realize

staying in my bed all day
dont wanna do anything
schools been on my ass
its just too rough

ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do

i do this way too much
cant get anything done
im such a lazy fuck
i should give up

ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do
ive got too much to do

too much to do

they fight so valiantly 
but still just wanna die
cant grip reality
without some other vice

eyes stitched shut so i cant see 
my whole life come and go
live my life in a daydream
 and try to flll the holes

alright
i wanna be you
tonight
i wanna kill you

your life
i wanna live it
tonight
i wanna give it to you

as a soldier should (demo)

GET LOW

sawa nakamura is cute and freaky but saeki is a banger too cus shes an obsessive bitch that cant get over mc. 

lyrics:

well i dont care
if you cry online uhuh
(even) if youre missing him
uhuh
what you post on the internet
uhuh

well i dont care
if you cry to me uhuh
if u flirt with boys a lot uhuh
chasing lot of clout online uhuh

cuz i wanna fucking die
on my birthday at july
wish i got balls to try
aaaaaaaaa

i wanna see u cry
i wanna jump and die
i wanna drink and drive
i wanna crash and die
i  wish you know it why (3x)
i wanna feel alive (4x)
i wanna be alive

well i dont care
if im not cool enough for ya
i just wanna wanna wanna talk to ya
i just wanna wanna spend time wit ya

well i dont care 
if youre gonna kill yourself uhuh
even if youre diagnosed uhuh
lotta shit youre going thru uhuh

cuz i wanna fucking die
on my birthday at july
wish i got the balls to try
aaaaaaaaa

(well) i dont care
bout the things you like uhuh
yknow i only like stalking ya
i just wanna tryna vc wit ya

well i dont care
if youre gaslighting me aha
cuz i know youre such a fucking bitch aha
cuz i know im such a fucking bitch aha

well i dont care
no i dont care
well i
no i
no
no
no




e-simping

de_cache (cover)

Run away

what did you expect

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

i miss my friends
i hate this place
i just wanna go home and skate
I didn't know that things could get this bad
I always try but it's no use
and now i feel like such a douche
i don't think that this will go anywhere

why can't these people 
understand
i'm better off where i began
i guess it's all just what's inside my head
i know it's bad
i can't relate
i just don't care about my grades
i didn't know what this was anyways

xtreme sports

Jeremiah 29:11

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

Run away

Healer