We were at mall 
And You were always on me
Telling me, you loved everything about us
Off the tab 
E-e-everything was moving so fast
Hold my hand
I want this to forever last
x-x
E-e-everything was moving so fast
Hold my hand
I want this to forever last

And we were off the xans and molly
And if you wanted anything, you could of told me
Makin music, off my pc
Singing about you, on the daily

Dancing in the back of the club
Feeling lazy 
Off the fucking bars
And you know i feel amazing
x2

We were at mall 
And You were always on me
Telling me, you loved everything about us
Off the tab 
E-e-everything was moving so fast
Hold my hand
I want this to forever last
x-x
E-e-everything was moving so fast
Hold my hand
I want this to forever last

oh oh oh oh 

Dancing in the back of the club
Feeling lazy 
Off the fucking bars
And you know i feel amazing
x2

We were at mall 
And You were always on me
Telling me, you loved everything about us
Off the tab 
E-e-everything was moving so fast
Hold my hand
I want this to forever last
x-x
E-e-everything was moving so fast
Hold my hand
I want this to forever last

@ the mall~

@hateoryx @prodpawl4k
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LYRICS:
(Hook)
I'm so emotional everyday i'm fucking up my world
My sickness terminal i never change, but thats just how I feel
I'm just not used to stuff, things constantly change, it don't feel real
I think its hurting me, I think its hurting me.

I really want you, but I'm just scared and nervous cuz the past
Don't tie the knot loose, what we have right now could really last
Stuck in a thought loop, all these feelings I just can't seem to grasp
But I'm growing up and I'm learning stuff, get over the past, I can't be mad

I just wanna understand it, all this pain I cant manage
(helpless) and no one cares to help me
Oh ain't just life a bitch?

Tonight, no I'm not sober
Told her that its not over
You know she came through at the party
That girl is all up on me!

(Verse)
I could show you a brand new world but I don't think it would matter
You just ignore all my logic and it feeds into all of the madness
Feels like I'm climbing a mountain but I know that I'll get through this
And so much just gets to me and I don't know why I keep spazzing

(Bridge)
Oh no, no
Its happening again
My heart feels broke
And it will never end
You know I hate this feeling
Nows the perfect time I need a friend
And I just feel so lucky, to have you right beside me

(Interlude)
I don't know why I'm holding on
all of my past and all my wrongs
I sit here and I pray to god
Thats why I'm making all these songsd
Cuz inside I feel so lost
I feel so trapped inside a box
& no one fucking likes me...
even when I treat them nicely

(Hook)
I'm so emotional everyday i'm fucking up my world
My sickness terminal i never change, but thats just how I feel
I'm just not used to stuff, things constantly change, it don't feel real
I think its hurting me, I think its hurting me.

I really want you, but I'm just scared and nervous cuz the past
Don't tie the knot loose, what we have right now could really last
Stuck in a thought loop, all these feelings I just can't seem to grasp
But I'm growing up and I'm learning stuff, get over the past, I can't be mad

I just wanna understand it, all this pain I cant manage
(helpless) and no one cares to help me
Oh ain't just life a bitch?

Tonight, no I'm not sober
Told her that its not over
You know she came through at the party
That girl is all up on me!

i think it's hurting me

SPOTIFY

i think it's hurting me (Pawl4k)

SEMESTER PASSED!!! NEW MUSIC AGAIN!!!!
Prod: Andylovu, Nightclub20xx
Mix: jeski mixed his

lyrics:

Writing checks 
Now u don’t wna be my ex 
I’m losing balance of scale 
Baby we do not connect 
So why are u forcing it 
Oh shi I see another bih 
We ain’t working out
So I can’t be wit no lame chick
Lame chick 
Lame chick 
New girl let’s hop in my whip
Driving straight to my bedroom 
Let’s get freaky wit it
Oh shit 
Oh shit 
Girl Go n take that shirt off 
We’re gna blast off 
In my foreign car 

jeski - @jeskivaca
i could take control
grab on to me n don let go
icy tears white like veneers
i just need u here 
i put more O’s on all my checks this year
know u wont forget 
cuz ur pocket watchin
always on my motherfuckin dick
i get photos i get tits
i get photos of ur bitch
i get so lit off the soda 
idek what i said
leave me alone when were irl
in ur bed ill be ur friend
ill be around im at the bank
they wont love u back until ur dead

but im alive 
nonetheless 
and thats a plus 
i guess
u dont love me 
u want my money i guess
i guess i guess
u dont wanna be my ex
icy tears white like veneers 
i just need u here
ok

Writing checks 
Now u don’t wna be my ex 
I’m losing balance of scale 
Baby we do not connect 
So why are u forcing it 
Oh shi I see another bih 
We ain’t working out
So I can’t be wit no lame chick
Lame chick 
Lame chick 
New girl let’s hop in my whip
Driving straight to my bedroom 
Let’s get freaky wit it
Oh shit 
Oh shit 
Girl Go n take that shirt off 
We’re gna blast off 
In my foreign car 
Get out my mentions 
Shawty want attention 
Ik u See me counting up 
Treat this as a lesson 
My new bitch bad 
Fuck toxicity 
I remember u said u didn’t need me
Now I’m on the tv screen 
Looking at me from far away

CHECKS (andylovu x nightclub20xx)

@misalivee

lyrics:
Bby tell me something do u wna play rn 
I’m feeling way to high and I need to come down 
And I always feel like this whenever ur not around 
I think I’m greening out I need you rn

I need u rn bby yesterday 
Reached the bottom of the bottle 
Now I’m drunk and asleep
Bby plz 
Just listen to what I gotta say 

misalive-
i been way too high 
I’m way fucked up 
i can get you pills
baby we can get fucked
oxycotin yeah i love
love you and i love being fucked
im an addict to you
im an addict in like everything i do
i hope it kill me 
i hope soon 
let me drop baby let me see you soon

Bby tell me something do u wna play rn 
I’m feeling way to high and I need to come down 
And I always feel like this whenever ur not around 
I think I’m greening out I need you rn

I need u rn bby yesterday 
Reached the bottom of the bottle 
Now I’m drunk and asleep
Bby plz 
Just listen to what I gotta say 

So I hate ur fucking bitching 
Ur on a mission
To mess up my day 
And u think that I don’t listen to a word u say 
Ur love is like a prison and I’m trynna escape 
I’m trynna escape 

misalive+me 
i been way too high 
I’m way fucked up 
i can get you pills
baby we can get fucked
oxycotin yeah i love
love you and i love being fucked
im an addict to you
im an addict in like everything i do
i hope it kill me 
i hope soon 
let me drop baby let me see you soon

comedown (ilybeam)

prod @43u

wasting away im rotting to stay

mixed by me and @cindyk4te
mastered by @cindyk4te
https://www.instagram.com/2040x2040/
https://www.instagram.com/cindyk4te/

Waste Away (2040x2040)

prod elujjin

 yeah I fucked up
big mistake
left me in the dumpster
said I'm sorry
too late
you don't wanna know me
no more
I'm just a fuck up
someone you used to know
oh got a bag
ima OD on blow
hoes wanna know me
I dont wanna know
no matter who I'm with
I'm always alone

fuck fine 
there's no hope
I'm over it
I choke on my emotional shit
there's no saving this
I've been craving my own down fall
I love it on the floor
you been loving on me
but you're whore
go watch your boo stream
you don't really love me

don't even think you like me
why are you with me
can't tell me
you don't know
you dont care
you're just there
okay

I'm sorry
i fucked up
you won't forgive me
I don't expect you too
I fucked up I fucked up
I ruined it
you don't wanna know me
no more
no no more 
no more
no more
no more

I Fucked Up

LostMyMind Available On All Platforms Now
hateoryx.com for all connects <3
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LYRICS:
(hook)
idk where this is going
life is showing the road ahead
i gotta go, dont know whens the next time ill c u
i think this the end
traumatize my mind
spent my life online
gave my heart 2 much
no one gave me my time

everybody fucked my over
left me in the past
just to come back and tell me it wasnt like that
o well, gotta move on with my life
forgiving all the time, cuz ik whats right inside
i cant let nobody ever rlly bring me down
i know that i love myself, never leave myself in doubt
on the mic everyday i go 2 scream n shout
this the only thing i got that i can let my emotions out to

i just feel so behind
but i think that ill rise
this time ill get it right
go far and take flight

always fkn haunts me
always fkn on my mind
uhwoooahhh
ppl wanna talk to me 
it always ends up in a fight
i wanna die
i know that ur a star, girl
go give it all u got!
thinking bout this got me in my feels :(
so i think id rather not

(hook)
idk where this is going
life is showing the road ahead
i gotta go, dont know whens the next time ill c u
i think this the end
traumatize my mind
spent my life online
gave my heart 2 much
no one gave me my time

hateoryx.com

traumatized (Pawl4k)

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hateoryx.com for all connects <3
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LYRIX:
(hook)
Pedal2themedal hit the gas
we never going slow
walking out with trueys on my ass
they all just feel my glo
all these losers got me fkd up
fkd up smoking marijauna
all my trax be hot like summer
had ur chance o what a bummer
put it in my rhinestone bag
all these drugs n money
sitting there n taking a dab
everything feel funny
everybody says im stuck up
rlly i just dont give 2 fux
said i fell off? check the numbers
making money while i slumber

they dont gotta kno my plans
they dont kno what i been on
the ppl saying that they hate me
sit there streaming all my songs
i thought its done, had a comebackx
pass the blunt n i smack that
getting geeked n hit the bong
im addicted to gas pack

ye i been anxious lately
too much shit on my mind n it drain me
aaa aaa aaa aaaaa 
lost in the woods, gotta get home safely
lost in the woods while im peaking on a shroom trip
falling in love, got shot by cupid
i told that bitch to move it
we got the party moving

c i got the glo
we dont fw no hoes
one day ill be on the tv
c me at my show
bby i could teach u everything u wnna know
bby u could be the person i need when im low
(x2)

(hook)
Pedal2themedal hit the gas
we never going slow
walking out with trueys on my ass
they all just feel my glo
all these losers got me fkd up
fkd up smoking marijauna
all my trax be hot like summer
had ur chance o what a bummer
put it in my rhinestone bag
all these drugs n money
sitting there n taking a dab
everything feel funny
everybody says im stuck up
rlly i just dont give 2 fux
said i fell off? check the numbers
making money while i slumber

pedal2themedal (Pawl4k & acu)

LostMyMind Available On All Platforms Now
hateoryx.com for all connects <3
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LYRICS:
im feeling stuck, i str8 up take to the lungs
the feeling stays in my gut, i know that im booted up
i dont want friends, they just fuck me over 
but im so used to it, and like i dont wanna talk
you sitting on discord while im outside living life
dont come at me wasting time, you outta sight outta mind
bitch i just hit a score n this shit getting me right
and that boy get out of line, im sending shots at his spine

smile on my face acting like its all fine
sometimes i wonder why i even fkn try
i been backstabbed by ppl i called allies
u can see that im evil from the look thats in my eyes
walk in the bank, we gon get the money out
boy u in a money drought, we dont got the same amount
baby girl lets make a k, hit a stain n flip it round
i keep moving to the sound n keep rapping rlly loud
Call of Duty trolling w/ the boys
& you talking big hot but u faking like a toy
i be posted in the spot, in the nature feel the joy
and ur in ur room, u rot prolly drining hella soy
prolly posting up on reddit bc ur a fkn loser
im a fkn inventor i aint no damn consumer
i aint follow no trends and if i did, its my own way
i aint fkn falling for that bullshit ye theres no way

im feeling stuck, i str8 up take to the lungs
the feeling stays in my gut, i know that im booted up
i dont want friends, they just fuck me over 
but im so used to it, and like i dont wanna talk
you sitting on discord while im outside living life
dont come at me wasting time, you outta sight outta mind
bitch i just hit a score n this shit getting me right
and that boy get out of line, im sending shots at his spine

out of line (hateoryx)

first song off stitched together tape
coming soon<333

self prod

oooooooooooooo
i cnt let go
strands of ur hair
in my room
ur dying in my plastic tomb
i cnt have u?
watch wut ill do
theyll see ur face all on the news

and they will never find me
 they will never find meee

tight wrapped body

ur the iris of my eye

oooooooooooooo
i cnt let go
strand of ur hair
in my room
ur dying in my plastic tomb
i cnt have u?
watch wut ill do
theyll see ur face all on the news

stitched together

ur on the news and they will never find me

SAD SYMPHONIES (PROD. TAINY KICK + XR)

@doeb0yz @teethteam
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