I'm so fucked up please help me(>_<)

Hyper Chronicles 13

2025 - 01

tunes - 4

listen to my new music
shit song i made at like 14

getting crunk!

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getting crunk! 0_o (prod. @irlshitbih)

on all plats
lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNnzZ_0scys

we smokin ciggies out the window
and she think she fire like sum beat inside my headphones
she said that she fuck with me i told her shes a handful
dont switch up the tempo
she all up in my head bro

no i aint grateful
they jus wanna call me sinful
bitches wanna fuck w my mental
this shits gonna be eventful 
getting tired of u playing hard to get
its like ur always tryna make me upset
its like u know just how to make me obsessed 
maybe i just wont invest
sorry that i left…
sorry that i did this shit and i wish u the best
pickin up the pieces but i wish we never met
know youll never trus me and u wish that i was ded
bitches say they want me so i talk a lot
she said she gon cuff me now ive had enough
only say she want me when she on the drugs
know that u arent sorry but u fucked it up

ciggies (shinju)

Love is on my side

LOVE IS FUN (Live at Koenji HIGH, 2012)

love letters 💌 w/ venthan (me)

reuploading cause reb deleted his acc:// 

prod rebzyyx

lyrics:

[Verse: Rebzyyx]
Nothing last forever
We should just die together
Take me to a new home
So I don't feel alone
Take me to your place that feels like home
Don't wanna be alone anymore
Please just let me know if you wanna go
Baby, we can go where ever you like

[Chorus: Rebzyyx]
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at mе
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna bе your enemy

[Verse: syris]
For tonight, baby, I can treat you right
For tonight, baby, I'ma take my life
You tell me all these lies and you do it all the time
I just want the real you, I don't wanna fight
Baby, can you pick up the phone? I know that ur all alone
We're not perfect but I can be what you want
We're a real love story
Would you, would you do it for me, for me?

[Bridge: syris]
And I'll reach out for you when it's hard
I know that love will break us apart
But I'll always be right here next to you
To you

[Chorus: Rebzyyx]
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy
Blacking out is the only way I feel something
Turn around, I just don't know why you're mad at me
Falling down, I can feel it falling down on me
Let me out, I don't wanna be your enemy

nothing last 4ever

Buy on iTunes

nothing last 4ever + rebzyyx

this came out on spotify like a year ago nd i never uploaded it on soundcloud so here u go mwah

i hate u but i luv u

PUPPY!

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

arrival
all these pills got me suicidal
i dont want one i want like five tho
she want me, she is not my type tho

smoke different drugs we not like you
keep it peaceful, dont want to fight you
i do what i want, what i like to
i dont want one so imma buy two

i just lay in bed cuz i dont want go
i dont wanna talk to you i dont check my phone
move the bar by myself so its low
i cant write shit if im not alone

i just buy shit i dont even know
i just take this cuz i gotta cope
molly got the wall changing colors on its own
ketamine crystals fuckin up my nose

here we are again
i cant walk again
i cant sleep even
i dont want nofriends
she just gimme head
sin bound im not blessed
i cannot confess
lay my head to rest
its just for the best

dont what to do i feel so awful
i want opiates i want a problem
ruin my life i want to fall in
u cant do shit, you cant stop it

i once had a soul but i lost it
if i dont know you imma block it
never leave my room cuz im boxed in
do drugs all day, break a promise

foilsmoke prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i got eyestrain
smoking propane
fucked up my brain
come to my place

do it my way
dont know what day
i just cant stay

by the way
im not okay
can u go away
wanna go away

wanna throw away
i miss snow days
i miss old days
i dont know my name

gas what i smoke yuh
last place, switch the controller
when im sober dont know her
i know we can make it gon go up

afterparty, i aint gon show up
coming up, molly, im gon throw up
push and pull i cant make my mind up
sit in bed imma waste my time up

i think imma die soon
opiates fuck with  my vitals
stay awake breathe this shit vital
dont know what i need imma spiral

oh my fucking godddd i miss you
always fall im always   injured
oh my fucking godddd im with you
favorite person thats an issue

favorite person til i hate you
hate the person that i made you
hate myself so i keep blades too
hate the room that i feel chained to

stay with me and im gon change you
i cant bare to even face you
it dont matter im gon chase you
this is always what it comes to
instant love but with the fake you

propane prod. jolst & taylor morgan

ur infectious
accela its hangin on my necklace
only thing i know is codependence
ask questions im always gon deflect it
been there before so i respect it
redose i gotta get my next hit
i think bout past n not the present
one of these days im gonna end it

life is so precious  
so i always get fucked up and waste it
all this fuckin shit i gotta live with
only feel okay in new places

on the waitlist
im so faded
everfresh, i jus fuckin laced it
i just lit foil and chased it

i wanna give up
i just wanna fall asleep 
i dont wanna wake up
wanna fuck my life up

i decided
i just my made my mind up
ill buy it
i know i fucked up

accela prod. jolst & taylor morgan

i feel so bad
watch it fly past
wanna go back
i jus wan cash
no chill, im spazzed
i done made racks
always place last
chew, it hit fast

nod im passed out
i dont cash out
i been blacked out
wanna crash out
im jus not allowed
she gon find out
we gon fall out
to high cant count
im gon pass out

ketamine, i cant see
u cant lie on team

u jus fuckin bite the lure
mindlessly, i keep blades on me
she fly to me

i dont care bout you, just text to me
im too high cant read

imma pharmacy
theres no price to me
copiers they all nice to me

want life for free
die with me
no privacy

hiding but
they findin me
no price, delete

talk to me
what do you need
im yours to keep

promise me
watch me bleed
keep god with me

thought i could control myself but i was wrong
thought i could just help myself but i was wrong
all for nothing i want something help me god
right before i die is where i wanna be

biting pills prod. jolst & homesick

can't take it personal

SPOTIFY

can’t take it personal (Pawl4k & Azami)

prod @yourvalentin3 @sethoitae 
sfx @s0lemn

i js had a vision tht i'll die .. , 
would u help me < ? ; [ /
do u even love me ?? > ,;
do i want u 2tell me .. ? ; /.,
anytime i try i js kno tht im failing . .., 
feelin suicide .. im so sry dat im bailing .. =( 

wat am i 2do ,, i think im losin u ...
dope got me numb girl ,, 
i wish dat i waz seein u : /..  ,
seeing u.
b wit u , ,, 
omg i wna die : / .. , ,
idc how i feel ..
if its u&i . ..

ik im poppin drugz i js wna b ok ,,
do u gota go , ? cuz im wantin u 2stay : [/ / .
i cant b witout u .. bb ur my <3 . .
u said we was close .
so y is we apart ??

droppin xanx in my powerade©️ .. .
dats a potion ima mix until im in tha grave ,, l;
ik 4 a fact dat u love2h8  .. ,
is tht a tear ? idk im cryin in tha rain .. .

tha pain ,, is alwayz there 4me .. .
away . , , from wat i want 2be
& i want 2b wat u desire .. .
n i will nvr b .. 
im gettn higher , , : p


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if its u&i [valens + sethoitae]

produced by .ᐟ @wesberk
ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ - lyrics :

౨ৎ .ᐟ @n7rve :
Nah I don't wanna take you back,
Should've left you in the past,
You don't wanna work it out so we scream till we crash,
And I don't wanna see you,
So I'm saying that we're through,
What we're doing isn't new,
Undoing what we do,
Learning love is a lie,
And I had to realize,
Love isn't a game nah this is real life,
And I'm not stupid,
See you through the mirrors and blinds,
Yeah you scarred me for life,
I just hope that you die,

౨ৎ .ᐟ @lexanax :
I dont really understand,
But, ill be okay, haha yeah right,
I just took a shot, my tongue feels numb,
I don't live for anything or anyone,
I've been drinking way too much,
My parents call it poison, but it's fun,
Someone save me I'm so done,
Cause we're not feeling the same,
You pass the blame,
I didn't do a thing,
I slit my wrists,
Tell myself I'm a sin,
What do I do,
No what should I do,
I want me dead,
And you do too,
I'd scream but I'm too quiet to shout,
Anxiety building,
And I can't let it out,
All these pills in my right hand,
Shut myself up,
I'm too weak to take a stand,
And ever since you left I fell in love with pain,
Even if you came back it'll never be the same,
Memories from the past,
Shatter me like glass,
And I couldn't do a thing to change it,
Even if I went back,
I don't know how to fix it,
Waiting for my tears to dry,
I don't think that they ever will,
I swear I try and try and try, I can't let go,
I'd give you everything that I own,
I don't mean anything, though,
I used to doubt that I will make it,
Past the age of twenty,
Now I'm older i still resent me,
I'm so Empty,

౨ৎ .ᐟ @n7rve :
Liquor in my veins and I'm going insane,
Visions blurry and I'm seeing doubles in my face,
Blood on my lips, the same ones you used to taste,
Don't know where you are now,
But I still miss you're face,
Baby you know that I'm sorry,
Didn't mean to hurt you,
I thought that we were just through,
You're still on me like glue, 
Don't mention me on your story,
Tryna twist my words like glory,
Tryna drag this shit for months,
Just say your fucking boring,

౨ৎ .ᐟ @aaronon :
If I could kiss you last, 
I don't know if I would,
If I could make this last,
I don't know I would,
I used to have your back,
Now I see what’s good,
I’ll hate you till the end, 
I hope that’s understand.
I - I - I told you, I was the one, 
but you never noticed,
Unfocused, you chose this,
Ohhhh
I never thought that I’d be the one in the end, 
who’s left alone to rot with the rest of the dead souls, 
I guess I’ll never make it out this time.

can’t take it personal (Pawl4k & Azami)

oryx