insecurities (prod. IOF)

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Lyrics:
I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told, but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one 

I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one, for me 
Playing hide and seek with my feelings, I'm too scared to talk to you because of all the reasons 
I just wanna take a walk up on the beach side, but first I gotta build up courage just to say hi 

It's gonna take time 
Just to say hi 
Cause I gotta commit and never ask why 
Time to grow a pair 
Brush my teeth and fix my hair 
Red or blue or does she care? 
Take a breath and get some air 

I'm breathing in and then I'm breathing out 
Does she even care? or is it just self doubt? 
I give off too many feelings, but i'm the one who needs this 
I'm the one who needs this, losing all my feelings, don't know how to see it 

Jomie:
I'm uh
Doing what I have to 
Caught up doin the most, so I don't see you in a bad mood 
I'm made outta stone, and I'm really trying to smash through 
I don't really get it, but it's fine I'll have better luck tomorrow 
Still got your whispers in my head, they've been engraved 
Tell me when you're satisfied, "When you're in a grave" 
I was born inside the darkness, I'm feeling like I'm Bane 
And you should have saw it coming, before he had to break 
But it's cool though, I've been out this world they say I'm goofy like I'm Pluto 
You know what they say "If the shoe fits" I wear the suit yo 
You can really catch my cool though, I don't like to fight 
Brought a knife in case you rude though, ah ha mmm 
Life is an exam, best believe I failed the test 
Put me in a circle, still I'm different than the rest 
They like told me "If you up, why you find the need to flex?" 
Cause they all counted me out, this is what they couldn't guess 

Lxst Boy:
I got butterflies flying out of me 
Yeah, you got me in a panic, happened suddenly 
So I hope there's not a line 
I just got something on my mind 

I just wanna talk and take your time 
I know I won't fall asleep tonight 
Cause I got you on my mind 
I'm hoping I could be your guy 

I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one, for me 
Playing hide and seek with my feelings, I'm too scared to talk to you because of all the reasons 
I just wanna take a walk up on the beach side, but first I gotta build up courage just to say hi

Butterflies (feat. Jomie & Lxst Boy) (Prod. Cløud & Jkei)

dishonest + vexed (capsctrl)

FADE

CRT Dreams - Vapor Soul Music

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

spotify

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

drifting (p. lxve)

lyrics:

It was cold when I met you
I didn't think that I would ever pull through
now your hearts on the rescue 
saving me from thoughts that would haunt you

Imma give you my hope
and we’ll take pics on the road
baby lets take this slow x2

if I loose you, ill dig a bigger hole than if i’d mess up
I cant control it 
your hand looks cold girl lemme hold it
there's nothin like the way u walk 
I think that's what sold it

It was cold when I met you
I didn't think that I would ever pull through
now your hearts on the rescue 
saving me from thoughts that would haunt you

staring at ceiling, girl where are you?
I want you in my arms but imma call you
these lonely nights of fearin what i'm gon' do
lookin at life, I can't see it without you x2

i can't see it without you x3

cold

cold (you pt.2) (prod.ocean)

Verse 1

I don't want to leave, Want to stay and see
Don't believe in me, I'm falling down
Right down to my knees, Begging asking please
But they take me out, I'm Leaving

Going off the edge, I'm Falling
Going into a cell, I'm Ballin
Fucking up I try to lie and say sorry
2 years in the prison it haunt me

You said you'd be there
to my face you lied to me
and I can't even show you what you done to

Hook

Gone off the edge, off the edge ( off the edge)
Gone off the edge, off the edge ( off the edge)


Verse 2

Calling up my name and said I'm sinning
Stuck inside 4 walls and steady wonder what I'm missing
Time I serve to see it as a mission
Life been passing by but I don't even feel I'm living

Sentence been calling out
putting that life in my past now
Hate when they pat me down
Locked in the cell it becoming my house now

2 knives try to put em in my chest
Why it feel like it's real, so stressed
Nightmares from the bottom, never rest
and they tell me that I'm blessed but I'm not at my best

Said murder she wrote
Said murder she stole
Said murder shit taking me down
Said murder she wrote
Murder she wrote for real


Hook

Gone off the edge, off the edge ( off the edge)
Gone off the edge, off the edge ( off the edge)


Verse 3

Looking so red, my face
Looking so shocked, that day
Sent us in for 2 whole years
I can't even see, all tears

Good bye to my family, I'm off in a second, no I am not living right
I see that they stressing, this might be a blessing, but I am not seeing light
They say that they love me, but will they come visit if I do not hit em up
Life I been missing, a journey, a mission, I cannot keep giving up

off the edge

off the edge [prod. kado]

short of breath (feat. st. ends) (prod. nevrfall)

Waste My Time ~ Feat. Demxntia - Prod. Kado

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