produced by heylog

lyrics:
swear i could throw up if i keep thinking of you
you disgust me and i guess u wanted to prove
that ur shameful you gave it all up for him
just some pleasure to receive from a little bitch
i need to let it go
but it haunts me to my deepest core

surround me in this darkness whom i spare
there is plenty more for you so join me in here
i need to let u know
that u disgust me
and i can't look at u no more
get myself to do things but i never wanna do them
once i go outside i'm proud i got myself to do it
you disappoint me to the point i never wanna see you
your motions say it all from what you n him have been through

now ur shameful you gave it all up for him
oh just a finger to receive between your lips

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pleasure

worsty - again (remix emmytornhands)

https://www.beatstars.com/beat/desire-sad-guitar-9942179

Need Ur Love

anymore

https://www.beatstars.com/beat/noon-sad-acoustic-pop-guitar-type-beat-no-drums-16348177

Another Night Alone

cascade (xona)

i think i made a friend (heylog)

I'm Not Enough (SoundCloud Exclusive)

I'm standing by your grave
Wondering what it takes
To let me walk away
Walking back alone
Hoping I can cope
With what we called a home

Colt 45s and a night to call our own
I'd like to call a toast
To keep that life we held so high from goin
Where the hell'd you go?
I'd love to ask but no one knows
So I'd like to call a toast
Cuz no one feels like home

I’m not sure what to say
I'm thankful for the days
We had to celebrate

You always had your faith 
Would make someone a plate 
So I know you're at the gates

But I'm not sure how much more 
I can take without your warmth 
And I try so hard to be mature
But I'm so sore

I'm Not Enough (SoundCloud Exclusive)

clay <3