feels like such a dear diary

lyrics:

just take your shoes off 

cause you’re running through my mind

and i can’t help myself 

i think of you all the time 

and am i wasting my life 

chasing a girl 

who i’ll lose in time 

says she loves me now

hope she’s love me then

i ain’t felt this way 

since 2010 

barely remember back then 

used to see my dad and my mum back then

used to cry over shit i didn’t have back then 

like a group of fucking friends 

but i have you now 

and why would i wanna lose that

the reason i get out of bed 

when i hate everything except you 

yeah you light up my mood 

but just take off your shoes for me 

*undefinable screeching*

dear diary 018: nobody ever talks about twenty ten.

Wish We Made It

Limbo

Sincerely

You’re outside my window
And its cold outside
Theres room for two on my pillow
But I don’t want to start a riot

Tell me what you need from me
So I can help you feel complete
I’d do anything
Anything

Thank God I thank God

Got a smile on my face now

Someday

Someday Ill stop being afraid

I just want to be okay
I just want to find my place 

I want it and I got it

Letting go of the hope that I found 
I want it and I found it
I’ll always be around

Rip my heart out now
The hope that I found
Thank God I thank God

Smile on my face that nothing can erase

Its hope that I found

clearly

PONYBOY turned 1 year old today so Milo & me made this as an anniversary gift to everybody who has found our music since we released this EP. I love & appreciate you all so much. Album soon.

Bleed (Acoustic Demo)

old demo from september 2018

(october 30, 3034
tomorrow is my 1035th birthday
talk about a midlife crisis, huh?
i don’t know how i ended up here
but my name is harry teardrop
and i come from planet earth)

last i can remember, it’s a new york city september
another sleepless night, rolling on my side
tossing and turning, itch the skin that’s burning
in the morning i’ll rise and shower
in the mirror, i’ll see the power
of my stupid fucking fingernails drawing blood from my neck again
another reminder of this fleeting life...
i need to take better care of the days i wear!
wouldn’t want to worry mom and dad more than they probably already are
in the corner of my restless eyes i see the stars
and at least find comfort that they’re looking at the same ones
i miss them more than you could ever know
i miss the way plants used to grow,
basking in that summer sun
i miss its golden light when the time is right
6pm i’ll walk with you back to the dorms in winterstorms
i guess home is where the heart is but perhaps the saddest part is
i can’t quite seem to place where either are anymore
i come from inside out shirts and sunflower seeds
mismatched socks and soccer knees
i come from lucy’s at 3am stumbling home with my friends
i can’t help but wonder if i’m already long forgotten in their young, impressionable minds
you’d think i’d be much smarter given the circumstance
but i’m still awful at piano, haven’t learned to dance either
it’s hard to dance with yourself but i’ve gotten pretty good at playing with time
contemplating this funny life of mine.
starbound, i was always striving to be starbound
now i try to bite my tongue, but i can’t take back my words
i guess this is a lesson from the universe
next time i’ll be more careful what i wish for i promise
i miss spring afternoons in between classes,
open-windowed swaying to days by the drums
with the love of my life as far as i knew
didn’t mean to make you blue
still haven’t given up on coming home
counting down the nights in this astrodome.

i can’t make you wait for me
so don’t stop for me
this time i mean it
i know i can’t make you wait for me
life won’t stop for me
think i can feel it
feel it in my bones
i feel it crawling through my veins

A Lesson From The Universe

this is a reference for when I play it live :)

the most bullshit cover of teenage dirtbag

Performed by Jimi Somewhere & Kacy Hill
Written by Benjamin Schandy, Ole Martin Jensen & Kacy Hill
Additional drums by Esteban Munoz
Produced by Milo Orchis

Jesus (feat. Kacy Hill)

april 3, 2020

raven hair and raven eyes
in three days, you'll say goodbye
running car in the moonlight
your heart caught me by surprise

sans surprises je suis touché
par les yeux que tu as posé
sur mon corps sur mes blessures
mais ces trois jours filent à toute allure

carried on a winter breeze
your voice bears sincerity
every word brings relief
weightlessness in company

s’il suffisait de se reposer
je l’aurais deja fait
si tu entendais
ces voix qui murmurent
elles me torturent


mastered by max gowan
artwork by jules boucher (@mathildexomusic)

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Harry Teardrop