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If I’m being honest 
I’m not doing great 
I’m sorry it’s hard for me 
I’m not good at change 
But I’ll keep that promise 
I already made 
when I see your face 
I’ll ignore all the pain 

I know that you care
 but you don’t understand 
laying here shaking 
it’s barely a gram 
“It’s ok to be scared” 
But that’s all that I am 
I know these feelings 
Like the back of my hand 

you’re here by my side 
but I pushed you away 
all I see is his face 
and you walking away 
I hate how I feel 
like I’m bound to these chains 
lying on my floor
it’s becoming my grave 

Because it’s not your job to change me for the better 
I hate writing these songs if I feel I’m under pressure 
I lie when i say I’m getting something from it 
I told you the truth 
but you keep running from it 
I know that I hurt you 
And I don’t deserve you 
I know I got things to work through 
But it never works 
Why the fuck are you staring at me 
you’re making it worse
you're just making it worse

everyone staring at me 
you’re making it worse 
(This never works) 


[scorpio:] 
Just quit staring at me
You’re making this worse
I know that it’s real scary
And I’ve made you hurt
I know that the thought of it makes you want to hurl
I’m so sorry for all of it, can we still make this work?

I know that it’s hard for you
Did I ruin your life?
From all that we’ve been through
I think I might die
I broke your heart in two
And I must pay the price 
You’re still the one I choose
But I don’t think its right

And if im being honest
I don’t deal well with change
I don’t think I can get in the habit
Of not calling you babe
Everywhere that I look
All im seeing’s their face
Maybe if I jump
I can find an escape

you're making it worse + scorpio (irby)

WHAT I NEED feat. scorpio (prod. dercept x ayoley)

Last time (ft scorpio)

Hard to Get By (feat. scorpio)

Careful where im steppin, dont wanna get in the way

Careful Where I'm Steppin' (prod. IOF x King Theta)

This is a Hyperpop/Digicore inspired EP where each song is on a beat produced by homeboyjakob! Hope you enjoy!!

Rent Free (prod. homeboyjakob)

Shoutout sevenfeet for the amazing collab!!

Lyrics:

Devin's World:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Can't sleep I roll over and hold you
Act like I haven't told you
You're my safe space, with you I always feel at home
Give you a kiss and all a sudden all my dreams implode

It's too late I'm hooked on what you give
The tingling I feel inside my head still
Feel like you preyed on my, cause I was fucking vulnerable
Now I lie, cheat, and steal, I'm not so honorable

So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Sevenfeet:
And i'll still give you my heart you know i'm waiting for the day you come back in my arms
I promise I aint giving up, lets go back and restart
Missing part of myself when i withdraw from your touch

You left me alone just to prove that I need you
Calling your phone but you just let it ring through

I was lost, you told me lies, through hazel eyes
I felt alright, now its over just let it die

Devin's World & Sevenfeet background vocals:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

One Inhale feat. sevenfeet (prod. jewelryboy)

Lyrics : 

I was standing tall then I hit the fall 
Shadows on my walls darkened consumes all 
She ain’t picking up my calls then I start to drawl 
Soon I start to bawl “ is this all my fault ?” 

I’m crawling back to earth 
I’m needing love from her
I’m crawling back to earth 
I’m needing love from her 
I feel so fucking hurt 
Face down in the dirt 
I feel so fucking hurt 
Face down in the dirt 

I cannot form my words struggling with these terms 
Feeling all this hurt after all that has occurred 
I’m struggling so and it just gets worse 
Struggling so I don’t know if I’ll return 
I’m really so concerned after every twist and turn 
I hope one day that maybe I’ll learn 
I hope one day that maybe I’ll learn 
Learn how to deal with all this fucking hurt 

I was standing tall then I hit the fall 
Shadows on my walls darkened consumes all 
She ain’t picking up my calls then I start to drawl 
Soon I start to bawl “ is this all my fault ?” 

I’m crawling back to earth 
I’m needing love from her
I’m crawling back to earth 
I’m needing love from her 
I feel so fucking hurt 
Face down in the dirt 
I feel so fucking hurt 
Face down in the dirt

All My Fault (prod. deadends)

(prod. Jxsie Beats)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
I don't know if I can do this
On my own feels like I'm losing
All my hope, all my endurance
But I say that I will make it (x2)

Verse 1:
Feels like I lost my way
Feels like I lost my faith
Everything I've ever known is flipped upside down
Will I make it out?

The sun always shines, and birds always sing
I have to remind myself of these things,
in case I start spiraling because

Chorus:
I don't know if I can do this
On my own feels like I'm losing
All my hope, all my endurance
But I say that I will make it (x2)

Verse 2 (Scorpio): 

I don't know if I can do this anymore
Since you left I've been having all these thoughts
Like what if I'm the reason for it all
Sometimes I wish I were never born

But I have to believe that I will make it
Even if it's taken years by now
Maybe I will make it
I'm just praying that I make it out

Bridge:

Sometimes I need to remind myself
That I'm only human
Yeah, I'm only human

Chorus:

I don't know if I can do this
On my own feels like I'm losing
All my hope, all my endurance
But I'll say that I will make it (x2)

I Will Make It Ft. Scorpio

Prod secre_swallowtail

this is a song about feeling like a imperfect being. its far from your regular produced song as i left the imperfections in the song to like its mean to represent

crimson/black wings (feat scorpio)

https://soundcloud.com/alex-thomas-fox

let me go
if you come back around
i wont hear you out
just to let you know
i will scream to your face
so you know your place

i cant wipe away all the grit on my teeth
walking around oh so anxiously
rolling my eyes every time that you speak
ur life's so miserable, its fucking bleak

let me go 
let me go
i will never think of you when i think of home
did your mother never teach you how to grow
clearly not, because you make me feel so fucking anxious

you never learn and now you will regret this
ur tryna play me like ur playing tetris
but you could never get all of the answers out me
probably cus we’d both just end up shouting
now im hiding
i cant stand the fighting
our emotions coming down like lighting
you would never believe a word  i said to you
guess u got trust issues
are you trying to blame me?


where was the effort (i promise that i tried)
no attempt to try and not be reckless
holding my breath in (you always fed me lies)
go on accuse me, it’s now amusing to see
knife in the heart, pull it out (and now i'm bleeding out)
im your medicine 
take a trip to your grave, im ahead of it
frown on my face, i dont wanna pretend again (my heart is sinking down)
there was no way of mending it


no more lying, i cannot stop crying
burning up, light the fire inside me
i could never believe a word that came from you
guess i got trust issue
i mean who can blame me 

playing with my heart
feel like this is checkmate 
we’re apart
but you said that you feel great 
it’s so hard hearing all about you
let me gocus it’s hard for me toocope
blood stains on my coat 
my breathings lost control
I don’t know where to go
a vicious cycle we’re in 
how did this all begin
wonder if it’s ending
soon cus I need mending

trust issues (ft. vails) [dash]

Heyyo! I'm Haven's Perspective! Most of my songs are on here however we do have a few others on ALL PLATFORMS! Go check it out! Hope yall relate <3 

(aka Haven De La Cruz)


https://linktr.ee/Havensperspective