make me worse :,( w gleam prod tvdanger

oh yah prod me

@misalivee 
@pixelhood

me 
——

jus tell me 
wtf is going on here 
dying out in vain 
n im going out this year 
tell me lies again 
oh when will it end 
ion wanna talk no we were never friends 
i feel like a freak 
they look at me like a creep 
oh break me down 
n mutilate my body 
n they hate me i stg i hate it 
break me fuckin down again 
killin fuckin fake checks 
cartel cut my fuckin face off
blow my fuckin head double saw off
said you miss me so bad no bitch 
i dont want you back
ive been fuckin on a stupid slut
my dick addictin like sum crack smoking thraxx 
shoot yo fuckin block up
im fuckin sending shots know they 
stock UP UP UP UP!


misa
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```huhh uuhhh fuck fuck 
baby hit me up or i might cut u up 
and i might drop a pill right inside my cup
baby stay here idgaf i wont talk tough 
i might cut you up i just drop drugs in my drink 
i know im dum 

i know im psycho i know im pretty bitch
oxycodone i got coke up to my dick
bitch fuck you i dont wna talk 
she gon watch me cut she gon lick it up
i dont wna talk i dont wna fuck 
she gon watch me cut and she gon lick it up```

Pretty little liar *needles 2* w/ misalive (pixelhood)

never had a good time w/ my luck
always been n oddball & stuck up </3

nothing new ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

trapped in the habits i cant stop
in every moment its a loss
tear out my eyes so i cant c
dont wanna know what lies beneath

abandoned all the time
a piece of paper balled up in a bin
it happened all my life so much i think that i been used 2 it
i know i know im not the one :(
the type that you would love
no need to call ur bluff
no sleep at all im fucked

remember all again
n all ur stupid friends
i hate
i had to play pretend
to make it work but it was fate

think about my death at night
im intrigued with the other side
growing older lose my light im
not the same as time flies by

spend all night
trying to sleep in bed
this shit aint alright
smoke n put me to rest im feeling ded

the scars on my arm wont go away
every time i look reminds me of the pain
wish that i tried n didn't lay
isolated in a cage

abandoned all the time
a piece of paper balled up thrown in a bin
it happened all my life so much i think that i been used 2 it
i know i know im not the one :(
the type that you would love
no need to call ur bluff
no sleep at all im fucked

NEW MERCH!!!

abandoned (buyok)

lifes 2 short before i know
turn into a ghost standing in the snow
i saw u out there
i couldn't go cuz im 2 nervous but i dont show
love ur face n ur eyes :3
head with beautiful thoughts
its your hair n ur clothes
but its u that i want

on my cellular i might a slur a word
dont kno what to say or how to speak
i just try my best to get thru to you

2 tell u the truth
i rlly want u badly 2
stare at all ur photos
i cant let go
i dont think its too soon

lifes 2 short before i know
turn into a ghost standing in the snow
i saw u out there
i couldn't go cuz im 2 nervous but i dont show
love ur face n ur eyes :3
head with beautiful thoughts
its your hair n ur clothes
but its u that i want

ghost

throwing up again
this torture in my mental
i cant stand
try 2 numb my head
cuz all these damn voices that i cant trash

never compared 2 the next
pressure run in my chest
always end up in last
even when i run fast
im eccentric but broken
im hoping but hopeless
i just wish that u'd notice
that i been here hurtinggggggg
i know it hurts 2 let go of them memories
but im still sitting here stuck up remembering

sit here and wait
ignored and forgotten in every place
the ppl round town all kno my face
walk around every day looking for an escape

in another life it all worked out and i dont wanna die
always get the short end of the stick
never understood my purpose

never compared 2 the next
pressure run in my chest
always end up in last
even when i run fast
im eccentric but broken
im hoping but hopeless
i just wish that u'd notice
that i been here hurtinggggggg
i know it hurts 2 let go of them memories
but im still sitting here stuck up remembering

torture in my mental (oryx + 99k)

individual trax on all other platformz <3
-
0:00 - keep u close
1:58 - every part of me
3:28 - hollow
-
lyrix:
(keep u close)
no matter how it is
ill always keepUclose2Me
I fall and drown in an abyss
im needing you right beside me
been so long since i had someone I like
if it was really worth it
would you bring me down with you?
like i said you'd do
i know that theres someone out there
that likes the same stuff that i pursue
but it never comes thru

i think bout when i was a kid and how i grew
before my innocence and was stripped
put me together with glue
wake up, make a song, and smoke up in my room
theres nothing that i can do without all of you

i rise and fall
theres highs
theres lows
i died so long ago
my soul is gone
feel like a drone

(every part of me)
sorry sometimes im toxic
at least i keep it honest
my minds so cold and rotten
dont think you can save me
js take me away
i showed you every part of me
you left me feeling so empty
my heart torn up and so heavy
i hate the fact that you dread me
its alright, thats js a lie
i kept on trying for us
it wasn't right
my lifes so dry so i get high
swear i had enuff
get u out of my sight

i cry
just another shitty day
shitty week that pass by
dont try to lie
c it in ur face everything u wanna hide
so focused on all of the right things i cant keep struggling with
im so exhausted but at least i got some life experience

I showed you every part of me
you left me feeling so empty
my heart torn up and so heavy
i hate the fact that you dread me
its alright, thats js a lie
i kept on trying for us
it wasn't right
my lifes so dry so i get high
swear i had enuff
get u out of my sight

(hollow)
im never fine
couple moments that were alright
but its life
swear im wrong but bby yk that im right
a bond between us that cant break
forever tied
crazy how it ended were both alone

rain is falling down again
im standing drenched in torment
(im standing in im standing in the raaaain)
gonna fry my brain again
why cant i ever js forget
(tryna heal, im tryna heal this pain)

im hollow
cant follow 2 ur bullshit
its a chore
im a bore
im so shallow
but somehow u thought i was different than what i c in myself all the time
everything was alright
recently its been on my mind
looking for love all my life
moving on took so much time i cant lie
sometimes i miss how it was but theres been bettr timezz :)