I'd rather have nightmares than not dream at all that's it I'm making the call to my doctor (AS IF I HAD ONE) no one would take in a crazy person guess that's what a psychologist is for right a thousand dollars a session can't afford that shit i just accept it, fuck it

Sample Dr Phil and how does that make you feel some therapy samples in between

It's my sickness don't need to be paying someone to tell me I'm crazy I already diagnosed my self so bitch you pay me 
I ain't crazy you sitting there in your chair pretending that you care while the dollar signs straight popping out your eyes like a cartoon that greed of yours just a prelude But who knows I might just try it, ( clears throat ) so fuck it

I'm saying fuck it and I wanted to do things out of temptation but I'm stopped by some recommendations you should stay home today or move out the way but in my head I'm thinking no way but I do it anyway and I'm left feeling strange a gut feeling or a past memory almost starting to sound like the simulation theory but what if I had eyes always watching like an angel guiding me you would think I'm crazy but I'm not lying this been happening to me since I was a baby all tied up leading me to my one theory I have a guardian and it's not my parents leading me it's just me making up all of of my happenings unknowly that I'm the one controlling me a conscious almost but it feels spiritually I can't explain it but what if I was put here on this planet to do something...
I come in contact with those who are hurting I feel better helping I do music for venting and I can't stand the thought of being lonely it's the theory something that can honestly be worrying but at the end of the day I feel nothing...

One day I'll acheive the happy after everyone stops bothering me I'm anti social I don't even want to be here talking to you but my friends worried and I rush to get things done always in a hurry says I manifest things cus I'm always smoking and drinking if I didn't do that I'd be out there killing I'm saying fuck it and destroying my body destroy you or do something about it talking out my heart here with a bag of ice tucked inside I'm not verbal my actions are why I want to die 
Don't want anyone to cry I'm fed up saying fuck it I want to say bye and be the feral creature I want to be live off the land rather than stuck in society paying bills till I die or have my own way stuck in my head I know I'm insane creating scenarios in my brain it's the place I want to be stay inside tucked away safe from the pain

Another thing it's not my place to judge but how can we still live our lives like we ain't slaves this world is crazaay letting some out of touch old fuck run this country this is the 21st century let's get someone with at least half a brain you could elect me and and I'll make dreams reality you get a car you get a home and apocalypse for everybody cuz we sitting on so much tension on the spring, people gonna snap and spit cold hard facts and snowflakes gonna get triggered and call me a wigger cus they don't like my crap fuck it I'll smash your brains in with a bat 

Don't tell me I'm sick... You don't know me fuck it Dr Phil... Mah crackin

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I let the drugs get me way to high

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I don't have dreams, I have premonitions.

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