thoughtform collective - September 2021

thoughtform 🧠 🌻

exec: nitro
prod: 
* nitro (executive producer, instrumentation 1-5) (background vocals; 1) (co-writing; 3)
* caspy (vocals; 1)
* horosha (vocals; 2) (mixing; 2-3)
* novagarden (vocals; 3) 
* mkultra (vocals; 3)
* sparko (vocals; 3)
* tofu (vocals; 3-4) (co-prod; 3) 
* kxly06 (co-prod, instrumentation; 3) (mixing; 3 and 4)
* jay hollin (vocals; 5)
* ucif (vocals; 5)

daydreamers / goodbyes (w/ jay hollin & ucif)

midnite hour (w/ tofu)

demons (w/ sparko, mkultra & kxly06)

fragment (w/ horosha)

the bonfire (w/ caspy)

prod kirk


lyrics: 

hazenova:

im a sinna 
if u test me ima turn to a killa
she wanna fuck and u know ima let her
she wanna fuck and u know ima let her

yuh yuh yuh 30 rounds in my backpack
im pullin up to the scene wit a full mag
dont give a fuck if u see me wit no  mask

told me pull up and u know im gon clap
real bad bitch

fuk boi fuk boi 
neva had it rough boy
u talkin shit but youve run out of luck boi 

titty fuck titty fuck she gon let me titty fuck
yeehaw bitch ya i be sayin giddyup 

makeangelscry:

doing it better whenever i get up you know i be getting the cheddar
tell that bitch to go suck my dick or ill ghost her like a phantom
drive round in the phantom, ghost that bitch she throw a tantrum
imma eat that bitches pussy out like cervical cancer wait what?

hold up wait, im not fucking done bitch im toxic, im just a waste
fuck her in the rari and finish all on her face
its her fathers car but i dont give a shit ok?
you cant tell me twice that im a dick cuz bitch i carry weight
carry freight, fuck having too much baggage to fly ill blow up the plane
i dont need no fucking pilot ill make it my own damn way
solo, where'd my hoes go? they in the grave
bitch jeremy did he go? i heard he blew his brains

full mag w/makeangelscry (prod kirk)

goyard and heylee scam grandmas prod by crcl

What Love - Dead Internally x Weepings

Patience (Prod Splashgvng & irby)
Key Gb Major
Bpm 145

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by irby

Patience

yea baby it’s fine 
I’m faulty product of my fuck ups 
you know it’s time 
for me to go and take my life 
already dead inside 
I’m racing to the finish line 
baby yea, you know I just want you to be mine 

call me fuckin crazy
but baby you can just say 
That you fuckin hate me 
tell me that this pain cannot just phase me 
yeah you know yeah 
Bitch there’s no saving me 

a broken heart 
always pullin up in a fast car
It ain’t no push to start 
bitch im six speed shiftin goin hard 
Im on the boulevard 
takin shots on shots down at the bar 
bitch I fuckin love it when you tear my heart apart yuh 

I’m feelin blue 
I’m so into You 
baby just know that I do this for you 
every time that I write it’s for you 
we stickin like glue 
i swear that it’s true 
just listen babe 
i swear that I’m doin ok 
These drugs that I smoke are not laced 
why do you think that I’m goin insane? 
You’re just like a train that crashed in my brain 

sippin on my Tennessee whiskey feelin so heartless 
baby yeah just trust me when i tell you you don’t want this 

I’m a mess 
always stressed 
always spending all my checks  
just to flex
on my ex 
get her off my mind with sex 

I’m wasted 
baby choke me out and tell me that you hate this  
fall asleep every time time I get too faded 
bring me up every time I cannot face this 
you’re so fuckin precious

just give me a chance
just give me a chance
i'm fighting for everything
i know that i'll never win
but giving up is a sin

and you know that i'm trying every day
to make myself better baby, i'm not feelin okay

so tell me
so tell me why you stick around
why do you put up with my bullshit when i break down?
why don't you leave like everyone else that came around?
fuck this, i'm worthless just bury me into the ground. 

i say that i'm copacetic
maybe i just need a medic
maybe i just need to talk to you on the telephone
i barely made it home, i'm tired of being alone
baby take my hand and tell me that you will never go

faulty product (prod. afterlife x jolst)

diary 128 ft nevrwrld

I produced and recorded this song with my friend @flux-aspekt. 
He wrote all the lyrics for this song, sung the bridge, and did the artwork(its also his debut as a musical artist and I'm really really proud of him)

You can pre-save it on Spotify too :D https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/sugar-coated-heartbreak-feat-flux-aspekt

Lyrics:
 
All aboard the sleepy time express
It’s time to put that head safely to rest 
If you have nightmares
I’ll chase away your fears
I feel so trapped inside this bed
It’s not my fault my memories are dead

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
So tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

Walking down the street
Street lights on
You got me thinking 'bout you 
From dusk till dawn 
We used to walk hand in hand 
But now i’m empty handed
I'm thinking about you and the life we’d’ve landed

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
I'm tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

My heart is slowly sinking 
What the fuck was I thinking 
I just keep walking past strangers
drowning in my head 
Every day I just wish that I'll wake up dead 
Go straight through the front door, what life have I lead? 
Cause it's just me, and I'm tired 

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak
X2

Most times I feel outspoken 
You always leave me choking 
On words I left unspoken
And now I'm fuckin' broken

HeyLee x Flux Aspekt - Sugar Coated Heartbreak

Breaking Bones

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full mag w/makeangelscry (prod kirk)

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