im making an entire ep in one day.
all of the songs are low effort.
im depressed and just wanna bitch on the internet.

i hope u all enjoy.
but mostly i just hope she likes it lol

grey area ep.

art by @digiyams
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Lie to You

Lie to You ft. Kaiyko x Lil Narnia (Prod. Caps Ctrl x WellFed)

OTHER PLATFORMS

VISUAL: https://youtu.be/GJAjA-ZmKNM
@splashgvng
LYRICS: 
Break me cuz I think I’m more than bent see, I’ve been just tumbling in my sheets
Snow falls like me out the window, told you all I’m fine but I’m really kinda tense though
And fuck this I’m still as cold as last year, touch me and then we’ll end up back there
And please don’t hit me I don’t care that it’s the weekend
I've been getting faded fallen off into the deep end 

Fallen off into the deep end
Everyone I’m sorry but this time I’m really leaven
Please don’t hit my phone like you really have a reason 
Often nodden I’ve been droppen pills till I’m not  breathing 
guess it’s better if I loved than never lost at all
Just because I want to doesn’t mean that I should call 
guess it’s better if I loved than never lost at all
Just because I want to doesn’t mean that I should call 

Never meant anything to you, and I guess it never meant anything to me too (x4) 

Break me cuz I think I’m more than bent see, I’ve been just tumbling in my sheets
Snow falls like me out the window, told you all I’m fine but I’m really kinda tense though
And fuck this I’m still as cold as last year, touch me and then we’ll end up back there
And please don’t hit me I don’t care that it’s the weekend
I've been getting faded fallen off into the deep end

Spotify

Break Me (prod. splashgvng)

star dust (hxrxkiller)

OUT ON SPOTIFY

dead and gone w/ sleye (prod. metlast)

when i die tell my family i ran away to the butterfly farm lol

i made this song in less than an hour
prod. loopy

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i think we've heard
all there is to say
i know youre not okay
but i push u anyway
im so sorry
i dont know my
own strength
sometimes

i convince myself that u dont love me
probably to make it easier for when u see
when u watch me
collapse and tear myself apart

i dont know
where to go
but youre not here
lets have a beer
and drink like kids
i feel like shit
ive ruined this
and so have u
so
maybe oh baby we run
wont stop till we've gone way far past the sun
happy and free once again
maybe i shouldnt pretend
i shouldnt pretend
but
its the only thing that keeps me grounded
when i dream its only you but im surrounded
all these demons u protect me im astounded
when i wake and u are gone well im reminded

i fucked it up
i should give up
u will be fine on ur own
drink till im drunk
never enough
i wont be fine on my own

do u guys wanna hear some loser try not to cry on the internet

prod. loopy
mixed by @kvnny

i told you id be a better me
im so sorry that i lied
my disguise
kept me tied up
im feeling tired of all this

something inside me
is running and hiding
and letting the rest of me run free
i guess we'll see
if it works out
but something has been telling me its over now
so let this be my final stand
close my eyes and hold my hand
god i know that ive done wrong
so let this be my final song

let me fade out in the background
i feel like ive been caged like a dog pound
i feel like im insane
when you not around
but
im prolly worse when youre here
made a mistake
and forgot it with a beer
write another song about
you scream and shout at someone
who just wants the best
god im depressed
where did i go so god damn wrong
i think ill be gone before too long
so maybe just maybe it wont ever matter
and maybe oh maybe
its not a disaster
maybe youll be okay
and one day i can say the same
or maybe we meet and heavens gates

i told you id be a better me
and maybe i didnt lie at all
its the fall
that i must take to
fade away from all this
all the shit i talk
i know i was wrong
but i cant take that back so
i hope that you understand
im no man
im a boy
im destroyed
ive been hiding from all of my problems
and you filled the void

"but for the love of god pls let me go"

prod by loopy

ive been feeling lost i
cant remember last night
i dont feel like the good guy
i guess maybe im the bad guy
never meant to be the villain
drink too much until its spilling
i tell myself that im fine
but i cant remember last night
im so stagnant repeating myself
all of this liquor is bad for my health
begging and begging i want you to stay
all of the while im getting more grey
im losing color my palettes a mess
everydays darker im fucking depressed
this life is boring and im fading fast
i guess that we crashed
i got what i asked
for
mi amore
это все новое для меня		-- this is all new to me
J'essaye de faire de mon mieux	-- im trying my best
туда и сюда			                -- back and forth
я думаю, что я сойду с ума		-- i think im going to lose my mind

speaking different languges
learn communication
its fucked up
all the shit i put you through
what you put me through
i dont really understand why i dont hate you
you dont hate me too
at least not that i know of
id throw up
im trying so hard not to grow up
oh man
feel like peter pan
but
now im just left with the trust and the pixie dust
guess that ill mix it up woah
my life is spinning
im sinning
my throats
been burning
im turning
the table
so now im unstable
wait fuck no i wanna go back
i cant relax
your voice echos inside of the silence
im feeling violent
no i cant escape
guess that im stuck in the bed that you made
then i made it worse i gave in to the hate
nothing i can do about it now
but im feeling like shit
so i guess ill write it down
guess that im the villain
not feeling my self
running all the time
and its not going well
no more
hit the floor
closed door
fuck my hearts torn
im a bore
bodys sore
guess ill never roar
never lion
dont know why im tryin
i think theres a chance that this beds the one ill die in
im so sorry
i dont know whats gotten into me
a ghost of who i used to be
theres nothing at my core

follow loopy

never meant to be the bad guy

shout out to @kvnny for flipping this for me, came out v fire

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i think we've heard
all there is to say
i know youre not okay
but i push u anyway
im so sorry
i dont know my
own strength
sometimes

i convince myself that u dont love me
probably to make it easier for when u see
when u watch me
collapse and tear myself apart

i dont know
where to go
but youre not here
lets have a beer
and drink like kids
i feel like shit
ive ruined this
and so have u
so
maybe oh baby we run
wont stop till we've gone way far past the sun
happy and free once again
maybe i shouldnt pretend
i shouldnt pretend
but
its the only thing that keeps me grounded
when i dream its only you but im surrounded
all these demons u protect me im astounded
when i wake and u are gone well im reminded

i fucked it up
i should give up
u will be fine on ur own
drink till im drunk
never enough
i wont be fine on my own

do u guys wanna hear some loser try not to cry on the internet (kenny flip)

hey, i hope y'all dig this track. times have been pretty hard. As you all know, I lost my dad a few months ago. a couple weeks ago, i lost one of my best friends to a lifelong battle with depression. if my music has ever connected with you, please take a moment to go and check out @deco-slush music. If it weren't for him, I never would have released any music, wouldn't have had a friend willing to sit for hours while i struggled with software or trying to get an idea out of my head and into reality, truly one of the lightest and most creative spirits i've ever had the blessing of knowing.

I love you so much Shawn, and I always will.

up on all stores v soon

THE COLOR THEORY

old trauma, new problems

now on all platforms.

staring at the street signs 
toxic thoughts keep filling up my mind 
i tried, saying I’m fine but I’m running out of lies 
so take me right back, take me right back
and i don’t really care if you don’t like that

so yeah, whatever 
i lied and said that i've been getting better 
i knew that it wouldn’t last when you said it was forever 
so take me right back, take me right back there
i can feel your eyes it’s heartbreak stare

heartbreak stare (ft. skele)

"You can never be there for me like you did :(" - van

Demxntia: @demxntia
Mix/Master: @polearm
Prod by: @deadyami
Artwork: @Ihateshota (on twitter)

My Spotify playlist: https://tinyurl.com/yx9xprau

"Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)”

Lyrics-

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
Nobody ain’t even help 
I’m fighting this on my own
Don’t need anybody els 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Verse-
I doubt you would even care
If I came to you with my heart in my hand
You’d let me wait outside in the pouring rain
I want to feel loved, but it’s always the same 

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Demxntia/ 
it’s just me and myself in the end
even if i told u u won’t understand
don’t wanna burden my friends
don’t wanna hurt u again
never said i was heaven sent
everyone needs me for something
get what they want like it’s nothing 
can’t get a second to myself
lemme be myself for a second

Pre-chorus- 
You can never be there for me like you did
I haven’t felt love in my heart since a kid
I’m sorry if I burden you with all of my words
No matter what I do I’m still stuck with this hurt

Chorus- 
I’m working hard on my self
don’t need anyone else
I’m fighting this on my own
Nobody ain’t even help 
Put my pride on the shelf
I’m reaching out for hand
Is anyone even there?
I doubt you would even care x2

Is Anyone Even There?

Other Platforms <3

Is Anyone Even There? ft. Demxntia (Prod. Dead Yami)

Produced by @taxpurposes

Lyrics:

I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks
I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks


Think her head does flip tricks
We been going through it now I'm caught up in the mix with
All of her bad intentions and all of her other mentions
Okay, no way treat me like a head space 
That you only get in when you go and think of my face
Latest, greatest doesn't know your playlist 
Can I hit shuffle or turn back all our pages
Can I turn back all our pages
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks 

I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks

Please don't bring us up oh no
Hourglass body look like she from Soho
I can't replace you with no one
Guess I'll just wait till the day comes
Wish I could just remove this news inside my head of you now
Front page can't say you're not it
When it comes to what I wanted
Wish I could just remove this news inside my head of you now
Front page can't say you're not it
When it comes to what I wanted

I'm a fan of how she only wears Vans and Adidas
Get it when I can understand you don't need us
Tell me when I land no hands when I risk this 
She could go pro think her head does flip tricks
Can I turn back all our pages?

She Only Wears Vans (prod. taxpurposes)

prod by me 

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for making fyeee wit me

lyrics:
wait for my chance but you take it
lifes not really what you make it
you give me these looks and I hate
this town so small I could break it

you’d give me yo love if you wanted to
you take my heart and you throw it jus tell me the truth
im stuck in this loop of regret
I talk and I talk but this feeling is still in my chest
I keep givin up I cant make it through
all of this shit that I do I do it for you 
im sorry im tryin my best
I cant give my all if im stuck up in this stupid mess

I'm so stressed 
feeling like shit cause I'm broke and depressed
I just want peace but you cant take a break
stuck in this loop we get mad everyday

skele: 
im tryin me best and you know it, and no im not mad I would show it
I make a bag to just to blow it
I dont wanna leave but im goin
I would give all of it up 
I hate the plays and I hate the come up
its stressin me out
they always want me to be perfect shit makes me nervous 

hate or dont, love me you wont
been here before babe I know how it goes
you know how I feel when you say that 
i’ll be here forever I mean that.

if u wanted to w/skele

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GHXST

GHXST (Ft. Weepings & ImTrash) [Remix]

i make shitty music.
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dm me i love you
1999.

"but for the love of god pls let me go"

ghosty

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