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it's ok!

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So Stuck Up

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2 of 6

Additional vocals by @dylanlongworth

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-slow-down-lyrics

Slow down

i hope i'll see you soon

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the loss of a loved one, whether partner or former partner, and either from death or them leaving and moving on

[lyrics]
i'm only 17
i don't know anything
but i know that i miss you

you don't deserve me
i don't deserve you
please take your time
but know i won't be here forever

and watch me fall

i remember the way
you'd look me in my eyes
like no other
just for you
i'd run away
take you anywhere you want
but i won't be here forever

(but i won't be here forever)
just for you
i'd run away
take you anywhere you want

i'll take you everywhere
to the moon beyond
even though you're not here
i'll do it just for you
and join you up there

i hope i'll meet you up there
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genius explanation: https://genius.com/Nshvll-i-wont-be-here-forever-lyrics
(trigger warning)

in the first verse, it's the parter/former partner talking. they do miss kai, but couldn’t stay for whatever reason, also alluding to the fact they won’t be here forever. they’ll be dead or they’ll have moved on.

in the second verse, kai’s saying what they’d do if their former partner was still here, but also pointing at the fact they won’t be here forever either, but we don’t know why or how just yet.

in the buildup, kai is losing his grip on reality and is breaking down. he can’t take it anymore, but he’s still holding on to the memories and moments that made it all, reiterating that they’ll “run away” just for them. but again, you hear “i won’t be here forever” because they won’t be here forever either.

kai comes back once more in the outro and ends it off themselves, saying they hope they’ll meet their partner/former partner up there in heaven when they’ve died of old age or suicide.

i won't be here forever

Stream/download the song here: https://fanlink.to/ijustwannafeelalive

Lyrics: 
I can't stop thinking 'bout the past
Everything that I miss
You left me with memories that I can't seem to forget

Spending all my time now
Alone all by myself now
Wishing I had somebody here with me

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
I just wanna feel fine

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
But I think about it all the time

I don't really care much anyways
Nothing really means too much these days
It's always just the same shit lately

What I miss is what I used to hate
Why is everything so complicated
Sick of always waiting for change

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
I just wanna feel fine

Don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel alive

Don't wanna say goodbye
But I think about it all the time

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i just wanna feel alive

i cant seem to get by
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Run Away (You're To Blame)

I tried so many things
Oh, yes I did
But all of that didn't work out in the end
I wanted many things
Oh, yes I did
But now I'm on my own now yet again

I can't be
Myself and daydream
I'm tryna work it out
You gotta know
Some things you can't see
Are just eating me
It's just eating me, it's just eating me

Swear it's not your fault
It's always been this way
But it's not what you said
It's what you didn't say
Swear it's not your fault
It's always been this way
But it's not what you said
It's what you didn't say

(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say

I'm tryna say some things
You know I did
I'm feeling the same way yet again
I don't wanna see
How I pretend
That I can control it in the end

I can't be
Myself and daydream
I'm tryna work it out
You gotta know
Some things you can't see
Are just eating me
It's just eating me, it's just eating me

Swear it's not your fault
It's always been this way
But it's not what you said
It's what you didn't say
Swear it's not your fault
It's always been this way
But it's not what you said
It's what you didn't say

(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say

(Didn't say, didn't say)
(Didn't say, didn't say)

It's what you didn't say
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say

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it's what you didn't say

Was so much fun to remix this one:)
@bitbird
@tailsxbeats

Tails - wanderer (villent remix)

@50landing
@50landing
@50landing

chaotic cover/remix
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re:set (cover) - 50landing

low down

you make me fall, in love.

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Fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, You make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Fall

You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall

You
Make me fall
Into love
Love
You
Make me fall
In love
Love
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall

Fall
Fall
Fall
Yeah

divine devotion

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fall (w/ ezshi)

Lyrics:
I rest my heavy head
Over your washed out jeans 
To look you in the eye
And the moment's colored white

The seaming of your world
You sew yourself
The patches you embrace
You’re the making of your own past

Past
You’re the making of your own past

The snowflakes gather out
the corners of the window sill
But your gaze is so alight
And now the moment’s colored

White
And now the moment’s colored

Like the rolling snow
Fleeting hillside
You’re the crystalline
You’re the past scars

(And now the moment’s colored)

White
And now the moment’s colored

I rest my heavy head
Over your washed out jeans 
To look you in the eye
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Produced and Written by Ellery Aschenbrenner & Erick Tanaka
Mixed by Ben DeSoto
Mastered by Alexander Wright

Look You In The Eye

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co-produced by @gouglou

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Never Be (feat. Jade Alice)

Never Be (ft. Jade Alice)

Some time ago I was trying to mess around with different kick and snare variations and heard the song “Experiment On Me” by Halsey (after rolling through the Birds of Prey soundtrack). The beat was a bit different from usual edm styles and I thought I might give that variation a try with my slightly less grungy sound. Hope you all like it!

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▶ Lyrics:
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Open Up

The first track off my upcoming album HYMNS FOR THE BITTER
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RIELL - End It

it's barely been a year
and i cannot remember your voice
the words float around endlessly
but i've lost your voice
is this what it's like
watching lakes dissolve to puddles
feeling rivers run dry
i need an early night

voice

with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas 

master by https://soundcloud.com/knoir

i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
standing in the hallways
laughing and listening
to music, acting like we always do
acting like we don’t exist 
and excuse me
but i hate to say i hate that
i hate hating the commons
i hate increasing my pace when
i know you’re right behind me
walking to our class
maybe we could stop
talk about what we have in common
such as
we both have insecurities
we have liked a girl and
i’m sure she isn’t purposely
hurting me, and the same goes for you
the pain that you’ve felt
is something that i’ve gone through
she’d be perfectly
okay with us
being friends
i just wanna stop pretending that i hate you
i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
why do butterflies
fly in my stomach when i see you?
they fly around
faster than a hungry, wild zebra
kicking my stomach to death
because it sees a threat 
to my over-valued reputation
i hate this persistent intimidation
that i’m always facing
just because your face is 
pretty
or the way your chain sits upon your neck
or maybe because you’re
famous
i remember at that football game
i was standing right behind you and i was
trying to act at the same way
that i'd act around my friends
but they were drooling over you
so i was too afraid to say this in the future
listen man, i just wanna talk to you
maybe become friends
but i have never had that opportunity
to talk to you and see
if i could promise peace
between us
maybe we could farm some greens
pardon me for being personal about it
but i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your
i am not an enemy
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends ?!?!?!?!
i just wanna be your friend !!!!1
i just wanna be your friend!!!!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!
i just wanna be your friend!
i am not an enemy
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend

written by me

peace treaty w/ oyeme

i love you all so much.
thank you for always being there for me <3

Song title - Reckless
Production & Vocals by Lund

Lyrics: 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Numb inside
photos on the wall 
I can’t stand the sight 
Cause every where I look 
I see you and I
It’s tourture baby
I don’t even feel alive
I can’t even cry 
Hole inside 
My heart
You took advantage 
Of my trust Oh why’d 
you have to ruin
All our memories 
I tried everything 
To keep you by my side 
But I can’t love a lie

come back 
Quit wasting time on love you know that won’t last
When this hearts only for you 
I could show that 
in everything I do for you 
you’d know that
All of me 
I’ll give to you 
Won’t hold back 
Trust in us 
Oh I believe 
We’ll grow that 
Anytime you need me 
I’ll be right there
I been here before 
I know your scared 
your heart im tryin repair
Cause I know that love is

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Silhouette of you 
Playin on a loop in my head 
It was all a ruse 
Didn’t mean a word that you said 
I gave you my heart 
you wanted my soul instead 
This an sos but no one here to save me 
I’m dead 

Caught up in a lie 
Can’t forget the words you said 
The way you made me feel 
Even it’s all pretend 
Poison in my veins 
I can never trust again 
Look into my eyes 
I want you to see what you 

Did To me 
tried but I can’t erase all our history 
haunts me everyday I live in misery 
Without you I have nothing but our memories 
Life is like a puzzle
Your the missing piece
Now I’m so confused 
On where I need to be 
Searching for the answer
But it’s plain to see
We weren’t meant to be 
Baby I’m just tryin figure out 
How you could be so 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

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