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i wrote this song many years ago about an ex boyfriend lol

lyrics 

You say 
You’re going to die young
And you say 
You’ve already screwed your life up 

And you’re 16
And this is what you think about 
And you won’t make it to 60 
That’s genuinely what you’re thinking now

And you might be right 

But don’t say 
You’ve accepted your fate
When it’s not set in stone 
And I will
Learn from your mistakes 
But I can’t do it on my own  

And you miss me 
And I don’t want to live without 
You here with me 
I don’t even want to think about 
You not being around 
Anymore 

Maybe 
We’ll both make it out
Alive 

And maybe 
Things will actually 
Start to go right 

I won’t leave you 
I won’t ever go 
     X4

you say

- sorry for the wait i hope you enjoy this little song. <3
- more music on the way. <3 
- happy valentines day to the lovers. <3

she is my dream

Very excited to announce that my new EP, "Little Death", is finally available worldwide. Thank you for your constant love and support. https://song.link/littledeath

Art by Jaana Lönnroos.

Helsinki's so boring without you, 
I miss when you were here
All that I can think about is things we never did
I wonder if you still think about me,
cause I think of you a lot,
and all that I can think about is if you'll come around
I'm serious I'm really sorry,
I don't mean to make you worry,
from now on I'll leave a message if I'm going somewhere
I'm hoping that we can talk more in the future, also right now, all I wanna do is live my life together with you and have a dog
I wanna have a dog

Helsinki's So Boring Without You

ｂｉｋｉｎｉ ｂｏｔｔｏｍ

// we won't ever feel the same

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/hash_ir

the pain - single

the pain

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oxp6O9SsKbo

Please go support the homie https://soundcloud.com/mvnitou 
He's such an incredible and underrated producer and he deserves all the love we can give him <3

Same goes for https://soundcloud.com/erameld who put together the mix and master on this for me 

|| lyrics ||

leave me buried 
by your lovely bones
they don't scare me
oh your lovely bones

leave me buried
all the creatures came to pray
put me in the earth
let the soil have its way
they don't scare . . . . .
(from the angel's strings)
why does time take all things?

it's long enough
oh this life, it's long enough

leave me buried 
by your lovely bones
they don't scare me
oh your lovely bones

these sirens are beautiful 
and vibrant as usual
this hybrid of indigo 
and silence is ever cold
cold

Singles

Stream

Lovely Bones || Prod. мvnιтoυ (Music Video In Description)

We all have to move on to other things. Take what you've learned.. And live..

Big thanks to D-Real. Go check him out here: https://soundcloud.com/4theconcept

Another huge thanks to M.E. for the fire beat:
https://soundcloud.com/user-949132137

I don't own the artwork

Lyrics

(Intro)
I been coming up but I'm not in a rush
Kinda wanna leave but I'm afraid to to jump
Missing all my family it might kill me
Imma feel the most
Dropping all the sadness cause I know
That I got all bros

Mom I'll visit anytime
It's time to say goodbye
She said
"Call me when you're there
let me know if you're fine"
"You know I'll always be here
Come on back if you're tired.
Said I'm searching for adventure
And I hope that it's wild.

(Hook)
I'll miss my home town
I'll miss my home town
But I guess I'm home bound
Guess I'm home bound

(Kuzu Mellow)
I just told my pops that I'm leaving town
Told me that he's proud, that I'm moving out
And that everybody hits the road
When they wanna go
Just be careful where you rest your bones
People will throw stones and they'll
Throw em at you first before they
Hit you with some words
Take that shit to heart
And it'll keep you from the dirt

Where my sister at?
She was gone for too long
I'm glad she's coming back 
She said "You're going so far,
didn't get to hit the bar before
Your 21
But if you ever need to talk
You can just call"

And I keep hoping that my family gon be fine
Think about it when I lay in bed at night
So much anxiety growing up inside
Lemme chill call my mom know it's alright 

(Hook)
I'll miss my home town
I'll miss my home town
But I guess I'm home bound
Guess I'm home bound

(D-Real)
Hello to the missy in the hello kitty fashion
your outfit surely purring did i lure you into scratching
love should come with interest
cause you know that bitch be taxing

But clearly we're magnetic since we're seamlessly attracting
Hey you wrote a book oh whats your handle
You say it's written Lois well im Super your Husbando
laughing but i notice you keep looking at my sandals
Pops use to wear em I remind her of her fam bro
(Home Town)
Said her mama taught her loyalty

Her daddy told her always keep her spirit where the soil be
down to earth I'll grow from every seed that please or toils me
gifts can lead to grievance so beware the ones who spoil me
Treasure from my siblings were simple times we out
pencil popping paper plane rubber band slingshots
Wow
I see nostalgia is the theme
we move on to better things
but some times it never gleams
like ya

She reminiscing her city and how she lived in Orlando
She said the beach is so pretty you gotta play in the sand yo
And the music is litty I got her singing sopranos
from her (Home town)

Home Town (Feat. D-Real [愛])(Prod. by M.E.)

feat. @collidingwithmars
prod. @luvbirdbeats
mix. @ibr
art. @headhaunter

Lyrics:
Fugue


In a fluid shape,
I’m lost throughout the day
In a sea of brand new faces that
all somehow look the same

In my fugue state, 
I tried to run away
and stumbled through some movie sets that
all somehow looked the same


In a fugue state, I practice falling down on my face,
and see how quickly I can clog the fucking drain in the sink
my things are where I left them but my life’s out of place
even ever watchful eyes get irritated and blink

the many scars upon my skin all must’ve joined me in my daze
just another misremembered secret stewing in my soup
I just wolf it down and fake my way up out of the maze
‘cause I can’t recall a thing beyond this looping interlude


I’m watching my life pass me by
every single doorway feels the same
I’m watching my life pass me by
one day at a time


yeah, I get stirred awake, in the witches brew
the lyric’s will fade, then I’ll whistle tunes
I get consumed and freeze in thought
then feel it thaw while my fingers prune

I dive in the Lethe, forget how to swim and then sink in the cold
drink to remember the things that have played on my ceiling, all written in intricate prose

I just couldn’t retrace my steps freehand, past self anonymous
and I can never recall the digits on my phone to call it quits
hippocampus on the fritz, all the answers pop and fizz
and the fridge I checked again, still lacks my common sense

Fugue w/ Colliding With Mars (prod. luvbird)

alchemist Alfredo. 

follow me on instagram. @imbenbeal

Fugue w/ Colliding With Mars (prod. luvbird)

Headhaunter

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