Artwork by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)

Lyrics:

wrapping my skin with layers of dirt bitch
putting some mud in my fresh deep wounds 
i tearing my nails to fucking escape this 
well of despair that want me to frost 

I don't wanna rot in state of much distress 
but on my hands are holes of pus 
im trying to scream and climb off my mistakes 
But this dirt flows into my mouth

this pit is laughing at me
it's laughing on all my attempts, fuck 
this pit is laughing at me but
i keep on my creeping along to the light but stuck 

this pit is laughing at me 
it's laughing on all my attempts oh fuck 
i don't wanna die of this shit and 
i keep on my creeping along to the light from dark

i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
my mindset is so sick as fucking plague

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is so deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
cuz my mindset is dying im sick and it's lethal as plague

and this well is absorbing emotions and kindness 
im lurk in this circle that getting so small
and i feel like my bones breaking of all this pressings 
its pressing so hard so my guts throwing up

all this well of despair was awaiting for my head 
it's feeding my flesh and it's drinking my blood 
there's my soul and my hopes that were drowned in depressing 
reflection of me in this water and mud

hollow mind. — Well Of Despair [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

Track 3. on A MOMENT IN RETROGRADE
'CICADA LEATHER' by Hatchetsaw & Kill Ebola

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Produced by @abortedaudio & @hatchetsaww
Mixed by @abortedaudio & @hatchetsaww
Masterd by @hatchetsaww
Cover Art by @the0000

- Beat 1 by @abortedaudio
- Beat 2 by @abortedaudio & @hatchetsaww

Lavenderskin Records 2025
FILTH INTL.
Aborted Audio

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Lyrics:

https://genius.com/Kill-ebola-and-hatchetsaw-cicada-leather-lyrics

CICADA LEATHER [KILL EBOLA & HATCHET]

i fucked my voice up bad making this btw
song on other plats
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXCSm4tev8w
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6ETVWHJIaFxdUWRHYAdk6Z

!Mp4Ct fR4M3 C4sC4d3 (prod. by HaLfDeAd)

[2023 REMASTER] UNDERTAKER (prod. ZEETERNAL)

directly sampled off "realize" by my broski @fukcortez
https://soundcloud.com/fukcortez/realize

prod. by @zyrom
artwork by @dhaelo

lyrics:
Realize, you ain't make shit 'til you make rent (3x)
Realize, you ain't make shit 'til it's hated
Realize, you ain't make shit 'til you make rent (7x)
Realize, you ain't make shit 'til it's hated

Realize, you ain't make shit 'til you fathom
In the world of grown ups like my name Adam
Nonchalant as fuck, you gotta put me in a B-roll
Art like da Vinci, I hope my life finds a resolve
The name is Ian, the way I be white as snow
Damn, I'm on my Frozen shit, I won't let it go
Flow smooth like butter, uh, Kerrygold
I'm chillin' at the crib sipping Cherry Coke
When it comes to a litter
I'ma clean all of you spitters
Autosadism the way I'm a fuckin' killer
To all of my instrumentals taking it detrimental
But then you realize it fucks up your mental

Realize, you ain't make shit 'til you make rent (7x)
Realize, you ain't make shit 'tll it's hated

Realize, you ain't make shit 'til you make rent
Realize, you ain't make shit 'til you make rent
Can’t tell if I’m losin’ it or that line's just my favorite
Smashin' these drums with primal tones like a caveman
They say I'm pushing thrties, hopefully 'till twenty-nine
27 Club ain't none for me, yeah, I feel too divine
Got to emphasize all the dillemmas I go through
Feelin’ boxed in, no exit I know to go to

Realize, you ain't make shit 'til you make rent (7x)
Realize, you ain't make shit 'til it's hated

I run the shit, no, I know that
I run the shit, no, I know that
I-I-I-I run the shit, no, I know that
I-I-I-I run the shit, no, I know that

YAMS.

produced Kill Ebola
mastered Frdm.wav 

All the things that i did to get me where im no more
All these feelings that left me healing out on the floor
While im abandoned and blind from sun my face has been burnt 
Now i just wait in turn pacing dont earn nope
X2
Life has left me far from home and deserted
Shadows stab at my heart and take away all my purpose 
In that nothingness emerged the most beautiful thing 
Where we will never be and never bring hope
String rope got my sing choked gonna black out
Going ghost core disposed then im back now
Bitch knows future like a slip slope past now as the grip goes trip flows out the snap mouth 
I be In and out got me slimming down 
Eyes inside the walls think you hiding in we grinning proud
With love above in all of us with lids that open spin around 
Chin up kid the grid is loud its all ya or you sit in doubt 

All the things that i did to get me where im no more
All these feelings that left me healing out on the floor
While im abandoned and blind from sun my face has been burnt 
Now i just wait turn
Life has left me far from home and deserted
Shadows stab at my heart and take away all my purpose 
In that nothingness emerged the most beautiful thing 
Where we will never be

FUCKED UP

Special thanks to GNXRLY BXSTXRD and l i s t e n a b l e for hoping on the song

ACAB

The last one in the series

'BITTERSWEET 3' by Hatchetsaw
Lavenderskin Records 2025
FILTH INTL.

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Produced by @/akamii
Mixed by @hatchetsaww
Masterd by @hatchetsaww
Cover Art by @v1kkar

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Lyrics:

https://genius.com/Hatchetsaw-bittersweet-3-lyrics

BITTERSWEET 3 [AKAMII]

Sand  (prod. grayskies)


We walk in shadows
We chase the sun
One chance encounter
Two hearts become one

No signs, no warnings
The night starts to glow
A spark in the darkness
We’ll never quite know

If something happens
Don’t look away
It could be magic
Or fade to grey
If something happens
Let it unfold
Life is a mystery
Brave and bold

A twist of fortune
A sudden fall
We rise together
Or lose it all

Good luck, disaster
It’s all intertwined
Questions without answers
That we’ll never find

If something happens
Don’t look away
It could be magic
Or fade to grey
If something happens
Let it unfold
Life is a miracle
Dark and gold

Every moment
A quiet prayer
Every heartbeat
Hangs in air

If something happens
Don’t say goodbye
Hold on to wonder
Don’t ask why
If something happens
Let it be true
Life is a mystery
Me and you

If something happens
Don’t say goodbye
Hold on to wonder
Don’t ask why
If something happens
Let it be true
Life is a mystery
Me and you


BITTERSWEET 3 [AKAMII]

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