depression

A track I featured on with my talented friend Keegan Hayes. 
Original track, Notion- Tash Sultana

Keegan Hayes- Shadows & Patterns ft. Lonewolf (Prod by Young Taylor)

Produced by T R A $ H
Mixed and Mastered by Angel

hurt. (prod.TRA$H)

NAH FR.

Suicide (Prod. Discent)

prod. ryini

the lights turn gray
in my suburban home
i wanna make a friend
but I’m better alone
i tried to fucking change, but it doesn’t work
so now i see why you’re with him and i’m still hurt

i know i that i should probably just go to sleep
and pray to god the demons take my life from me
but i don’t think that god is real, so i need help
if god was real i wouldn’t wanna kill myself(x2)

i hope he gives you the world, just to take it away
cause only then would you be able to feel my pain
please forget about the scars that are on my face
cause you’ll see them once again before you’re in the grave

it’s no fun no fun no fun to play
with a girl that doesn’t love you, or a guy who’s the same
so i’m turning off the system cause my life is a game
and i think i need some time for my life to update

it’s all over
i’m not sober
don’t come over
it’s all over
it’s all over
since october
don’t come over
i’m not sober

i'm not sober, are you?

https://soundcloud.com/convolk
Follow him its his song

Convolk - Just Another Day

@lovejsan - Nineteen (Prod. Tundra Beats)

@lovejsan - Lights Off (Prod By NextLane Beats x Layz)

Melly vs. Melvin

Suicidal

Produced by @Aidan 
Mix and mastered by @berler 
Art by @mymindblcknwht

sick & tired (prod. Aidan)

@lovejsan - Love Hurts

"Broken" is a song about the loss of our childhood innocence and the depression that so many of us suffer from. The dark melody captures both the anger and sadness of a relationship squandered by trust that has been violated and torn apart.

Broken - (Jake Banfield x Duane Wave) prod. by Love Gauffin

SadBoyProlific - Gone But Not Forgotten... (ft.Snøw)

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Follow Alfie here - 
https://www.instagram.com/alfietempleman
https://soundcloud.com/alfie-templeman

Special thanks to my brother Jonno backing guitar, and letting me use his rad studio.



I Feel So Lonely ft. Alfie Templeman

motive

https://soundcloud.com/motive-68752246

art

https://www.manrepeller.com/2019/01/i-woke-up-covered-in-cheese-dust-a-week-of-indulging-my-vices.html

vices (prod. motive [plague beats])

lost in a forest (prod. eric godlow)

is this the part where i apologize and try to make amends
and if so what do i say this time, or do i just say less
when you talk i wish that’s you’d stop but i won’t say anything 
won’t say anything to conflict or like, complain no matter the words you’ll never change

all the pieces keep on falling out
leaving me incomplete
subjugate the pain to calm me down
medicate my suffering 
i tried but no one was listening 

and what am i to do, with myself cause i’ve been locked inside my room 
and every chance i take just reminds me that i should have ignored you
it’s just a sign to leave to breathe, escape the fate that keeps on chasing me
maybe then just maybe then i’d have a chance to fucking sleep

all the pieces keep on falling out
leaving me incomplete
subjugate the pain to calm me down
medicate my suffering
i tried but no one was listening

this is

Let this be your escape.

Mix and Mastered by @kammichaelmusic

Sin (Prod. Llouis)

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Lyrics

I put my heart into this music tryna make it out of where I am
All the words in the world couldn't even make you understand
How much it would mean to me to make enough with ends to meet
From talking bout the shit that I don't talk about as easily

Cause I'm afraid of judgement, I'm afraid of being vulnerable
It isn't honorable when I'm put down for being true
Took so long to be myself when all I tried was being you
Cause I don't think I'm liked enough when I show leaves that I have grew

I'm kinda weird and not because it started being cool to be
But because when I was still in school they made a fool of me
Not because I did dumb shit or acted stupidly
But because I was myself when most people just couldn't be

I like who I am, don't make me second guess
Don't try make me turn into you just because you're like the rest
That shit isn't my fault that you hate yourself enough to change
For people that just want you for a moment but would never stay

And I promise that I could, I swear to God I can
But you just keep on knocking me back down till I can't even stand
So know that when I do again I'm only gonna walk away
I can say truly tried, you're the one that chose to waste

I don't regret shit, I flex on those who make me want to
Don't think you know shit when you don't know the lengths I've gone to
I'll prolly live a thousand lives by the time I die
When one thing doesn't work, I think of new shit I could try

I don't know why I feel alone when there's people all around me
I'll surprise you, don't you doubt me
I've been growing cold with the things I know, I've been floating need some grounding
Love? I try to, you won't allow me

Or won't I allow myself cause I'm scared of help
I'm afraid of a touch that I never felt
Is it my fault that I'm like this?
I don't think it is in the very slightest

I didn't break my own damn heart
I didn't write pain in my stars
I never told anyone to hate me
I'm kinda fragile, don't you break me

I'll snap at any moment I feel it in me
Had enough fake, show me something real please
I want a feeling real enough that it could kill me
Don't make me want to, just fucking end me

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fragile. | Produced by INFELIX

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

depression

harvey