DRUGSAREMYFRIEND w/ doan (prod siem spark)

ADDY w/ doan (retro909)

Eleven44 - All this time (prod by idly blare)

Im back guys. This is my first song in 3 years hope you enjoy :)

All the time (prod by idly blare)

going up (neverforever)

its monday 
i’m taking it slow 
just got nowhere to go anymore 
and if I fuck up , ima hurt somebody 
the snow melts that’s how you know it’s sunny 
the mountains look chilly 
ima love it 
make love 
make music 
make money
make sure u put nothing above it 

all this is ,is making nothing into something 
all this is, is making hate into loving 
yea u lovin all the pictures that i’m not in 
know ur gonna flip my shit n make a profit 
and u alresdy know i won’t stop it 
leave me nothing but a penny in my pocket 
cause ur words take off like a rocket 
or a bullet straight in my eye socket 

its monday 
i’m taking it slow 
just got nowhere to go anymore 
and if I fuck up , ima hurt somebody 
the snow melts that’s how you know it’s sunny 
the mountains look chilly 
ima love it 
make love 
make music 
make money
make sure u put nothing above it 

it’s like nobody gets a chance these days 
i’m tryna pan it all out i’m tryna pave me a way 
i’m looking out my window in the morning 
garunteed good day cause i saw that it was pouring 
others like the sunshine but others like the storming 
shits kinda sad i cannot pick on what’s important 
homie dropped the weed i gotta show his ass the door 
some say it’s a sign someone’s fucking on ya whore (uh) 

don’t take that from me (don’t)
n don’t get mad at me 
i see it irritates ur ego (it does) 
your girl plus my girl plus me that’s a trio (that’s a trio) 
try to favor me 
cause i’m the one that fits the key hole (fit the keyhole) 
put me on the mic n i can face the wrld on solo (huh) 
at a loss for words my thoughts pulled off a no show 
so did my girl but i’m high so i’ll still go (still go) 
pull up at the party n get drunk pop a benzo

its monday 
i’m taking it slow 
just got nowhere to go anymore 
and if I fuck up , ima hurt somebody 
the snow melts that’s how you know it’s sunny 
the mountains look chilly 
ima love it 
make love 
make music 
make money
make sure u put nothing above it

Its Monday! <3

carry on w/ doan (siem spark)

Animal (Malloy x Jissa)

To clarify:
I fucked up heavy and now I have a fear (she finds someone else/she's currently looking for someone new) that I shouldn't have. So I made a song about it. I feel a little better now but it still sucks feeling this. But I live knowing I shouldn't. I messed up, I'm in the wrong, I deserve it. Ez
- Dedamin

Oh
Fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again
Yea fears are setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again


My fears to lose you
I’m scared a better guy will come and choose you
I just hope you’re okay
I just hope you’re okay
I just hope you’re okay

Are you searching around?
Maybe I’m dreaming
It is been stuck in my head
No use complaining
My soul is fading
This fear is raging

And when you find another I hope you tell me
I won’t be upset nah, I wont be angry
I’ll understand
Is it all planned?
Maybe she’s looking
Maybe she’s looking
Do I even wanna know
My skin's feeling cold

Happiness is what you need and I can't conceive it
I know that I'm useless I am garbage no "deason"
It's true
Can't deny it you know
It's true

Yea fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again
Yea fears they’re setting in
I can’t avoid it, it’s my fault, it’s settling
You might be looking for more, he's better then
I hope he’s close and does you right, sorry again

*Voice message to a homie* (Might write down what it says soon*

4/8

Losing Interest? (prod. TERMULA)

Joseph rides a chariot 
if i
Could be his only friend 
I hear he just has sex alot
If i 
Could see how this one ends

And i wont run away 
I wont run away 
Run away x4

Jordan likes to talk alot 
And if i 
Can See him one more time
Hear he just does drugs alot if i 
Could see how this one ends

Bc Pit of love 
Is absorbing you
Into folliciles 
 
You think
That You understood
Makes you terrible

monty python

new song featuring Traa 

HDLife ( 0:48 - 1:50 )
So many songs I wrote
When I couldn't tell what I felt
So many songs I wrote
When I couldn't explain myself
It got lost on the way, my hope 
So many times, oh no
Oh do you understand how I cope
Or do you just me to go 

If you want me to go
I can do it, use to being alone
If you want me leave
I can do it, dont need to breathe 

Its just i myself and me
I wish you knew what I think
But I dont even know


Traa ( 2:05 - 2:34 )
No i dont think you’ll ever get it 
Ever get what’s in my head 
Not like you ever really cared 
You were never even really there 

And it’s not like you even tried 
You make me wanna die 
Baby girl you make me cry 
And for that I will not lie 

You got me going insane 
Taking smoke up to my brain
I don’t wanna feel again
I don’t really wanna feel again 
No I can’t lie you make me hate my life 
Now without you I can really try


HdLife ( 2:35 - 2:52 )
If you want me to go
I can do it, use to being alone
If you want me leave
I can do it, dont need to breathe
(breathe)

monty python

lordhunna