wake up in the morninin finish up my lines from last night
i cant go to sleep at night without you here right by my side
i cant do a thing right scaring up and down my thigh
hope u know that ur the fuckin reason for my suicide
coz were toxic
everyday im off it
pills inside my cup i got these pills inside my pocket
ever since u left me i aint been able to stop it
the day i finally pass you will forever be haunted
abuse my love btc i know u dont want it i been fillin up my body with all of these toxics
weve tried everything were runnin outta options
highest that ive ever felt is whenever were talkin

its alright nothing ever mattered anyway
i love it when im noddin off coz i dont never feel no pain
how long have you felt this way
i been so fucked up for the past couple days
i been so lovedrunk since the day i met you
remember all those times that you said id never leave you
hindsight 20/20 all your lies are see through
i was counting down the seconds right until i get to see you

hope that you can find in someone what i found in you
i dont like change girl i dont want nothing new 
why couldn't we stay together like we were supposed to do
cant believe that this is happening regretting ever knowing you
my emotions are controlling me
im in love with what were supposed to be
only time i think ive ever felt at peace is when ur holding me
getting fked up in the crib because im sad that ur ignoring me
never forget when you told me that "your love it is boring" to me

ruining my body anyway that i can
i wanna shield you from the world i wanna hold you in my hands
i cant talk to you when im off the xans
i cant do a thing im useless everything i cant

MarBLESODA!

From the dirt 2 [2023 demo] prod. hollywood's most haunted

i let u down
left w/ a frown
i c ur face
i fall 2 the ground 4 u
cuz its all the im used 2
so much times i compromised
just 2 make love true

know i disappoint
give all i got
but i never suffice
i rlly hate my life
make the songs 4 u
sad in my bedroom
at least i try
i wanna make things right

stare at the wall and cry
every time i get discarded
every1 thinks im retarded
im just a mentally fucked artist

so creative but i got no friends
in person to share my talent with
and i be craving it
i knew this girl but im over it
always spamming my phone yelling again
i never get any rest

know i disappoint
give all i got
but i never suffice
i rlly hate my life
make the songs 4 u
sad in my bedroom
at least i try
i wanna make things right
(x2)

NEW MERCH!!!

i know i disappoint

dj @ddopeman + dj @briefxclusive
we lost the stems mix isnt the greatest

@straitjackett
@hoshiestar
@misalivee
@yungketaslime

Prod @straitjackett @ismokekpins
cohost @junkieradio
cohost @18exclusives

Amen

REPENT - Amen w/ Hoshie Star, Misalive, Keta (repent+ismokekpins) [HVN + Junkie Radio + 8Teen]

this song is 2 years old or somethin.. so i dont even have the lyrics but enjoy

bhind muh phone

never completely finished/polished this song, i had a video idea but i just cant no longer

feeling down (la la la) ft suddendeathovertime

savsix - drug user prod. luvwillow, jack frost

GRIEF. (Ft. EvilBvnny)
-
Some Real HARD Raw & Deep Emotions Here.
Much More To Come.
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#rap #hiphop #music #rapper #trap #rapmusic #newmusic #artist #beats #hiphopmusic #producer #love #explorepage #rappers #soundcloud #art #spotify #explore #freestyle #hiphopculture #youtube #rnb #dj #musicproducer #trapmusic

GRIEF. (Ft. EvilBvnny)

Final Chapter (slitwristkid)

[@1lav]
ughh this night
i might die
scars on her face
would you be my corpse bride
yeah i tried
to subside
cuts on my wrist
yeah i got no string to hide [2x]

[@hijuslove]
fucked up
this the only shit u see
when i fell in love
this the only thing u see
all this ketamin yea it rain down onto me yea
stupid bitch u see that i cant smoke dat phetamin

feeling drugged, yea u not feelin right
yea when i follow laws, it got me feeling tight
fuck this bitch u see, she cant handle all this benadryl
if she saw right thru me it woulda been a different scene

[@1lav]
ughh this night
i might die
scars on her face
would you be my corpse bride
yeah i tried
to subside
cuts on my wrist
yeah i got no string to hide [2x]

DRUGGED w/ lavendr [noosehangingtight]

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Hypnagogic Pop, Neo-Psychedelica, Jangle Pop, Chillwave, Bedroom Pop, Indie Rock, Alternative

the others.

"doe general 🐹🪖" out now - @doeb0yz

i know i disappoint

oryx