wake me up

bedroom blueprints (out on all platforms)

⚝ stream 'till i decay':
https://open.spotify.com/track/7i8O6KQAS5GKA9OVXa2MNT?si=d1648da1dafc4a64



⚝ lyrics:

underneath this lifeless skin i decay
it's engraved into bones
starts burning through my veins

i wish upon a shooting star as i drift away
i don't wanna be saved
i don't wanna be saved

i break out this shell that i'm portraying
just wasting my life till I'm decaying
i don't wanna be saved
i don't wanna be saved

it's like the more i cry
the more i lose faith that there's hope
why are my prayers left unanswered?
i'd rather be here alone

when it's my time don't resuscitate
pull the plug please don't hesitate
dear god,
i don't wanna be saved.


† 5hy:

⚝ spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2TcMB2b7duIzDoXnAr4iTr?si=lhiE-_AaTaaS_tlGhwTLUA
⚝ youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@im5hy
⚝ instagram: https://www.instagram.com/im5hy/
⚝ website: https://www.im5hy.com/

till i decay

Lyrics:

I don't wanna pick who's right, but every time that you push it always feels inviting
I was always taught to fight back, so tell me why am i so obsessed with your biting
Back in my mind at night, I can see it on your face it was all over your writing
Baby you know I'm the bright night, yeah the shining sky isn't always moonlight
Dead mans switch on me, tell me why you wont let go
The pressures killing me, it's agonizing when I let go
You push me to the edge, I hold my breath but I might blow
One life to spend it with you but I end up on my own

Uhh, yeah she bear her teeth I don't mind it
So baby tell me do you bite cause I'm violent
Putting people in their place they compliant
Now they screaming out my name, start a riot
I don't wanna make no alliance
So I'm building my own team with some titans
I'm in the shadows every night
Every night
But you would never know

Dead mans switch on me, tell me why you wont let go
The pressures killing me, it's agonizing when I let go
You push me to the edge, I hold my breath but I might blow
One life to spend it with you but I end up on my own

I don't wanna pick who's right, but every time that you push it always feels inviting
I was always taught to fight back, so tell me why am i so obsessed with your biting
Back in my mind at night, I can see it on your face it was all over your writing
Baby you know I'm the bright night, yeah the shining sky isn't always moonlight
Dead mans switch on me, tell me why you wont let go
The pressures killing me, it's agonizing when I let go
You push me to the edge, I hold my breath but I might blow
One life to spend it with you but I end up on my own

Yeah woah
On my own
Woah
I'm on my own
Yeah woah
So Violent
Woah, Woah

nightwing (out on all platforms)

the thought of you
it drives me insane
this just feels right
holding you tight
I want you to
tell me you're mine

I'm falling to pieces all on the floor
don't say that you'll miss me, begging for more
the way that you touch me, tracing my body
lingering softly, I plead

you think you wanna love me
you don't know me
keep it down lowkey
you can't hold me
baby when I want you
oh I got you
press it up on me
and I'll haunt you

you think you wanna love me
you don't know me
keep it down lowkey
you can't hold me
baby when I want you
oh I got you
press it up on me
and I'll haunt you

say
you want me too
darling I've been craving you
it haunts
me how you move
every inch I'm tasting
you
I'll bleed you dry
vampiric, I'll make you mine
promise me you'll be my high
and I'll show the afterlife

I'm falling to pieces all on the floor
don't say that you'll miss me, begging for more
the way that you touch me, tracing my body
lingering softly, I plead

you think you wanna love me
you don't know me
keep it down lowkey
you can't hold me
baby when I want you
oh I got you
press it up on me
and I'll haunt you

you think you wanna love me
you don't know me
keep it down lowkey
you can't hold me
baby when I want you
oh I got you
press it up on me
and I'll haunt yo

haunt you

After an unfortunate loss of online social presence, (a dire traffic funnel to artists music / fan engagement in todays landscape) retz explains his intent to continue releasing music, and would appreciate any support to the following platforms.

tiktok :    https://www.tiktok.com/@retzmusic
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@retzvevo
discord:   https://discord.gg/retz


awaken (skit)

the catch

the catch (feat. Reno Black)

This song was circa 2004/2005 and brought back to life 20 years later.

Trust

Eventfall

Zuyc - Silence (Prod. Cristalbeach)

https://soundcloud.com/thepalesage

Rivilin
it’s like my hands are grasping through water
cus every time I try to  reach out yeah I just phase through
yeah I know I don’t recognize myself in the mirror
yeah, you know  its all thanks to you

dissociation, looking at the ground it starts to breathe
yeah, it’s like there's concreate on my chest and I just start to sink
down down, to the deep blue
then I think myself, yeah I could die here and just move on

I feel like im never worth your time
you wanna break me down get fucked yeah
burning at both ends ya know im not doing fine
the scars start to reflect my heart your lies

I feel depression burning down inside
spitting out blood, yeah im done with this so hang up
seeing my passion burning through my eyes
not gonna go under so don’t try

Palesage:

mystery
this faucet
covered like a secret
try to open , give up ,
P$ that's a weakness
thoughts in my head
serpents
slither in my system
Pale just like the moon
Sage the wisdom in my runes
shine in the distance
glisten til the noon
disappear in an instance
but I'll see you soon
permanent the frown all around
yeah i'm like a goon
bumping that TeamSESH on repeat
careless like looneytunes
 
where did you go , man
where did you go , man
i'm always tryna see if you thinking up new plans ,
me myself and i we dont care , we wanna dance
put aside all our feelings , what kills us - we won't pretend
... i'm tellin you we won't pretend
... this old life i wanna end
start a life from new leaf
just believe
we don't pretend
start that life from a new story
man just try
we don't pretend

Rivilin:

yeah so why why why would you wanna be like this
mental issues still define me I feel sick
I stay high every day just to feel normal
but I don’t remember what it’s like
 
so I just sink into myself where I build up my own hell
but yeah I know that ill find peace right here
cus I don’t need anyone else
cus I can drag myself down on my own I don’t need your help

just me and the pale sage staring at the moon
pupils wide yeah watch it consume us
howls in the night screaming out our names
watch the wolves run to us tearing us to shreds we won’t call out

never tell him, yeah but he’s like a brother
always supporting my dreams yeah I don’t need another
like rats in the sewers swarming from the underground
always putting up the scraps cus we always overthink like

wake me up

HATE/LOVE