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Four Hundred Souls

Radio 4 Talking about Signs of Spring, nah mate 

Dawn still comes too late
Outside world refrigerates
Imagine I’m Harry Palmer
Working for King and Starmer
World drama 
I hear the march of Russian boots
With a new pandemic and vaccinated shock troops
While I sing and do my thing
I see no signs of any kind of Spring

Dusk still comes too soon
Nature’s playing out of tune
Imagine I’m Forest Gump
Working for Musk and Trump
Brain dump
I hear the march of Chinese boots
With a hypersonic message playing on loop
While I sing and do my thing
I see no signs of any kind of Spring

Four more years of Winter 
Watch World order splinter 
Claim independence 
MAGA doesn’t matter 



No Sign of Spring

Nurcher

Drank my way through the noughties
Hit my forties and stalled
Like Sisyphus into my fifties
Kinda shifty then stalled

On the days
That you ask
Why bother
I’m glad it’s you
Who gives the answer

Drinking while driving at forty
Hit the lights and then stalled
Like Prometheus for the next thirty
Playing dirty and stalled

On the days
That you ask
Why bother
I’m glad it’s you
Who gives the answer

Fighting my way to sixty
Cannot fix me
Cis my heart
Just stalled

One day
I asked 
Why bother
And you weren’t around 
To give the answer

Took my foot off and stalled


Stalled

For the ravers, the DJs, the heads who never stop.

"Till we drop"  is a full-throttle jump-up DNB anthem built for the dancefloor and the underground alike. 

I hope you enjoy listening and thank you for your time! :)

Download :)

Till We Drop

Switch Off Your Feelings.wav

The lie just changed names.

Thank you for listening :) Watch the video and lyrics on Youtube! https://youtu.be/nvVPTXh6dPM

Burn the Gate

deep ocean

Shadow Lessons

More Than A Memory

When I go back to that place
The first time I saw your face
You were wearing Kelly green
Color of your favorite team
We would hang out after school
Cannonballs into the pool
We were young and still had dreams
‘Til you drowned us in the stream 

It’s been so long now
I can barely recall
Sometimes I’m not sure
It happened at all
We’re so much further
than a stone’s throw
But still I wonder 
where does your mind go?

When you drive through town,
Past the old playground,
Do you take a look around?
Does it make you think of me?
When you see the swing set,
Where our souls first met,
Does it sting with regret—
‘bout setting me free?
And when you walk through the park,
do you check for our mark?
Two initials in a heart
Like a scar upon the tree
And when you see it there…
Are we more than a memory?

I saw your sister in July
Couldn’t look me in the eye
Said you bought a new house
Moved into it with your spouse
But I still see us in your car
Driving to our favorite bar
Belting every single song
Like we did all summer long

It’s been so long since
the last time we spoke
Most of the details
are clouded by smoke
I have recovered 
from the shock of the blow
But still I wonder
where does your mind go?

When you drive through town,
Past the old playground,
Do you take a look around?
Does it make you think of me?
When you see the swing set,
Where our souls first met,
Does it sting with regret—
‘bout setting me free?
And when you walk through the park,
do you check for our mark?
Carved so deep into the bark
Like a scar upon the tree
And when you see it there…
Are we more than a memory?

I don’t expect you to show up on a white horse
Our story’s over, it’s run the whole course 
But I’ve always questioned, if you felt any remorse about us
I know you must…

When you drive through town,
Past the old playground,
And you take a look around
I know it makes you think of me
When you see the swing set,
Where our souls first met,
Bet the sting of regret
Is as painful as can be
And when you walk through the park,
and you check for our mark
B and K inside a heart
like a scar upon the tree
And when you see it there…
We’re more than a memory

When you see it there…
We’re more than a memory

2025 © Golden Quill Productions, LLC.

more than a memory

This song is now GEMA registered..uploaded by gema music hub..available on all streaming platforms starting August 8  /2025..have a listen and enjoy!

 https://listen.music-hub.com/91bj8h  




I wrote this story for an old friend in my hometown who dedicated his life to Rock´n Roll, lived thru all the ups and downs  and never regretted the decision he  had made when he was very young.
I am really grateful for the collab with Mikey Falls  @MyKingFalls Collective who did a great job creating a catchy Rocksong ("working his magic on it!") with extraordinary vocals and vocal performance , a great hookmelody (right from the start!) and an impressive backing punch. 
I hope you enjoy this track as much as I do. Play it loud or use headphones. ´Yes, it is late Seventies Rocktime ! 

Listen to more Magic music creations @MyKingFalls
 

Life For Rock & Roll

Born in a place kind of middle class home
Working class quarter but pretty unknown
He grew up on music of his alltime icons
Chuck Berry, Jimi Hendrix, The Kinks and The Stones

He got gripped by music when he entered the scene
Played in clubs when he turned fifteen
It didn´t take long to get famous in town
A musical rebel with a sensitive soul

He lived for his passion and Rock & Roll

Just playing his music, never went with the flow
He followed his dream , he was ready to go
For the good, the bad and the dirty deeds
The price for it all had to be paid on the streets

A musical rebel with a sensitive soul
A fighter for passion and Rock & Roll

In the old days he was hungry, his brain so wired
He wasn´t so much older as he was tired
Found him drunk on the day he hit the ground
And the cold winter rain was pouring down

A musical rebel aiming higher for more
But he gets back up when he hits the floor

A musical rebel with a sensitive soul
He lived for his passion and Rock & Roll

Life for Rock & Roll

You. 

You’re the one to blame

You never turned that spark of talent

Into any kind of flame

And now the towering inferno

Of what might have been 

Is soaking in the drizzle 

But let’s not cause a scene 

You’re living in a sliding puzzle 

Like a dog inside your muzzle 

And although it’s never spoken 

She’s heartbroken with that record token

 

[Chorus] 

I’d pour out my heart 

But my soul is half empty 

What remains is watered down 

Regrets are two a penny 

And is any

Body listening 

To the fading beat 

I’d pour out my heart 

Snatch a glorious defeat 

From the jaws of a victory

So, so sweet 

But my soul is half empty 

And I can’t quite get to my feet

 

Me. 

I’m the one to blame 

Too lazy to make a difference 

Claim any kind of name

So self-absorbed 

They should call me Spongebob

I’m never in the room

Always on the job

I would quantize love

Made it tangible to hold it

Poured out my heart 

Put it online and sold it 

And although it’s never spoken 

She always keeps her options open 

 

[Bridge] 

I could fill the Albert Hall with my regret 

But someone’s already done it, you can bet

Coulda Shoulda Woulda

My stock in trade 

Profits are down

Redundancies made

How much pain could we have saved

If we’d known we were doomed at the start

The owner operator of a second-hand broken heart 

 

[Chorus] 

I’d pour out my heart 

But my soul is half empty 

What remains is watered down 

Regrets are two a penny 

And is any

Body listening 

To the fading beat 

I’d pour out my heart 

Snatch a glorious defeat 

From the jaws of a victory

So, so sweet 

But my soul is half empty 

And I can’t quite get to my feet

 

Them. 

They’re the ones to blame. 

Always intently watching 

Through their tiny window panes

Curtains twitching 

Trolling, bitching

Just itching 

To twist the knife 

If variety is the spice of life

Make mine a Korma 

If music be the food of love 

Make mine Nessun Dorma

No song is worth thirty quid

No matter how much work you did 

 

[Chorus] 

I’d pour out my heart 

But my soul is half empty 

What remains is watered down 

Regrets are two a penny 

And is any

Body listening 

To the fading beat 

I’d pour out my heart 

Snatch a glorious defeat 

From the jaws of a victory

So, so sweet 

But my soul is half empty 

And I can’t quite get to my feet



Half Empty

Never Saw It Coming is an emotional pop/R&B song about unexpected heartbreak. The lyrics capture the shock of love ending suddenly, leaving only confusion and pain. With powerful and heartfelt vocals, the song blends vulnerability and intensity, portraying the struggle of facing loss that arrived without warning, shattering trust and hope.

Never Saw it coming

All By Myself is a playful pop-funk anthem celebrating independence and self-love. With cheeky lyrics, groovy rhythms, and a confident male vocal, it turns solitude into empowerment. The song embraces freedom, joy, and living without pressure, creating a light-hearted, catchy vibe that feels both modern and uplifting—a true self-love anthem.

The point is - you are good enough as you are.

All by myself

So we’re going to slow down COMPLETELY after the release of THE DARK SIDE

The song “MAKE IT RIGHT” is about breaking free from perfectionism and self-doubt. It reflects a journey toward self-acceptance, realizing that true strength comes from embracing imperfection. Instead of chasing approval or flawless performance, we should learn to live authentically — finding peace, confidence, and freedom in simply being ourselves.

LYRIC

Intro

I tried to walk a line that’s straight,
Always perfect, never late.
But the cracks inside still show,
Guess the rules won’t help me grow.

Verse

Counting every step I take,
Worried ‘bout the moves I make.
But the harder I pretend,
The less I know where I begin.

Pre-Chorus

I don’t need a flawless disguise,
I’ll let the real me rise.

Chorus 

I don’t have to make it right,
I just gotta live my life.
All the pressure falls away,
I’m enough, I’ll be okay.
I don’t have to make it right,
Being me is worth the fight.

Verse

Tired of wearing someone’s face,
Running in a losing race.
Now I see the truth is clear,
What I need is already here.

Pre-Chorus 

I won’t let the moment pass me by,
This is who I am inside.

Chorus

I don’t have to make it right,
I just gotta live my life.
All the pressure falls away,
I’m enough, I’ll be okay.
I don’t have to make it right,
Being me is worth the fight.

Bridge

Every scar has told my name,
Every fault is not a shame.
Perfect’s just a losing game,
But I won’t play it.

Final Chorus 

I don’t have to make it right,
I just gotta live my life.
All the pressure falls away,
I’m enough, I’ll be okay.
I don’t have to make it right,
Being me is worth the fight.

Outro

 “I’m enough, I’m enough”

Make it right

Sonic scribbler with a hope that someone out there feels what I can’t play but still need to say.

Half Empty

Hawthorn Grill