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Life Sucks

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Drunk In Love (The Weeknd Remix)

Produced by Ben Billions and The Weeknd (Co-produced by Daheala)

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The Weeknd — Often

Fell in love with the original the first time I heard it.  Hope you guys enjoy my spin on it. <3 

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I'm Not Her

Ｉ　ＷＡＳ　ＳＯ　ＬＯＳＴ　ＩＮ　ＹＯＵ
ＴＨＡＴ　Ｉ　ＬＯＳＴ　ＭＹＳＥＬＦ

//私がいなくなったら後悔するよ//

i wanted to release a lil' something for you guys as a thank you for everything you've done for me. a year ago, i was just a kid in my bedroom trying to figure out himself. fucking around with beats all day, smoking weed all night. i was depressed. hell, i'm still depressed & sometimes it feels like i don't know myself anymore, but this music has been the only thing that has made complete sense to me since the start & to know i'm helping you guys all whilst you help me is beyond beautiful. i'm so lucky to be where i'm at today. to be alive with all of you in my life. don't ever tell yourself that you won't amount to anything cause you're worth much more than you'll tell yourself & i promise once you find something you're truly passionate about and you dive deep into it, you'll feel a sense of purpose. there you'll find happiness. don't ever give up on yourself. i won't give up on you.

i love you

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fly (prod. by covinos)

prod. by @guardinmusic

lyrics
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you think you know me but you don't so
you should let go
i'm so sorry i was stupid from the getgo
writing poetry about the girl i lost so
i could fight the feeling deep inside my lost soul
okay i'm not okay
but i think one day
i could be the same as you
you're a lighter shade of blue
i think i think the world of you

lost boy (feat. st. silver)

prod. by @hatefulbeats

lyrics
--------
i'm drowning in my headspace
driving shockpoint like i'm isaac clarke in dead space
two gram cone to my dome now i'm dead wait
i feel fine celebratin' poppin' champaigne 
caught me in my zone all alone marijuana on my lip
fixing for the herb i'm packin' purple till i'm stiff
fall asleep in chairs or couches i don't give a shit
lil' sleepy boy i'm overlookin' on a cliff

this a fuckin' cliff note
cliff bars suck and clifford the dog was a nympho
break it till it fall apart i guess you got the memo
goodbye to my hello
i was once a shade of blue but you turned me to yellow
my color palette's minimal but i don't give a fuck
flip it till it saturates the vibrance ain't enough
been awake for days & i'm amazed that i'm still up
sleep is for the week & i'm afraid of giving up

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cliffnote (prod. by hateful)

SJUR & Isac Elliot - Rich And Famous

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ＧＥＴ　Ａ　ＣＡＬＬ　ＢＡＣＫ

//誰も長く滞在しない//

i keep looking for love in all the wrong places. maybe one day things will be different.

lyrics
--------
and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think imma waste

more time scrollin' down my timeline
wish that i could hop up in my whip and go to five guys
somethings gotta give when i'm sky high
i'm not something super in the uber playin' i spy
disappear from everybody for a while
cause the air is getting thick within the radius of miles
suicide is on my mind & i can't bare to even smile
i can only get a taste cause happiness is versatile

and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think that i

probably could've tried harder
i tend to fall in love too quick with everybody's daughter
take my heart and they begin to slaughter
i'm a fuckin' wreck and my neck is lookin' like every other
boy that they've been bruisin' for a bit
i've been smooth cruisin' catalytic tendencies are in
love is just a four letter word that don't mean shit
cause i open up a bit too much & they just wanna dip

they just always fall back
i don't think i'll ever get a call back
why the fuck i go through all that
just for what we had to fuckin' fall flat

in my sleep

stole dis girl n got infatuated with her. 
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I’ve been learning a lot lately
fucked her again this week
i don’t need a god damn thing
she everything

she everything
I swear she everything
oh god she everything 
i swear she everything

who was that tho
who the fuck was that tho
is he mad tho
is he fuckin mad hoe
  
would of let go if i coulda let go
I Don’t think i can ya way late for that show

I'd only bleed if she’d never wanna let go 
Don’t wanna fall back down but i’m so close 
she be tryna pick me up then she let go
don’t wanna fall for a boi like me guess so  

ayye the best of me 
ya she got everything
i got my life to lead ya she gon get like in the way

ya the best of me 
the best of me  
and if she ruins me well fuck it it was worth it bae

She Everything

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//私は十分に話していない//

lyrics
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when she goes i kiss her on the nose
tell her i love her so
turn around and walk alone
when she goes i smoke till i implode
coughing till i'm a ghost
i'm swimming to the coast 
where am i going
full of disgrace and self loathing
i cannot sleep without you in my sheets
so i stay up all night just hoping
that you come back but there's nothing
i guess i'm wishing for something
lost in a love with a girl whose a dove
and a crow of a boy that's been bluffing

i am just nothing
i am just nothing

when she goes i pick another rose
rip petals till i don't
that's just the way it goes 
when she cries i write another note
put it inside her coat
start clearin' out my throat

i never talk enough baby
trip over words like i'm crazy

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when she goes (prod. by taurusmoon)

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

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sad & boujee

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

i don't know

(PROD. BY @prodlxve x @kvnny)
engineered @kvnny

lyrix

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

every single day
moving faster like a race
and im hoping that i crash
saw 200 on the dash
fuck a red light
stop sign
i cant give a fuck no
i aint got time
stopwatch
that rolly dont tick tock

woah

if i said it then i mean it
i choose you like
eenie meenie
told you that im never leaving
and you still do not believe me
so i put it in the past 
i cant see you like im stevie
so ill put it on a track
so you see me on the TV
im a rockstar
cant stop till they know it
really hoping i dont blow it
cause i really wanna show it
show show up with the flex
let em know that im up next
yung ghosty with the checks
yung ghosty with the checks

woah
yea i got the checks like its nike
running round my town i think they like me
neck and wrist is icey
baddie treat me nicely
yea
shes bad for my psyche
yea

must have met you in a past life
odd are i loved you then as well
but right now you make me so mad
make me feel so sad
woah

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

empty (p. lxve x kenny)

take back my ilys (p. useless)

Savage Ga$p - may the bridges I burn light the way [feat. shinigami]

engineering @kvnny
produced by useless (i’ll link him asap i’m on my phone and can’t find it lol)

crash (p. useless)

(PROD. BY @prodlxve)

most of this song is aimed @ me.
i miss him.

lrix:

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

i dont wanna tell you how i think
i just wanna throw up in my sink
lets have some more to drink
pretend that you dont know im on the brink
of losing everything i hold dear
lets have another beer
lets hide away from everything we fear
i tell you as im talking in the mirror
im drinking all alone
staring at my phone
praying to a god ill never know
asking if youre coming home
i know you wont
and i think that hurts the most
im losing hope
i feel you going ghost(haha it me)


sorry bout the time i spent
sorry bout those rhymes i said 
i never meant it to reach you
had hopes to delete you and move on   
i guess that i did 
i really wanted you out of my head
guess ill just have to replace you with lead
i cant believe all this shit that i said
this shits too emo i should go to bed
i should really get some sleep
lately ive been feeling weak
havent talked in like a week
everything lately
been feeling so crazy
if you saw you would call me a mess 
bitch im depressed
i was hiding it in you
now youre gone i feel the gloom
now youre gone i feel the dark
i was terrified to part
i understand i was scared of myself
i understand you were bad for my health   
bitch i get all of that
please never call me back
when i get drunk and i dial your phone
send me a text in the morning that tells me to leave you alone
tell me that this is a warning
that im not done mourning
and ill tell you i swear that i am

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

happy ur happy

happy ur happy (p. lxve)

ft. @daddydandy
p. by @producedbyaidan
i luv them

lyrix

i wanna run up a check
tell all my friends that im next
i wanna flex on my ex
hundred thousand on my neck
i want a brand new whip
i want a brand new bitch
im feelin brand new bitch
im feelin brand new
brand new
brand new
i wanna run up a check
tell all my friends that im next
i wanna flex on my ex
hundred thousand on my neck
i want a brand new whip
i want a brand new bitch
im feelin brand new bitch
im feelin brand new
brand new
brand new

i wanna jump on the stage
ill go insane
carry me out of the place   
ive been away
on a vacay
trying to find out who imma be
who imma be
imma be number 1 
up in a tree with my glasses on 
nigel uno with the codename
feelin sleepy no codine

i been around  
out in my town
outa my head
outa my mind
ive just been searching 
and trying to find
something thats worth all the sacrifice
i just wanna pull with my team
make sure they all eat
chillin with a baddies from my dreams
swerving in my lane 
avoiding lames 
fell insane with these big dreams trapped up in my brain
wish that i could numb the pain
novacaine on my mind
like a dentist 
lately my thoughts are relentless
lately my heart has been traveling out there in venice
maybe its paris
baby let head to to tokyo
dont care bout no fucking hoes
cant really give a shit about a thot 
cant really give a fuck about what
who the fuck are you
who the fuck are you tryna tell me
i am not the one
this shit really just begun
im just tryna fill up all the stands
im just tryna pull up my crew 
like goddamn
tell me in the best cause i am
im the yung ghost going ham
lil deadboy growing up from the sand
from the dirt
when you hear it it hurts
and i hope that it hurts bitch'

i wanna run up a check
tell all my friends that im next
i wanna flex on my ex
hundred thousand on my neck
i want a brand new whip
i want a brand new bitch
im feelin brand new bitch
im feelin brand new
brand new
brand new
i wanna run up a check
tell all my friends that im next
i wanna flex on my ex
hundred thousand on my neck
i want a brand new whip
i want a brand new bitch
im feelin brand new bitch
im feelin brand new
brand new
brand new

im dripping off shit that im thrifting
i keep my money efficient 
i keep my honey from sticking
licking my lips in the kitchen
oh you done copped you a new fit
oh you been rocking some new shit
feel like no body else do this
homie ill tell you the truth is
you gotta stretch all you bread out
planning for decades ahead now
lately i just let my head lay
watching these niggas whose bread fade
counting the days till i get paid
stroking my dick on the feds face
i really fuck with this head space
i really fuck with this bread chase

i really fuck with the bread chase
you got called out now you red faced
spending money you dont have
designer brands thats a fad boy
catch me rockin shit i thrift
15 dollars that a fit
yea im looking clean as shit
when i go out hide your bitch 
woah

brand new

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thursday night (loopy)

happy valentines day everybody.

much love to @iamsadgods for being a part of this and @hakunaraa for producing this wonderful beat, go show them both some love, and make sure to show yourself some love too today. 💙

lyrics:
It’s like i’m living underneath my own rain cloud
I’ve been feeling uninspired
Think i’m running out of things to say now

I’m just tryna find my own way now
On my lonely mostly
Soon as i come thru i’m on the way out 

And time
Is moving way too fast

I blink and another
Month has come and passed

Next thing i know
It’ll be next year
Same old me
With the same old fears

I don’t ever see clear
For more than a couple moments

Overthinking these toxic and noxious thoughts
I’m overloading

still hoping
That i can still find my way outta this ocean

Of emotions
But if i don’t ever open up
Then fuck it it’s hopeless

But i been known this
I just need to get my shit together
And focus

On how i could be better
I’m so sick of feeling broken

Life don’t stop for no one
So i might as well get going

Keep the ball rolling

aye
i'm just tryna think of things to say
but i don't think i can until shit starts to change up

and you don't want me to stay,
but i don't think i'd even make it a day
without your love

(sadgods)
got nothing to say
all my feelings fade
pour another shot
and i feel ok
same shit different day
I might suffocate 
And you know your fake
got my soul and you

take it (yeah yeah)
and you take it (yeah yeah yeah)

All I did was give and
all you did was take
and all my friends were fake
and no you you cant relate

I keep on walking, I keep on walking
looking for someone to fill my void

I keep on walking, I keep on walking
looking for someone to fill my void

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things to say (feat. sadgods) [prod. by haku]

leaving (loopy)

Missin' U

[Hook]

You love the toxicity 
But that ain’t for me 
You left me to bleed 
I can’t even breath 
Seen some shit don’t wanna see 
In too deep wish I could leave 
I been searching for some peace 
Starting to feel like I’m deceased 

[Verse]

Don’t know what I want with you 
Know I love you but you act brand new 
Might just only love the way you move 
Shouldn’t be wasting all my time on you 

I get faded when my mind on you 
I just hate it when my mind on you
Agitated when my mind on you 
I’m deflated drew the line right through 

Like nowadays I don’t know 
I been feeling alone, I do better alone, put a plane on the phone 
Ima drown till I’m gon, ima roll up a cone, Ima do what I want 
I get used to ya tone, I got broke like a bone, no it cannot be sewn 
What’s the price of a soul? Guess I’ll go on the road, only time gonna show 

[Pre-hook] x2 

Love where I’m going but I hate this feeling
Everyone thinks being sad’s appealing 
Praying to god need help I’m kneeling 
When I look up all I see is the ceiling 

Wood full of boof and a cup is healing 
Now I’m fucked up and it’s fuck this feeling 
Listen real close it’ll be revealing 
Listen real close it'll be revealing

[Hook]

You love the toxicity 
But that ain’t for me 
You left me to bleed 
I can’t even breath 
Seen some shit don’t wanna see 
In too deep wish I could leave 
I been searching for some peace 
Starting to feel like I’m deceased

Toxic (Prod. Tundra)

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Not In That Order

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Smile Too

music video: http://snd.click/nevergoingback

produced by arthur mcarthur 
sample by yuno "no going back"
mixed by dylan mcdougle

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never going back

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Sample by “Freya Ridings - Elephant)

Don't Leave Me Here (Prod. Raspo)

should've known (sorrow bringer)

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