im in the trap gettin smacked like a white btch
yah fkd up see it in my iris
everything i do she be tellin me she like it
chokin on the d she need the heimlich

if u call me ain abt the paper im declinin
everytime i step outside the house yk im stylin
all u do is stay at home on yo phone dkridin

all black fit w white shoes
shawty say she love me gotta tell her i dont like u
shawty got me fucked up i cant be no side dude
focus on the future not the past coz its behind u
tabs got me stuck to the couch js like glue
shawty its ok if u don wanna turn up i do
how many times i gota remind u
shawty its ok if u don wanna turn up i do

wake up in the mornin brush my teeth and then i cook up
sit down at my desk and do a line im sniffin good stuff

go outside and smoke a ciggarette and sip modelos
amphetamine i ain eat skin turnin yellow

coke n ket after class w my brooo
idk what to say idk where to goo
i been steady goin up i been steady in my gloo
i been gettin pack gettin pack from my phone
feel the chemicals racin to my dome
at home all alone playin in the snow
blow i got blow in my coat
oxycodone i been movin sloww
w my day 1s still never switch never fold
on the same sht u been on shts gettin old
i been makin moves u on notes sayin gold
boy gettin mad at a screen gettin trolled

u not on sht u js do it 4 the gram
shrooms touch down i js took a couple grams
tap in i can get pressed and the phrams
first off the plane whenever it lands

i love the fall and the winter
eyes so wide cant get any bigger
seratonin release crystals in my liver
i can feel all my organs wither
boi we the same age why u call me mister
puttin in so much work i got blisters
love my girl so much but i cant stand her sisters
its been so damn long can u tell me why u still bitter

bitter

prod spiral forever (me)
lyrics:
(spiral)

my feet don’t touch the ground i’m higher
i don’t got the energy to talk im tired
headphones on bass pumpinn through the wire
my heads so gone you wanna know my supplier 
don’t trust that guy he’s been a liar
i don’t wanna come to your show i seen the flyer

ya this life my own so i called it amazing
only thing i’d really wanna change is the pacing
time goes too fast too slow lately
you would think im crazy the grams that im facing
it’s all in my hands understand what im saying
if i left this place , far away would u blame me
go to outer space new place don’t play w me
i would go an do it if i wasn’t so lazy

lemme put my hands up quick
if u believe in something then stand on it
x4

(fobie)
i just wanna kick back
smoke a couple darts roll an eighth and a pack
when shit gets hard ima always bounce back
cuz the money that i got i can never keep track
what u wanna do woke up brand new
i don’t wanna be bitter wanna be like u
i just wanna drink 40s an sit ona stu 
disgusted is a gang no we r not a group

(disgusted)
(spiral)
(disgusted)
xx

HEADPHONES FT FOBIE

trapped in the habits i cant stop
in every moment its a loss
tear out my eyes so i cant c
dont wanna know what lies beneath

abandoned all the time
a piece of paper balled up in a bin
it happened all my life so much i think that i been used 2 it
i know i know im not the one :(
the type that you would love
no need to call ur bluff
no sleep at all im fucked

remember all again
n all ur stupid friends
i hate
i had to play pretend
to make it work but it was fate

think about my death at night
im intrigued with the other side
growing older lose my light im
not the same as time flies by

spend all night
trying to sleep in bed
this shit aint alright
smoke n put me to rest im feeling ded

the scars on my arm wont go away
every time i look reminds me of the pain
wish that i tried n didn't lay
isolated in a cage

abandoned all the time
a piece of paper balled up thrown in a bin
it happened all my life so much i think that i been used 2 it
i know i know im not the one :(
the type that you would love
no need to call ur bluff
no sleep at all im fucked

NEW MERCH!!!

abandoned (buyok)

i let u down
left w/ a frown
i c ur face
i fall 2 the ground 4 u
cuz its all the im used 2
so much times i compromised
just 2 make love true

know i disappoint
give all i got
but i never suffice
i rlly hate my life
make the songs 4 u
sad in my bedroom
at least i try
i wanna make things right

stare at the wall and cry
every time i get discarded
every1 thinks im retarded
im just a mentally fucked artist

so creative but i got no friends
in person to share my talent with
and i be craving it
i knew this girl but im over it
always spamming my phone yelling again
i never get any rest

know i disappoint
give all i got
but i never suffice
i rlly hate my life
make the songs 4 u
sad in my bedroom
at least i try
i wanna make things right
(x2)

i know i disappoint

throwing up again
this torture in my mental
i cant stand
try 2 numb my head
cuz all these damn voices that i cant trash

never compared 2 the next
pressure run in my chest
always end up in last
even when i run fast
im eccentric but broken
im hoping but hopeless
i just wish that u'd notice
that i been here hurtinggggggg
i know it hurts 2 let go of them memories
but im still sitting here stuck up remembering

sit here and wait
ignored and forgotten in every place
the ppl round town all kno my face
walk around every day looking for an escape

in another life it all worked out and i dont wanna die
always get the short end of the stick
never understood my purpose

never compared 2 the next
pressure run in my chest
always end up in last
even when i run fast
im eccentric but broken
im hoping but hopeless
i just wish that u'd notice
that i been here hurtinggggggg
i know it hurts 2 let go of them memories
but im still sitting here stuck up remembering

torture in my mental (oryx + 99k)

nevr go back

I AM LEGEND

Spotify

technosexwitch 
prod me



god wants me by his side
but it doesn't feel alright 
i can feel his darkness cuz i can't see the light
yahweh do u care about me
I can't disregard the blood u put apon me
I can't disregard all the fkin lies
false prophet u control my fkin life 
false prophet I know that u don't care
neglected from ur love cuz Ik it not there

technosexwitch - false prophet

i love u sm ♡

prod. Dolev Talmor
@vampgore
instagram.com/birhtdaysuicide..

what would u think if i kill u tonight
would u still scream if I hold u tight
her eyes shine so bright
even if u so dead inside 
?
ur eyes shine so bright

i dont really wanna talk abt it but..

i js wanna die for u
i wanna die for u
i wanna die for u
i wanna die for u

hold me 6x

i wanna die with u
i wanna die with u
she wanna die with me
i dont know what to do

hold me 6x

a love story wrapped in thorns..

recreating this song i made at 12-13 years old <3 prod me
shoutout abbybun / z1 4 the coverrr
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& I feel good, got a Monster in my hand
way im Walking thru the snow yeah I'm feeling like the man
Got my opps all jealous cuz im fukkin up these bands
im a fucking king u cant b posted on my land
And I feel good, got a blunt in my hand
gotta flex hit my dance put the money in the bag
They praying on my downfall but I always bounce back
Twitter talking shit but we know you is a fan

Painted nails black and a Hello Kitty jacket
If he talking shit pull up on 'em and we smack 'em
If u catch me outside then yk im never lacking
doki doki gurl ur so crazy cant imagine
That's the truth
I can't percieve you, think I need you
You need me to understand through
Say you care for mе and I care for you
But the love hurts, you know it's truе
I don't know what the fuck to do
I don't stress it, it will be over soon
Life sucks but yk i never lose
bounce back gotta get in my groove
and we all in the club with the bros
We talking to your girl, she said doe
if we talk i dont mean to be rude
Walk around and I feel like the dude

SPOTIFY

FEEL GOOD >:3

Way too long

@doeb0yz 
merch on my website -> https://www.hateoryx.com