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the rapture (with bunii)

bunii - friends prod me & zai

And I always seem to trip over myself when you enter the room
It's like these four walls telling me that something ain't right with you
So I'll just sit here, pretend that I'm lost
It ain't much comfort to hear that I'm gone
But if it must come to it, I'll tell you 'bout how I feel
I'm feelin' like I'm soaring, the skies the limit, but I ain't getting close
I'm feelin' like I'm chosen, the kind of feeling that you can't make up
Yeah I might be in over my head, might even lose sleep for you instead, or somethin
No harsh assumptions

@kiheir: No harsh assumptions, no harsh assumptions, no harsh assumptions but baby that’s all I’ve got x2

And I know sometimes, I seem hard to find
But I know someone's gon' be there for you
And I think I, I think I found too much, on you
Oooou, oooouuu

Yeah, I fell in love with the motion
My baby momma fills a lot of potions
She said she want me but I really gotta focus
My og took a while before she noticed

Yeah I need some time
Yeah I need some space
Ain't never felt no type of way

Only by my side
You said you didn't mind
When I said that I felt that way

And I always seem to trip over myself when you enter the room
It's like these four walls telling me that something ain't right with you
So I'll just sit here, pretend that I'm lost
It ain't much comfort to hear that I'm gone
But if it must come to it, I'll tell you 'bout how I feel
I'm feelin' like I'm soaring, the skies the limit, but I ain't getting close
I'm feelin' like I'm chosen, the kind of feeling that you can't make up
Yeah I might be in over my head, might even lose sleep for you instead, or somethin
No harsh assumptions

harsh assumptions (ft. kiheir)

track 3 from the villain demos

its too much i wont talk about
its too much for me to apologize to you
yes i lied to you
i know that you cant live without me
you want me to be with u forever
but of course i lied to you

you dont know the answer that i told her
and she dont know the answer that i told you
all i do is lay back and smoke doja 
i know that its something im not told to

took your heart and split in two
i done took your heart and split it in two
you dont play your part to tell u the truth
you dont play your part to tell u the truth

liar

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

so i remove my self
i hope it solves the issue
you dont care abt my health
you only care about urself
its it in my mind i try to escape
i say its fine im just stuck in my ways
im so stuck
im so stuck
im so stuck in my ways

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

it might be me

fuck it might be me

im the problem

i'd rather be famous than dead

the song is about basically loving someone but losing them, realizing that even though it hurts, its better to have loved and had that kind of experience to know what its like to be happy, whether its temporary or not, than to be forever unbroken and never see love for what it truly is: painful, but worth it.

than not loved at all

THANK YOU FOR 100K MONTHLY
BASTARD FRIDAY <3

breathe

prod me

it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

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