In a time when black death is the only time we recognize black life. I found myself striving for and guiding myself towards death thru apathy and drugs. I not only found myself lost in the death of my people i also found myself suicidal and chasing their freedom.  I made album to display the process it takes to not want to die, to normalize the conversation and know there is something on the otherwise of those thoughts.  I was not lost, I was just a human trying to deal with grief. 

1. Can you mend? (0:00)
2. Does it really matter? (0:47)
3. smokebreak pt. 1 (feat. OKnice) (4:15)
4. wanna die? (feat. Xenia) (6:37)
5. feelin’ myself? (9:49)
6. smokebreak pt. 2 (feat. Love, Ulysses) (13:12)
7. free? (14:44)
8. RIP Bill Withers (19:02)
9. Inshallah (20:12)
10. stilllive (22:59)

tryinNOT2die

writer/vocalist

rough draft tryna master peace

contact:
harris.hasani@gmail.com