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sad boy hours

this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

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wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

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maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

Listen on Spotify!

Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

sadboi hoepless today. movie is on YouTube too

1000 times

turn around and turn off the safety

SONG OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW

bedhead

long road ft. bedhead (p. loopy!)

Enjoy.

Lyrics:


Pre Chorus

When my friend died, shit that really changed me
They all move on, they all actin shady
So I don't wanna grow up
I don't wanna act tough
Been through hell so many times
But I won't ever give up

Chorus

Yeah, I had enough
I been going so hard since "When I Was Young"
Yeah, I'm goin up
Goin up
Cover skin with tattoos cuz I don't give a fuck
Yeah, you're so in love 
So in love
When they see me gloing up, they're gonna wanna say wassup

Bridge

Ohh, where did I go?
Where did I go? (x2)

Verse

They did you dirty yes I know
I've felt so cold, I've been so broke
I know I don't do what I'm told
That's why I stand here all alone (x2)

Give Up

Give Up (prod. Taurs & IOF)

@chxrryrxzla
@reytee

Lyrics:

tell me what you really really really really need 
cut diamonds on your wrist babes
tell me is you fuckin wit me?

they pull you down they'll drag you down
they want you down 
thats why i got out 

Verse 1:

up all night, all on the grind 
i hate the smoke,in my eyes 
to much shit on timelines 
u should think, spend ur time right 

right babes u want the grey one?
u got the benz i'll take one 
my girls skin clear like avon 
my knife got kills engraved on

im sick of beefing paygons 
i swear on god i hate them
fuck u mean u don't rate my music
the low life ok choose it 

you sip the lean abuse it 
you cant catch me im moving 
catch me flying to munich 
yeah flowrs he gone use it 

Hook:

tell me what you really really really really need 
cut diamonds on your wrist babes
tell me is you fuckin wit me?

they pull you down they'll drag you down
they want you down 
thats why i got out

cherryrizla:

tell me what u need i got it
diamonds on ur wrist so flaunt it
send in directs i caught it
might pull up on ur doorstep
try beef my friends on timeline
fuckboy not in my eyeline
i smoke to keep my mind right
but u sip that lean like white wine

say u don't rate my music
i don't really give a fuck
never made a tune bitch
and we only going up

stop acting stupid
always acting fucking dumb
said he rocks armani
cut ur nose and cut ur tongue

 on the grind at midnight
i should spend my time right
cant catch me im mid-flight
look how the stars shine

Hook:

tell me what you really really really really need 
cut diamonds on your wrist babes
tell me is you fuckin wit me?

they pull you down they'll drag you down
they want you down 
thats why i got out

down and out w/ cherryrizla [reytee]

lyrics:
these nights i just sit on my rooftop
reminisce bout the times that have passed 
moments where i was happy now i’m not 
cut me free oh cut me free 

if i could take what is left 
watch these cards turn into nothing 
a knife in my back 
guess it’s nice to have company 
i can’t forget these promises made 
no more painting in violet 

if i left would you forget my face 
would another person just take my place 
do i wanna stay or occupy your space 
are there better days will i just be erased 

cut me free oh cut me free 

some day i’ll just get off this rooftop 
but for now it’s the right place to be 
oh cut me free

rooftops [prod. pekarot]

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

@cut_deep
@imcaves
@irby314
(it's alright im sorry, i dont even notice
the pain that she caused me)
hanging by a thread again
softly say i love u girl
(hanging by a thread again)
tears come out 
from those blue eyes of her
i swear ill be ok 
don't say another word..
i know u saw me with her

i gotta go, i gotta go
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no

cxtdeep:
so tell me what u know bout me?
ill tell u that im sorry
i know it's hard to be
someone that ur not
trusting me
i-
and i can't take 
all this pain
anymore
i can't relate..
to u
u left too soon
fall through
i dont love u

i gotta go, i gotta go
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no
i gotta go x3
honestly i couldn't stand her anymore
you're the 1 i want, and she's a fucking joke
(she's a fucking joke!)
she can't compare with u, no!

honestly w/ cutdeep (prod. caves x irby)

upeppino - hell (prod. by onice)

F***KD up with the love of my life🤞🔥👻💜

XO.Purpp - Love of my life (Prod by. PurpsProductions)

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/jolst
Mixed And Mastered By Hazenova

something i never had (feat. hazenova) (prod. jolst)

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

seasonal depression (prod. iof)

i make shitty music.
hateghosty@gmail.com
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1999.

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long road ft. bedhead (p. loopy!)

ghosty

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