If you could see inside my mind what is it you'd hope to find?...

And Joseph said Daad, 
I’ve got your sanity right here in my pencil case

There’s more to the eye             
Than meets the brain

I’ve said it before 
I’ll say it again

She was walking the streets
In the cool autumn air
The thoughts in her brain
Seemed to shine in her hair

Just like an add 
on YouTube TV

The spark in her eye                     
Sayin don’t skip me

You could buy it
Or Lease it
With low APR 
And Nothing to finance                 
               Not even a caaarr
                                             
 oh          ohhhhh   oh  
 ah bah bah         ahhhhh

   And No! this was real 
   her thoughts just flowed out 
   Like Miranda or Shakespeare
   On-a-wing-and-a poout
   
   I stood there and gaped
   My mouth hanging down
   The drool and the sweat
   
   A dumb founded clown

   How could her thoughts
   Be visible to me?
   Each clear & distinct
                               
   Like one, two, threeeeeee

 ahhhh hahhhh ha
 bahhh bah ba 

All these words Of hand written lice
They crawl up the walls 
And hit you just twice

The meaning    
The sounds

Are not what they seem
The concepts the pronouns

I whip them like cream

If I could see hers Could she see mine?
How would this play?
                            
What’s my next liine?

HOh ohhhhh hohhhhh 
ahh bah bahhhhhhhh

ahhhhh ahhh ahhhhhhhhhhhh

If she     
could read my mind

What
do you think she’d find?

Blue Skies 
or Acid Rain?
Smoke      
from a passing train?

Compassion 
in purple hue?                                              
A house         
with an ocean view?

oh huh hoohhhh
ah bahhhh bah
oh ohhhh hooohhh
        
A chair with a chicken leg?
                                                            
A thong         
or a hard boiled egg?

If you 
could see inside my mind
      
What is it     
you’d hope to find?
      
A faster      
than lightspeed car?
                                  
Cold fusion
inside a jar?

World peace 
and butterfly stew?                                           
Nice flowers and Jesus too?
Soft Linens and Battle cries?                                        
Greasy hair 
and curly fries?
Brass door knob, 
a poor beached whale?

hard copies 
of last year’s mail?

ohh ...

There’s more to the eye 
Than meets the brain

I’ve said it before 
I’ll say it again

Fizzledizzle 
Didgeridoo!

In Mind

You can stream this song on the platform you choose here: https://smarturl.it/naomms

Mera Khai - not afraid of my mental state (chapter 4: breaking free)

drums, guitar, vocals, by me
hope you will enjoy yourself

Experimenting 2/unfinished demo

Meet me by the waterfall. (Mayan dream)

tenebre

Another guitar interlude from the stream of my consciousness : )
It is downloadable if anyone wants to add anything

Epi Centric (Acoustic Guitar Instrumental)

Thommo's inspiration that began as "Dream Catching", then "Dancing on the Veranda", is now "Waiting" with the addition of Bix singing the love-lyrics of his wife Darcy; and just in time for Valentine's Day.  What a sweet box of chocolates this collaboration has turned out to be with Thommo, Debra, and the Bixlers.  Have a listen and savor the flavor:)
Check out these fine artist's profiles;
@thommo_tunes
@debra_buesking
and Bix @user-432405235-236877019
Thanks to Dreamstime for the great track photo.

Waiting (Thommo=synth, Bix=vocal, Darcy Bixler=lyrics, Debra Buesking=piano, David Dunham=guitars)

You can stream it in your favorite platform here: https://smarturl.com/slowedreverbnaomms

If you prefer the original paced version, stream here in your fav platform: https://smarturl.com/naomms 

♥ ^^!!!!!!!

Mera Khai - not afraid of my mental state (slowed + reverb)

okay I fleshed it out and worked on the vocal...
NOTE: I finally took those annoying breaths out of the vocal track!

This one’s gonna hurt, it’s gonna make me wanna cry
And turn things upside down, and still I’ll wonder why
You made me feel alive, but now I want to die
You took away my wings when you taught me how to fly

This one’s gonna hurt, more than anything I’ve known
It makes me question everything, what is right and what is wrong
What it means to be redeemed, to come off of that ledge
And you see the one you love still dancing on the edge

In this dirty dusty room, it’s like an empty tomb
There’s an echo in the hall, but no one there to hear me call
But know I tried to make it right
I tried to save us from the fall

I don’t know what to do, I can’t believe it’s true
I was lost inside a dream, but I know now what it means
To wake up in the cold, when everything went wrong
And the life we knew is gone

This one’s gonna hurt, and it’s more than I can stand
When I can’t hold you close, with these two empty hands
I was searching for a sign, to know how you would feel
I wish I could change your mind
But I know you never will…

This Ones Gonna Hurt (Complete Mix)

Single: Desafortunadamente. 
Genre: Jazz/Noise/Punk. 

Bandcamp; https://mathematicianrecords.bandcamp.com/album/desafortunadamente
YouTube; https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLWX76gRjsgEwiizPAQtyUkeO8Rtz3VEb_
Spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/5DvlUfEKlKyVPMEmFKsuIz?si=FoJp2N3XQgOYFtLqHXuX9g

Cover art by Stewart Emery.
Recorded and Mastered at Mathematician Records studio A.

01 Desafortunadamente

Released February 23rd, 2022.

Desafortunadamente was produced by and Juliet is the Sun.
© Mathematician Records 2022. All rights reserved.

Desafortunadamente | Single (2022)

[Verse 1]
Black holes emit tones 50 staffs below c
Floating through space would you think about me?
With your brain squeezed to mush by the force pressing down
I'd still drive by your house, I'd still move to your town

[Chorus]
Cause you slay me, you fool
Obey me, you fool
I'll submit to your rule
And I'll drown in your pool

[Verse 2]
There's a place far away where a cave sits alone
On the roof is a bat, on the floor is a stone
On the wall is a drawing, I once made of you
Where your hair is on fire and your eyes on fire too

[Chorus]
You slay me, you fool
Obey me, you fool
Enroll in my school
Please tell me that I'm cool

[Verse 3]
In my top dresser drawer is a tiny wooden box
All its hinges are gone and there's rust in the locks
If you opened it up, darling here's what you'd find
All our thoughts, dreams, and truths tangled up and entwined

[Bridge]
I'm not bitter at all
I'm not lonely you see
All I want is your love
All I give is this plea

[Final Chorus]
You slay me, you fool
Obey me, you fool
Enroll in my school
Please tell me that I'm cool
Cause you slay me, you fool
Obey me, you fool
All I want is your love
All I want is your love


You Slay Me (feat Nostalgia Boy)

fridur110490@gmail.com Head of hydrus is a one man band and all the songs are recorded through mbox by me at my home,
and my intention is to record them in studio later. https://www.facebook.com/HeadofHydrusband/

Experimenting 2/unfinished demo

Head of Hydrus