botted at 8k :-(

guitars by @fish_narc, @blackwinterwells and me
produced, backing vocals, mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells
art by oldsmobile1994: https://www.instagram.com/oldsmobile1994

holes in my walls from pulling out thumbtacks
i hate everything i loved six months back
pls dont look at me im sick and so sad
i can breathe as long as u dont know that

u dont really ask how i am so its easy
i dont really care if u dont want to see me
honestly im finding my face hard to look at
i dont wanna try cause im tired of the pushback

things can feel exactly right and go bad
i need to remember, need to know that
i can't move, i'm so scared to be shown it
again and again
i don't have any friends from when i was a kid and i'm so glad

i haven't seen anybody i've known for a long time
in a long time, in a long time

i'll never see me through your eyes again, it hurts too much

southview  +fish narc (blackwinterwells)

Lyrics:
Sweet skinned magic man
Controls my life for me
Brushes my hair daily
And takes my vitamins

Sweet skinned magic man
Will never let me go
But he knows just how
To calm me down
When I am getting too much

He reads my mind
and he reads my journals
He knows when I am getting low
Too low.
Too crazy.
Too low.
Too crazy.

Sweet skinned magic man
Takes good care of me
Tells me I'm a good boy
And I owe my life to him

He reads my mind
And he reads my journals
He knows when I am getting low
Too low.
Too crazy.
Too low.
Too crazy.
I live my life and he doesn't like it
He locks me up for days
for days..

Too low. 
Too crazy.
Too low.
Too crazy.

Sweet skinned magic man
Always forgives me
He knows I overreact sometimes
But still he holds me.

Sweet Skin

You traced your hands 
Across my back 
When you whispered 
If time could only take us back 
Would you take me back 
Would you? 

I left the lakes I knew to follow you 
Harbored the lines I'd lost 
To see us through 
Only to be with you 

Remember Cologne 
when it’s late at night 
you’re all alone 
and you’re not feeling right 
can you still see the lights 
are we losing sight? 
are we losing sight? 

You shed a skin 
You used to live within 
Running from nights 
You couldn't live again 
Trying to find a friend 

Remember Cologne 
when it’s late at night 
you’re all alone 
and you’re not feeling right 
can you still see the lights 
are we losing sight? 
are we losing sight? 

In the dark 
Will  you stay 
till the dust 
turns to flames 
This forgotten love 
Our forgotten love 

Remember Cologne 
when it’s late at night 
you’re all alone 
and you’re not feeling right 
can you still see the lights 
are we losing sight? 
are we losing sight? 
we’ll be all right 
we’ll be all right

Cologne

A cover of a friend's track, from when we were both in a production class together.
It's a really beautiful piece, and I don't do it justice here, but I really wanted to try my hand at it, and I haven't put anything out in a while.

If you like this version, please check out the original at camkay.bandcamp.com/track/sweet-skin

Him.

Sweet Skin (Cover)

Single - Church Bells

Church Bells

Connor Mcelwaine / Sammy Plotkin / Wes Singerman

High Over Ü

Still Feel.

I started this probably a year or two ago, now, and I've only just now gotten around to finishing it.

Lyrics:
I - I am alive
I - I am alive

I'm speaking from inside
the voices all hide the choices
away from me

I want to live away my own life
not be a slave to humanity

Help me

I can't survive like this

But there is no escape from this life
I have no missed tries
They have me trapped

They want to keep me here forever
and I will never
be let out

single - alive

alive

linger

dum ol remix of I Kiss Your Lips by Tokyo Ghetto Pussy

visualizer i did is on youtube
https://youtu.be/x1hdsQD9qAU

KiSS Ur LiPPS

this is the way the world ends

backing vocals by @johnnascus
prod @blackwinterwells

alive

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