my Alternative Rock for hard vibes

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lyrics: 
well I guess It’s just another day that I feel the same
sick of always feeling this way
well I hold my breath and I hope for the best (yeah I hope for the best)
think I might stay home
skip out on the function
i’m in my head I ain’t feeling a hundred
always feeling anxious think these pillies doing something to me
lying down in the backseat and I’m trying to sleep

tell me all your secrets (yeah)
tell me all your lies
tell me where you’ve been 
I just wanna feel alright

pull up and you’re tryna get with all my friends
and you’re acting like I’m dead and I just don’t care
and you’re telling all your girls that I’m just a trend
say it with your chest
yeah I fucked up again (yeah)

you used to call me when you couldn’t fall asleep and
I used to come around at night without a reason
and now you only ever see me on the weekend
and so I know you think I’m going off the deep end, depends
what you call too fast, too far
rather see stars than question marks
thank god it’s always after dark
when we go home in separate cars
cause I don’t really wanna know whose guest you are

pull up and you’re tryna get with all my friends
and you’re acting like I’m dead and I just don’t care
and you’re telling all your girls that I’m just a trend
say it with your chest
yeah I fucked up again (yeah)
pull up and you’re tryna get with all my friends
and you’re acting like I’m dead and I just don’t care
and you’re telling all your girls that I’m just a trend
say it with your chest
yeah I fucked up again (yeah)

and I don’t wanna know
all the little lies we never told
hiding all the secrets we’d never show
I’m over it excuses are getting old

say it with your chest
yeah I fucked up again (yeah)

F.U.A. ft. 8485

Prod by @Tnvr555
Mix/Master @Tnvr555

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Young Heartbreak
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Lyrics -
//// Anthony Sidoti
I think of every word you said to me 
Tearing every part of my anatomy 
Goes back to the winter of 09
That's the start to the end of my whole life

When I look back it just felt so wrong
(Felt so wrong)
Constant fights made this our theme song
(What went wrong)
If I learned one thing from you 
I’d probably lose more things than just you!

//// Chorus
Oh no, where do we go?
No love for the lost and broken 
Stop your message from coming through     (x2)
I’ve done enough now I'm over you!

//// TNVR
I’ve done enough, yeah I’m over you
I can walk away with my closure too
We don’t have to talk every word is a fight
I’ll be glad if we stop cause I’m never ever right 
(Yeah!)

One more time I fall apart
Vacant walls with a broken heart
But yesterday I wish I called you 
Now today I'm left wonderin

//// Chorus
Oh no, where do we go?
No love for the lost and broken 
Stop your message from coming through     (x2)
I’ve done enough now I'm over you!

//// Young Heartbreak
I’m not giving up and I’m not giving in 
don’t think I’ll let you win. 
Clear your photos from my phone 
finally found some peace on my own
Another missed call no problem 
caused some drama you can’t solve it 
Tell my friends I’m coming home
no need to be all alone 
I guess there’s love for the broken 
(I guess there’s love) 
I guess there’s love for the broken

Where do we go? w/ TNVR & Young Heartbreak (Prod. TNVR)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

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Lyrics
[Intro]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 

[Verse 1]
I never tell the truth
I really wonder why 
I wonder why I got you 
Falling for all of my lies

[Verse 2]
If you get to close
I’ll tell you what you’ll find
I’ll introduce ya to the
Demons inside my mind

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you ain't giving up
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you don’t give a fuck

[Chorus]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 
Cuz once you give and then I take
There ain’t no goin’ back
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake
I’ll tell you once, just walk away

[Post-Chorus]
Just walk away from me tonight, ayeah

[Verse 3]
When we look at the stars
You say that ours align
If you know everything, then why
Aren’t you reading the signs?

[Verse 3]
If you think we will last
Then you are you fucking blind
When I get bored of ya then I 
Will just leave you behind

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you ain't giving up
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you don’t give a fuck

[Chorus]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 
Cuz once you give and then I take
There ain’t no goin’ back
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake
I’ll tell you once, just walk away

[Post-Chorus]
Just walk away from me tonight, ayeah
Just walk away before I bite, yeah

Mistake

3rd track of the EP
Lyrics---

verse 1:
i wanna crash my car
where nobody will find me 
i wanna blow my brains out
and burn it on a CD
i need space i can’t be around anyone 
cause i’m fucked and my brain is always stressing me out
so imma drive until i can’t because i’m sick of being here anymore 

chorus 1:
tell me why
i saw u at his house that night 
when you said that you’re with your friend 
i rlly thought thought that you hated him
i still see his face in my pillow 
and when i see it i let it hurt
i still have ur art in my closet 
and if i see it i’ll wish it burned 

verse 2:
we were in love so much that 
we could’ve got race car style bunk beds 
i told you that i’m paranoid 
and i’m so scared 
of falling in love again 
we could collapse in the sunset 
at the place we met before we knew each other
just catching the stars shooting over heads,
and again i’m wishing that you’d tell me why

pre-chorus:
i saw u at his house that night ,
when you said that you’re with your friends
i rlly thought thought that you hated him

chorus 2:
tell me why
i saw u at his house that night 
when you said that you’re with your friends
i rlly thought that you hated him
i still see his face in my pillow 
and when i see it i let it hurt
i still have ur art in my closet 
and if i see it i’ll wish it burned

outro/verse 1:
i wanna crash my car
where nobody will find me 
i wanna blow my brains out
and burn it on a CD
i need space i can’t be around anyone 
cause i’m fucked and my brain is always stressing me out
so imma drive until i can’t because i’m sick of being here anymore

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tell me why (prod. grayskies)

By @carlby & @horoshamusic
Production & additional vocals by Horosha

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)
Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words
So sing along for me, baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering, an offering
Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words
So sing along for me, baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
And I will always
Remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always
Remember you now
Remember you now
So sleep alone tonight
With no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Let's sleep alone tonight)
How does he taste while he's on your lips? (With no one here just by your side)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Sleep alone tonight)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Let's sleep alone tonight)
How does he taste while he's on your lips? (With no one here just by your side)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Sleep alone tonight)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Let's sleep alone tonight)
How does he taste while he's on your lips? (With no one here just by your side)
How does he feel, how does he kiss? (Sleep alone tonight)
I can't forget you (How does he feel, how does he kiss?)
I know you want me to want you, I want to (With no one here just by your side)
I can't forget you (How does he feel, how does he kiss?)
So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby
I can't forget you (Let's sleep alone tonight)
I know you want me to want you, I want to (With no one here just by your side)
I can't forget you (Sleep alone tonight)
So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to

Carlby - Three Cheers For Five Years by Mayday Parade

i regret making this

lyrics:
hey girl did you
know i like you
saw you online
yeah x4

hey girl whats up
youre my new crush
and im just jealous 
when you blush

at him not me 
see you staring
im just fucked up
yeah x4

so fuck u
always in a bad mood

dyed hair black nails 
wont fix ur attitude 

but u got issues 
anger that misuse

talkin lotta shit 
acting like somebody likes u

but your wasting all my time
with all your stupid lies 
i can see it in your eyes
you hate yourself and want to die

scene crush

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / GUMI https://twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
illust / https://soundcloud.com/ponkansoup: https://twitter.com/citrus_soup?s=20
MV /  https://youtu.be/z41Twyf7atQ
Inst /  https://piapro.jp/t/PjYS

[lyrics] 
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So please appeal

BEDEVIL

Lyrics:
im sorry i fell asleep, im drowning im six feet deep
you had my heart to keep yeah, but now you forgot and i bleed

im only as good as my rhymes
i said it a thousand times
if you really wanna be mine
gotta love all of my wild sides

im too depressed and im drinking on that codeine
youre not impressed not until i fucking OD
im on your bed yeah but you dont even know me
you climb on top but at least you coulda told me

ruin all my life like
wasting all this time like
you were never mine like
so i hit the fuckin pipe like

i just got too tired
i used to be the one admired
im only on that tango and cash, cause i been lookin for a way out and i be fuckin trash

im sorry i fell asleep
i swear its not what it seems
i wanted to see you in my dreams
i wanted to see you in my dreams

but now youre gone forever

i shouldve been there to keep you safe
i shouldve brought you to my place
i shouldve called you on my break
but i just thought youd be okay

Sorry I Fell Asleep

sorry i fell asleep

cover by @seejayxo

spit in my mouth
and just say what you mean 
i dont care
diss me in my house
and just leave its too much
to bare
ill b on my couch
too drunk our dreams
are my nightmares
dont mind my slouch
i just think ion have many
fucks to care

so baby when you kiss me goodbye
i really hopes thats the last time
do you remember our last goodnight
when u said i hope ur bed bugs bite
did i ever make you fly
when u said that im ur dream guy
so baby when u kiss me goodnight
i really hope thats the last time

fuck you, u never knew me
how you thought you did
u were livin in ur own dreams
like Wendy wished she did
between u and me
Neverland does exist
cuz i aint no Peter Pan
Im a lost boy 
but i aint ur man

let my boot take ur ass to the curb
ill haunt ur dreams till my death breaks ur curse
nobody wanna they ass for me
but u always trynna move that mouth for free
ur ways got me hooked like feigns
im an addict to ur touch the way its sprinkled on me
i act like i cant hear or see
the way ur actions are used to deceive
u luv to cut
so i love to meet u in my dreams
fuck i might as well sleep

spit in my mouth
and just say what you mean 
i dont care
diss me in my house
and just leave its too much
to bare
ill b on my couch
too drunk our dreams
are my nightmares
dont mind my slouch
i just think ion have many
fucks to care

fuck you, u never knew me
how you thought you did
u were livin in ur own dreams
like Wendy wished she did
between u and me
Neverland does exist
cuz i aint no Peter Pan
Im a lost boy 
but i aint ur man

so baby when you kiss me goodbye
i really hopes thats the last time
do you remember our last goodnight
when u said i hope ur bed bugs bite
did i ever make you fly
when u said that im ur dream guy
so baby when u kiss me goodnight
i really hope thats the last time

STREAM

neverland (prod. Bartes)

part 1 brighteyes

as the cold air breathes through my skin, i look back at you again, your brighteyes they stare at me, but its only a memory, and your smile is a sight for - sore eyes and much more, i guess you're everything, but you're only a memory

and i, would like to suggest, a night
where nothings so stressed, and as you hold my hand, i hold you back as tight as i can, as i can

tell me what you found inside your mind, you can hold me as you cry, you can hold me as you cry, oh you say it is worthless to keep on going on, i think we deserve this, for all that we have done

dont wanna waste your time, dont wanna waste your life, sick of being wishy washy, tell me what you're really wanting, from me, i know that you was here, you tell me im not here, but i was always here, for you...

/////////

part 2 i'll set you free

tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
babe what you want from me
i know, one day i'll set us free

tell me what you want

brighteyes

@shuvlife on the acoustic

don’t ask me what’s wrong, ye,
don’t ask me what’s wrong,
don’t ask me why i make all these sad songs, ye,

don’t ask me what’s wrong, ye,
don’t ask me what’s wrong,
you don’t want to know why i’m so withdrawn,

when i needed you the most, you were gone, ye,
now i’m just hoping that, we can get along, now,
but you keep acting like, i don’t belong, here,
so i keep writing like, i’m tom delonge, ye,

all these sad songs, ye,
all these sad songs,
i miss you, i miss you,
but i’m glad that you’re gone, ye,

all these sad songs, ye,
all these sad songs,
i’m writing till dawn,
cause of all the shit i’m on,

ye trying to stay strong,
trying to move on,
why my life got to feel exactly like adam’s song? ye,

i’m just too depressed to go on, ye,
you’ll be sorry when i’m gone, ye,

don't ask me what's wrong

Moonshakin' was back with two hours of post-punk, country and psych selections. In the bag - tracks from Jim Sullivan, Stiff Little Fingers and Cleaners From Venus. Distorted basslines, hazy vocals and one-mic drum sounds throughout.

Moonshakin' - June 2021

i want to change everything but i cant rewind
produced by irby

scripture/
theres so many damn problems that i cant solve
wide awake in my bed i cant sleep at all
wanna turn it back on going through withdrawals
so much pain in my head wanna end it all

think you hate me, im gone, i will not whine
me and you both know im not on that line
try to fix my mistakes but i cant rewind
i've been thinking bout you like all the time

and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night
sad to say you were all bark and no bite
i wish that it was me, was gonna put up a fight

make myself a better house and a home
when they hate me feel like i am alone
wanna die just need a shot in the dome
your words cut so deep it goes straight to the bone

and i know myself better than anyone
so stop telling me these things that are not any fun
we're on the same damn side of this shit
dont care if you think that its childish stop throwing a fit
yeah

try to best me i dare u to test me
i hate your fucking guts but i wish you the best things
im always on the move dont think im ever resting
i got too many issues every one of them pressing

and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night
sad to say you were all bark and no bite
i wish that it was me, was gonna put up a fight

make myself a better house and a home
when they hate me feel like i am alone
wanna die just need a shot in the dome
your words cut so deep it goes straight to the bone

and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night
and i found myself in the light
i went back around the house in the night

sad to say
sad to say
sad to say

rewind prod irby

sorry for not uploading </3

i dont see
how i was the fastest seed in the race
cuz now im so slow
and i cant outrun the pain

and all those fucking years
of being told that i was gifted
they've made me so indifferent
to any task that comes near

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a dick

all my bad qualities
anxieties, insecurities
culiminate into a really shitty tasting soup

and all those fucking years
that i wasted online
of all the possible universes
i know im living in the worst timeline

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a piece of shit


im living in the worst timeline

The Worst Timeline

its kinda fucking messed up
that im forced
into getting a job
and then to work

for the rest of my life
and then i retire
when ive already been used up

i dont want to fucking work
i just want to stay in my own bedroom

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

i really dont want to
stay in school
cuz i cant concentrate on who 
is even teaching the bullshit they're feeding me
to make me a tool

and i'd rather not be a robot
typing stuff onto a little box
coz thats exactly what i already am
and im fucking dumb to make that my career plan

i dont want to fucking work
but i want some fucking cash in my hand

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

WORKSHY

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

lyrics: suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs
angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
i want her i need her
but i’m too scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

my cold heart reaches out for you
i’m so sick i’m turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing my blood to know i’m real
i hope you know how you make me feel

always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs

lmfao im sorry

vocals, master, mix ~ xoswitch
produced ~ living puff
lyrics:
https://genius.com/xoswitch-running-backwords-lyrics

xoswitch

running backwards (living puff)

‘I Might Have’ is the second single from A Place to Bury Strangers forthcoming EP, Hologram which will be released on their newly formed label, Dedstrange on July 16.  “I Might Have” is a fuzz-soaked sonic disaster in the best possible way. Past reflections collide with the brutality of a disintegrating world, stories of personal trauma, acceptance, and human failings emerge from the rubble of noise and destitute motorik rhythms. This is A Place To Bury Strangers at its most honest and unfiltered.   Hologram serves as an abstract mirror to the moment we live in and “I Might Have” smashes that mirror into a thousand pieces.

my Alternative Rock for hard vibes

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