I have spent many midnights listening to this song and staring longingly out on the water

i hope you feel that back

prod: @jolst @afterlife66

i'm in a house made of cards
and it's falling
n i just break down 
seeing stars when i'm off it
don't say you'll come back
it's all the same 
i don't want it
cause i'll just bleed out
leaving stains on the carpet

don't bother calling
too busy balling
don't say you need those things you said you never wanted
i'm tryna be someone
i'm making moves, i'm gone
i had to go out to la so i could play that part
i hope you're doing better without me 
i hope you're telling your friends i was never making you happy
i hope you wake up sad
i hope you break down bad 
cause in the end you never cared,
i hope you feel that back

n you know just what to do 
move on to something new
i know you're good at that 
don't feel a thing i'm glad
cause for a minute i was thinking you would come right back

but you're so innocent,
you're so innocent,
you're so innocent,
you're so innocent

house of cards (prod. jolst & afterlife)

may 23 2021
official file <3 found by me
lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are
She is a fallen angel
I think she lost her halo
Could u tell me ur name again
Ill keep it confidential
I could see the patterns in her lies I work it out
It won’t work the second time around
Guide me to good give me a pill to take
Deep in the rut she gifted me sudden faith
Feather toes I didn’t wanna go im sorry
I promise ill be back in the morning

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

Talk is cheap but ive no more funding
The waves crash I cant believe I aint seen it coming
Break my bones and ill repair them and ill come back
Id let it happen again if u would like that
Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down
This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

rubbing alcohol (splashgvng x ayoleybeats)

lyrics:

Tears will saturate the clay laid
The loose dirt paints me and warms me
Why is it a sad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
The judgement scares me and I know this
In that flesh suit a vacancy notice appears
Why is it a bad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
But I am still here im just in ur walls
Feel my blood flow when u check ur pulse
U cannot touch me but we can still talk
If u miss me just play out  this song
If I cant breath I will breath thru you
Can u feel me can u hear me too
I hate when u cry cause It makes me cry
But I will guard you from the afterlife

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

Baby I need you and you need me
But last thing I would want is you here with me in this realm
The clock is busted and lights are out
Surprisingly its so cold in hell
Talk is so cheap
But its comforting to me
So I dont want to wait anymore
I pray that god speaks
To my soul to my being
Stuck in purgatory
I had sinned I was wrong
And now its flipped back onto me
When I had died
With nobody by my side to hold me
Im Mortified
Reaching out towards the light in front of me
If I return
You will feel the pain you placed upon me
In Twenty fold
I promise to make u cry ill make u bleed
Lay me down and let me sleep
I give you my soul to keep
Purple hands and dirty feet
Spirits take control of me
God cant save u from ur fate
I promise u ull be erased
Feed me blood I love the taste
Holy Spirit give me strength

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

words_frm the dying (branwen)

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

lyrics
--------
you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

prod. @siemspark x @jkeibeats

lyrics
--------
go
she said baby take your time
have fun out on the road
life is but a dream but it depends on where you go
i’ve been meeting people that i hardly fucking know
hardly fucking know
so now i’m singing woah
this is all i ever dreamed about and god it shows
swimming through this liquor tryna rid of all my woes
something in my head is telling me to take it slow
please just take it slow

please just take it slow
i’ve been tryna pace it
by erasing who i know
lifting up my spirit
in a pirouette with ghosts
dancing with the devil
every time i fucking smoke
but they would never know
panic sits before me
in a newly painted coat
i just drank too much so baby
please don’t rock the boat
fully automatic i go manic in these notes
this is what i wrote
this is what i wrote

she can tell from my eyes that i’m jetlagged
i’m not talking enough i regret that
my coding is fucked but i cracked that
i put my whole life in this backpack
and i’m hoping that i never backtrack

i hope this is forever
my life put together
a mere apparition
of me doing better
i’m sick of this weather
debating on whether
i’m writing this letter
for me or for everyone

jetlag (prod. siem spark x jkei)

prod. @remghost x @irby314

lyrics
--------
we drink
we sink
we fall behind
it's all okay
it's all alright
the things you say
don't leave my mind
it's all okay
it's all just fine
i'm reminded of days
when the time wasn't raced
had my eyes to the sky
with my hands on your waist
i'm alive under rays
with the light in my face
but a ghost in the rain
with no name tag or plates on my car

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

she woke
he smoked
they talked it out
is that what love is all about
the things that come
out of your mouth
are vile when
you scream and shout
it's the fear of the unknown
that leads to eschew
all the rational choices
revolving round you
and the silence is scary
when matched with the truth
can we come out alive
or is death coming soon

as you weigh out your options
you then realize
all the pain you've endured
with no tears in your eyes
i'm amazed by the power
i hold deep inside
for some reason i'm here
for some reason alive

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

perfect (prod. remghost x irby)

shout out guardin for letting me remix this <3
@guardinmusic

original song: Guardinmusic – Geronimo

shoutout 93feetofsmoke for producing the original:
@93feetofsmoke

guardin - geronimo (hateful remix)

“Jusqu’à Demain” est le premier album d’Abi2spee sur le label Mourir Jeune Music.
Abi2spee et Goon Kid vous présentent le résultat de plusieurs mois d’exploration artistique sous la forme de 10 titres aux ambiances variées, mais également liés par leur essence créative : la recherche d’une musique à la fois d’hier et de demain, qui parle à tout un chacun, et qui décrit la réalité sublimée d’un artiste affranchi des normes et des règles qui nous accablent. En somme, un concentré de mélancolie, de joie, de rage et de tristesse, comme un petit bijou intemporel qui brille dans la boue primordiale.

Bollywood

lyrics:
i just got my mind back n i aint tryna do u wrong lil baby
i just got my shine back n i feel the world is mine lil baby
when im dead n gone i pray to god that they remember me
when im dead n gone i pray to god that u remember me
walking out the club im doing these drugs these people handing me
i remember walking out of my house with stains outside my jeans and
i cannot forget when i lost hope u still been there for me
even if we separated now i hold you so close to me

i remember way back when
i aint like to say i need help back then
u had looked deep in my soul back then
honestly the love still there in the end
ya i see the instagram with all your friends
shit i thought id always be urs in the end
buying u some christian dior in the end
bet they still think that we together in the ends
and this is just a love song baby
maybe u should call me sometime soon
shit i know i check those daily 
inside and my skin feel scaly
i wouldnt be fit for the grind if it wasnt for u
lop side on my face and my brain go zoom
i been mixing up drugs on the daily
cant text cause my hands all shaky

i just got my mind back n i aint tryna do u wrong lil baby
i just got my shine back n i feel the world is mine lil baby
when im dead n gone i pray to god that they remember me
when im dead n gone i pray to god that u remember me
walking out the club im doing these drugs these people handing me
i remember walking out of my house with stains outside my jeans and
i cannot forget when i lost hope u still been there for me
even if we separated now i hold you so close to me

remember me (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

waiting at the top itll be alright
if i take a sip its guaranteed a good night
she gon throw it back imma throw it on ice ya
me n shawty high we could go all night
all night
we could go all night
black panemara with the neon light
come thru
u could always drop by
all night
we could go all night
all night
we could go all night
drop by
we could go all night
panemara with the neon light
come thru
we could go all night
is it wrong
cause it feels so right
i breathe on the backwoods n wrap it real tight
i could feel the energy ion think i wanna fight no
all night 
we could go all night

theyre ingrained into my brain
bare this heavy weight
ull bare this heavy weight
i could see it collapsing
i felt it in passing
she wears this heavy weight

rain drop down on a maserati sports car
diamonds on my neck this shit been swinging like a lanyard
figure shit out i told her that she could rock with me
every time i board the flight ion got enough socks with me
and the boat so big looks like i brought the whole dock with me
she gon take a seat n see if she could do a shot with me
if im in the club i do not want u try and talk to me
im 40 faces deep look like i brought the whole block with me
every day joes think the hate would mean alot to me
my big big bro gonna deck him like a jock for me
boy had said he ready but his face is looking shocked to me
used the eye drops still my shit is looking shot to me
every one thats switched is plugging in so they could rock to me
still they ready waiting thinking how to get the drop on me
since im going up i swear these bitches never flop on me
its about time and i dont even got a watch on me

its about time and i dont even got a watch on me

waiting at the top itll be alright
if i take a sip its guaranteed a good night
she gon throw it back imma throw it on ice ya
me n shawty high we could go all night
all night
we could go all night
black panemara with the neon light
come thru
u could always drop by
all night
we could go all night
all night
we could go all night
drop by
we could go all night
panemara with the neon light
come thru
we could go all night
is it wrong
cause it feels so right
i breathe on the backwoods n wrap it real tight
i could feel the energy ion think i wanna fight no
all night 
we could go all night

all night (jabarionthebeat)

@sewerperson
prod by @heykaaj + Sharkboi
cover art by @madeillegal
<3
[other platforms link]
https://ditto.fm/love-me-back-lil-hermit-featuring-sewerperson

twitter.com/lilhermitxo
www.instagram.com/lilhermitxo
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Lyrics:

[hook]
i love you
is something wrong with that
i trust you
i always got your back
i want you
but i’m under attack
i love you
but you don’t love me back
-
i wish you’d open up like a program on my desktop
it’s cluttered like my head i wish it’d clear up but it won’t stop
i know love is a big word and with passion it can mean a lot
but my hearts on my sleeve so please don’t break it girl i hope not
you’re playin like it’s xbox, i’m finna rage and start up A
why do you want me to play, you should know i’m good at video games
what is that expression on your face, it’s a special case
i can’t tell girl if you love me if you don’t i’ma go crazy

i’ll block your words like meliodas i’ll deflect it
gotta broken sword tied to my heart and that’s my only weapon
doing anything outside is really really fucking hectic
hermits stay inside up anyway so i can’t fucking stress it 
-
(Sewerperson)
baby i love you but you dont love me back
rollin up this cheese i smoke too much i clutch my cardiac
baby i trust you
so tell me why u dont trust me back
shes in a bad mood
i can tell shes pullin back
red lights
up in her room on most nights
on cold nights
i still wish you could hold me tight
sippin this drink im feelin nice
red flags
bad signs
she just love the spotlight
baby i thought i was more than just a joy ride

black lung
ciggarete buts
scattered on the bedside
think they put some yellow in my red eyes
baby it hurts when i breath
i miss you here next to me
baby i love you but you act like something wrong with me

-

i really hope you guys love this as much as i do <3
huge thank you to miles for working with me :)

LOVE ME BACK (feat. Sewerperson)

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LOVE ME BACK (feat. Sewerperson) (prod. KAAJ + Sharkboi)

MY CURRENT PROJECT: @whykemusic

the boys: @acidcastle

guardin - geronimo (hateful remix)

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