written, produced, and performed by myself
originally posted 6/7/2023

[intro]
thank you for saving me
but...
i wish you hadnt


girl you make me wanna die
whyd you try to be so kind to me
keepin to myself, bitch
you shouldnta paid no mind to me
put you on the shelf
we couldnt be what you was tryna be
my life a livin hell 
because you tried to see a side of me
that i hide behind a lock and key
girl i feel you haunting me, tauntin me
wantin me
but im wishin i could find relief
but im wishin i could feel release
bitch youre such a damn disease
b-bitch youre such a damn disease
i want you to feel my misery
i want you to feel my misery

why couldnt you just ignore me 
just like everybody else
it really doesnt fuckin destroy me
if im livin by myself
what hurts me more is when you care for me
its bad for my health
i get attached
then i run back
its just a cycle, livin hell

livin hell, thats what makes you such a thrill
i dont feel, i dont feel
until you treat me like im real
but i cant deal, but i cant deal
no i cant deal, but i cant deal

shoulda left me alone

girl you make me wanna die
whyd you try to be so kind to me
keepin to myself, bitch
you shouldnta paid no mind to me
put you on the shelf
we couldnt be what you was tryna be
my life a livin hell 
because you tried to see a side of me
that i hide behind a lock and key
girl i feel you haunting me, tauntin me
wantin me
but im wishin i could find relief
but im wishin i could feel release
bitch youre such a damn disease
bitch youre such a damn disease
i want you to feel my misery
i'll make you feel my misery

MI§ERY

by me

how could u just walk by 
like u don't see me?
cause i been waitin for u
whole time, lonely
n ur always on my mind
so i don't get peace
u put a lock upon my heart
then u threw away they keyy
x2

i'm not even free in my dreams
i see u in my sleep, i wake up, then i weep
somebody tell me what it means
i can't bear to see u leave, but i don't wanna cry no more

cause these teardrops keep fallin and fallin, oh
and don't ask me "what happened?" i know u know u know
u got me torn
this can't keep goin on
how did it go so wrong?
why am i still alone?
ur eyes could turn me to stone
i know i shoulda been known
but how was i supposed to know
that u would leave me in the storm?

unrequited

by me

i can't ever go back to that place
need my memories erased
it's all in your face
see it all in your face
all the horror, the disgrace
and i tried but i just can't fix these mistakes
and i tried but i just can't mix x with the haze
and i'm fly but i don't take flicks these days
cause im shy and i can't keep friends these days
i can't lie..sometimes i wanna-

end- these- days-

END THE§E DAY§

by me

lyrcs

<intro/
(fade awayyyy)
(i don't wanna feel this way, no more)

yuh

<chorus/
dont think you can fade away
after all this shit you did
the house is burnin down
all the walls are cavin in
i dont wanna feel this way, but
i just cant forget
how you just let me drown
i have to bring this to an end
cause this the coup de grace
i know you truly lost
sold me out, but at what cost?
see all the pain you caused
(see all the pain you caused)

<verse/
got my flow now
i remember it all, bad
couldnt hold it down,
i wanted it all back
i was alone, but
how could you know that?
you really wronged me,
but how could you know that?

dont gimme that bullshit
i can see right thru that smile
theres a reason for my doubts
i gave up all of my trusst
but enough is never enough
you signed your promise in blood
and you just cant get enough
so i just wasted all of my looove

<pre-chorus/
so just face it, just face it
you couldnt care less about me
its wasted, waste it all
so just face it, just face it
you couldnt care less about me
its wasted, waste it all

<chorus/
dont think you can fade away
after everything you did
the house is burnin down
all the walls are cavin in
i dont wanna feel this way, but
i just cant forget
how you just let me drown
i have to bring this to an end
cause this the COUP DE GRACE
i know you truly lost
sold me out, but at what cost?
see all the pain you caused
(see all the pain you caused)

<bridge/
all the torture and pain that you put me thru;
its all over
all that remains is revenge 2 resent,
lover
cant even explain all this shit that run thru my head
cant even explain all this shit that i dream in bed

cause im so gone, soo gone
feels just like my souls gone, souls goone
u took it and u ran off, ran off
ran off, ran off

<outro/
im jumpin off the balcony
theyll be waitin for me
when its all over
glass shards fallin down
shattered the dome, yuuh
innocent hearts, now frozen
its getting colder
dont say i didn't warn yaa
cause its the coup de grace
we cant lose anymore
this is the last straw
let the glass hit the flooor
tryna get across, 
goin straight to core
i dont care anymore,
i dont care anymore, nah

FADE AWAY (¢ðµþ Ðê grâ¢ê)

née 'itsallurfault'
IG - @hazecroft
be who u are

hazecroft

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