THAT'S SO SWEET OMG. Your russian so cute ♡

I don't really understand why I don't hate you and you don't hate me too

Does anyone actually know what language this has in it? 

im making an entire ep in one day.
all of the songs are low effort.
im depressed and just wanna bitch on the internet.

i hope u all enjoy.
but mostly i just hope she likes it lol

grey area ep.

Lonely night - Gaurdin & Yung Van (Prod. by TRA$H)

@luvrrboi
ty mysticfox4 for the beautiful color work on my drawing<3

Lyrics:
singing SleepyHead but I’m still woke
head down on the kick like a pillow
face down on a brick, ayo
Yung Luv aka Lumo
catch me gliding on the breeze like a frisbee
she’s shaking at her knees when she with me
cuz I’m cool
but ill give her my jacket too

but if i give that girl my jacket
will i get back?
if i give that girl my heart
will she make my heart attack?

If i give her all my love
will i get any back?
Yung Luv’s not just my name
that’s how i want to act
I wanna misbehave
i wanna just relax
I wanna waste my days
on love that won’t last   

at least love that i don’t expect to
cuz ive expected in the past and its been regretful
you know who you are, i still don’t forgive you 
i  can’t forget you

partly cuz you took my jacket and I know that you meant to
now i watch my closet close every time a new girl steps into my bedroom

It’s hard to share anything with anyone,
but I do
cuz I’m cool
and I’ll give her my jacket too

but if i give that girl my jacket
will i get back?
if i give that girl my heart
will she make my heart attack?

If i give her all my love
will i get any back?
Yung Luv’s not just my name
that’s how i want to act
I wanna misbehave
i wanna just relax
I wanna waste my days
on love that won’t last

Heart Attack/Give Me Back My Jacket

HEARTATTACK/GIVEMEBACKMYJACKET

love u guys.

Lyrics:
VERSE
I dont know what i found, but i lost that
I get tatted on my back, cuz im like that
Lately ive been on the grind, beats consuming my time
And ive been makin all my songs on the nighttime

I wont act, treat you like any other guy
Im in fear, cuz i promised that i wouldnt lie
cry it out, find another one i know you tried
but i know you wouldnt text me back if i replied

PRECHORUS
I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK
If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you

BREAK

My love was not enough
dont have to act so tough
i didnt shed a tear

cuz i have given up
these feelings are unheard of
cause of this emptyness i fear


PRECHORUS

I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK

If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you



"purple moon" ep on its way

i dont wanna change

not all fairytales have happy endings ☂️ .ft demxntia .prod 4evr

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. by @taylor

lyrics:

why does this 
seem never ending i try to be patient
i wake up everyday just trying to escape it
this darkness is lurking don’t want to embrace it
i left my sanity dead in the basement
i burn with the demons
i drink till i’m wasted
this life full of color just seems to have faded
though i know my hearts temporarily jaded
and i will be free on the day that i face it

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

(guardin)
why do i
even try 
i swear that i've 
lost my mind
it's not right
losing sight
of direction objection i'm losing my pace
caught in the storm and my head's outta place 

grip my hand and we can make it out alive
trust my integrity it's eating me inside
they say honesty is crucial to survive 
but i know a couple people comfortably living a lie
so why do i feel so uninviting
head vs heart and they keep on fighting
lost my mind but i just keep writing
lock my door in my bed i'll be hiding 

(ooo ooo ooo
oh no
oh why)

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

oh no ft. guardin (prod. taylor morgan)

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

stream on spotify

HARDHEADED (prod. losemygrip)

prod @oceanonthebeat

let me paint a picture there's this girl that broke my heart
i barely even know her now she's just another scar
she likes the way i kiss but i guess its pretty par
cause she's sleepin' w my friend i caught her wrapped up in his arms

i'm a mess
i'm a man
plus i'm hurting
little ghost in the wall you don't deserve me

i'm a mess inside a man i'm not a soldier
cause every time i close my eyes i wanna hold her

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

little ghost girl, i won't forget you
i swear those eyes are like a portal i could step through
little ghost girl, i'm glad i met you
i swear your smiles so contagious i might catch you

i'm dyin to hold her like every night now
just cryin my eyes out
i been alone in my room with the lights down
like i need you right now

little ghost girl, i wish you'd haunt me
you could trick me make me think you really want me

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

lil ghost (prod. ocean)

1/5 from my upcoming EP "As I Walk Into the Night"
I hope you enjoy <3

Written by: @itsyungvan
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Production: @user-182805726

Lyrics-

(I'm waiting here for you to pick me up)

I'm waiting here for you to pick me up
Everyone is gone, now I'm the only one
I cried all night, but would you even know?
you never show
The things unsaid, tend to hurt the most
I wonder why you never show
The darkest sides of his heart, unknown
When is last time I opened up?
I had to close off my only love
Because the last time I opened up,
you never came and I had to bluff
Now every night he leaves open
I guess he's hoping, someone, will come and hold him
He leaves it vulnerable inside his drawer
Falling asleep he can only dream for more

As I Walk Into the Night

i'm sad and the weathers making it worse

Spotify, Itunes, Etc.

i'm sad and the weathers making it worse (Prod. SaintTomorrow)

when i die tell my family i ran away to the butterfly farm lol

i made this song in less than an hour
prod. loopy

============

i think we've heard
all there is to say
i know youre not okay
but i push u anyway
im so sorry
i dont know my
own strength
sometimes

i convince myself that u dont love me
probably to make it easier for when u see
when u watch me
collapse and tear myself apart

i dont know
where to go
but youre not here
lets have a beer
and drink like kids
i feel like shit
ive ruined this
and so have u
so
maybe oh baby we run
wont stop till we've gone way far past the sun
happy and free once again
maybe i shouldnt pretend
i shouldnt pretend
but
its the only thing that keeps me grounded
when i dream its only you but im surrounded
all these demons u protect me im astounded
when i wake and u are gone well im reminded

i fucked it up
i should give up
u will be fine on ur own
drink till im drunk
never enough
i wont be fine on my own

do u guys wanna hear some loser try not to cry on the internet

prod. loopy
mixed by @kvnny

i told you id be a better me
im so sorry that i lied
my disguise
kept me tied up
im feeling tired of all this

something inside me
is running and hiding
and letting the rest of me run free
i guess we'll see
if it works out
but something has been telling me its over now
so let this be my final stand
close my eyes and hold my hand
god i know that ive done wrong
so let this be my final song

let me fade out in the background
i feel like ive been caged like a dog pound
i feel like im insane
when you not around
but
im prolly worse when youre here
made a mistake
and forgot it with a beer
write another song about
you scream and shout at someone
who just wants the best
god im depressed
where did i go so god damn wrong
i think ill be gone before too long
so maybe just maybe it wont ever matter
and maybe oh maybe
its not a disaster
maybe youll be okay
and one day i can say the same
or maybe we meet and heavens gates

i told you id be a better me
and maybe i didnt lie at all
its the fall
that i must take to
fade away from all this
all the shit i talk
i know i was wrong
but i cant take that back so
i hope that you understand
im no man
im a boy
im destroyed
ive been hiding from all of my problems
and you filled the void

"but for the love of god pls let me go"

prod by loopy

ive been feeling lost i
cant remember last night
i dont feel like the good guy
i guess maybe im the bad guy
never meant to be the villain
drink too much until its spilling
i tell myself that im fine
but i cant remember last night
im so stagnant repeating myself
all of this liquor is bad for my health
begging and begging i want you to stay
all of the while im getting more grey
im losing color my palettes a mess
everydays darker im fucking depressed
this life is boring and im fading fast
i guess that we crashed
i got what i asked
for
mi amore
это все новое для меня		-- this is all new to me
J'essaye de faire de mon mieux	-- im trying my best
туда и сюда			                -- back and forth
я думаю, что я сойду с ума		-- i think im going to lose my mind

speaking different languges
learn communication
its fucked up
all the shit i put you through
what you put me through
i dont really understand why i dont hate you
you dont hate me too
at least not that i know of
id throw up
im trying so hard not to grow up
oh man
feel like peter pan
but
now im just left with the trust and the pixie dust
guess that ill mix it up woah
my life is spinning
im sinning
my throats
been burning
im turning
the table
so now im unstable
wait fuck no i wanna go back
i cant relax
your voice echos inside of the silence
im feeling violent
no i cant escape
guess that im stuck in the bed that you made
then i made it worse i gave in to the hate
nothing i can do about it now
but im feeling like shit
so i guess ill write it down
guess that im the villain
not feeling my self
running all the time
and its not going well
no more
hit the floor
closed door
fuck my hearts torn
im a bore
bodys sore
guess ill never roar
never lion
dont know why im tryin
i think theres a chance that this beds the one ill die in
im so sorry
i dont know whats gotten into me
a ghost of who i used to be
theres nothing at my core

follow loopy

never meant to be the bad guy

shout out to @kvnny for flipping this for me, came out v fire

===========

i think we've heard
all there is to say
i know youre not okay
but i push u anyway
im so sorry
i dont know my
own strength
sometimes

i convince myself that u dont love me
probably to make it easier for when u see
when u watch me
collapse and tear myself apart

i dont know
where to go
but youre not here
lets have a beer
and drink like kids
i feel like shit
ive ruined this
and so have u
so
maybe oh baby we run
wont stop till we've gone way far past the sun
happy and free once again
maybe i shouldnt pretend
i shouldnt pretend
but
its the only thing that keeps me grounded
when i dream its only you but im surrounded
all these demons u protect me im astounded
when i wake and u are gone well im reminded

i fucked it up
i should give up
u will be fine on ur own
drink till im drunk
never enough
i wont be fine on my own

do u guys wanna hear some loser try not to cry on the internet (kenny flip)

Tell Me You Care (Prod. Brody)

i make shitty music.
hateghosty@gmail.com
dm me i love you
1999.

never meant to be the bad guy

ghosty

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