Song titles
1. let go (nightingale) - production, vocals, mix/master: heal xo. drums from Orenji Soul (https://soundcloud.com/user-480504814-168303948)

2. i hate mondays (no, u just hate capitalism and the never-ending, skull-crushing, mind-numbing weight of a govt that wants us dead AND acts like it at every available opportunity, as well as an ongoing pandemic that next to no one is protecting each other from so we are coerced into constant reinfections with a virus that increases the risk of heart attack, stroke, and death following an infection of any severity [cite your sources bestie], AS WELL AS the colonialistic, genocidal nonsense the global north enacts upon the global south every waking hour of every day and you're just now finally realizing the cognitive dissonance of it all) - produced by Kyle Young (https://soundcloud.com/kyleyoungmusic) and heal xo. songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

3. overgrown (don't hold me down) - vocals, production, songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

4. limited (forgive me) - vocals, production, songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

5. daydreaming (strings) - produced by ap (https://soundcloud.com/apmelodies). vocals, songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

6. fear (shelter it) - produced by stevedoesmusic (https://soundcloud.com/stevedoesmusic). vocals, songwriting by heal xo. mix/master by NoGuru (https://soundcloud.com/no-guru)

7. fallinlove - produced by flywilliums (https://soundcloud.com/martimcfliwilliums). mix/master by NoGuru (https://soundcloud.com/no-guru). songwriting, vocals by heal xo

8. few things - sample from Datsunn (https://soundcloud.com/datsunn). drums from Orenji Soul (https://soundcloud.com/user-480504814-168303948). mix/master by NoGuru (https://soundcloud.com/no-guru). production, vocals, songwriting by heal xo

9. venus - sample from Keeth (https://soundcloud.com/kphazer). Production, vocals, songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

10. nuit (poissons lune) - vocals, songwriting, production by heal xo. mix/master by NoGuru (https://soundcloud.com/no-guru)

11. leave - production by ProducerChive (https://soundcloud.com/fnmb) and heal xo. vocals, mix/master by heal xo.

12. losing u (Orpheus ± Eurydice) - vocals, production, songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

13. (feeling) like hell - produced by milye (https://soundcloud.com/maxmilye). vocals, songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

14. parasite - produced by bao (https://soundcloud.com/longlivebao) and heal xo. vocals, songwriting by heal xo. mix/master by cymk (https://www.instagram.com/_cymk/)

15. compost - produced by neighbor (https://soundcloud.com/prodbyneighbor). songwriting, vocals by heal xo. mix by Chaotic Golem. master by NoGuru (https://soundcloud.com/no-guru)

dis/ambiguate - FULL ALBUM

ii. pt.2

cover: pablo picasso - harlequin(1923)

Bandcamp

TROUBLE IN PARADISE / STEPPING STONE

last song of 2022
thank you all for the support over my first year releasing!!

basil

About A year Late

seventy nine

14. parasite - produced by bao (https://soundcloud.com/longlivebao) and heal xo. vocals, songwriting by heal xo. mix/master by cymk (https://www.instagram.com/_cymk/)

LYRICS:
Done with your shit
Do you believe in strangers? (will you?)

Hoo ey
Every single day, clear to see
They strike you down
Open my eyes, my head across your shoulder
Hold on tight (before I fly away, before I fly away, before I fly away)

Ooh weird, 
Just last night
About half past ten
You were shining so brightly
I find it unlikely
That you had some ill-intent
Oh well

Oh paint a tableau
Phantom Caravaggio
Soot fills my thorax
Not a saint just human
Blood in my throat or 
Is that just the hangover?
I don't know, though 
I hope you choke

Taking blood from the parasitic beast
It's what you are
Consider my, my head across your shoulder
Will it grant my humanity?
My humanity, my humanity… (ah ah)

parasite

5. daydreaming (strings) - produced by ap (https://soundcloud.com/apmelodies). vocals, songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

LYRICS:
Ah (ah)
Ah (ah)

daydreaming (strings)

4. limited (forgive me) - vocals, production, songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

I’m limited sometimes
When I’m standing on sunshine

I’m limited sometimes
Like I’m just a mere butter knife-i-i-i (limited sometimes)
Limited sometimes (limited sometimes)
With the weaponry of heaventide
Limited sometimes (limited)

I’m limited sometimes
Forgive me for wanting to die-uh-i-uh-i (ah-ee)
(Limited sometimes) limited sometimes 
(I’m limited sometimes)
I’m limited sometimes
(I’m limited sometimes)
I’m limited

#AokiChallenge

limited (forgive me)

3. overgrown (don't hold me down) - vocals, production, songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

LYRICS:
Don’t hold me down
I can’t take it
I feel so nauseous
I’m overgrown

Don’t hold me down
I can’t take it
I feel so nauseous
I’m overgrown

Forsake me now
Don’t hold me down
Let my leaves be but a whisper in the wind

Don’t hold me down
I can’t take it
I feel so nauseous
But I’m alright

overgrown (don't hold me down)

2. i hate mondays (no, u just hate capitalism and the never-ending, skull-crushing, mind-numbing weight of a govt that wants us dead AND acts like it at every available opportunity, as well as an ongoing pandemic that next to no one is protecting each other from so we are coerced into constant reinfections with a virus that increases the risk of heart attack, stroke, and death following an infection of any severity [cite your sources bestie], AS WELL AS the colonialistic, genocidal nonsense the global north enacts upon the global south every waking hour of every day and you're just now finally realizing the cognitive dissonance of it all) - produced by Kyle Young (https://soundcloud.com/kyleyoungmusic) and heal xo. songwriting, mix/master by heal xo

LYRICS:
Hey yeah
Hey yeah
Hey yeah
Eeeeeeyeah

Put community care up-front, pettiness aside (dance if you wanna overthrow the government)
Acknowledge in this colony trauma’s a fact of life (dance if you wanna overthrow the government)
Yet we still must be each responsible (dance if you wanna overthrow)
To keep each other safe (the government)
until the motherfucking highest tide (yeahhh)
Free Congo, Sudan, Palestine until forever!
And wear your mask!
So we can make it together
And though our time on Earth must be brief, the
People are bound to get free, yeah!

We get told to (surveil)
Open yourself up 
We get told to (bleed)
Open your time up 
I wonder why some corporate entities
Rather us bleed
Than lose a single piece of green
Open yourself up to new experiences (and I don’t mean viruses)
Learn more to grow and bloom 
There’s no quick fix

Ey yeah

yeah , I’ve been wearing my respirator everywhere
Disabled people have a right
To exist in public
Don’t you think?

Um, free free Palestine
From the River to the Sea
And then, the US government?
Can suck my di-

i hate mondays (no, u just hate capitalism and the never-ending, [...])

1. let go (nightingale) - production, vocals, mix/master: heal xo. drums from Orenji Soul (https://soundcloud.com/user-480504814-168303948). 
Includes an interpolation of Bruno Coulais' song "In Memoriam" from the movie "Les Choristes"

LYRICS:
Let go
Let go
Let go
Let go

Let go (mm)
Let go (mm)
Let go (mm)
Let go (mm)
Let go (let me fly baby)
Let go (let me fly, let me fly)
Let go (let me fly baby)
Let go (let me fly, let me fly)
Let go (let me fly baby)
Let go (let me fly, let me fly)

Nightingale
Believe
Believe
Believe

Ay
Believe
Believe
Eee

Ay ee yeah 
Le ee
Ngah
Ah
Uh-la
Uh-la
Ah
Eh ee

Non possum in solitudine
Non possum in solitudine
Non possum in solitudine
Non possum in solitudine
Kyrie (Non possum in solitudine, non possum in solitudine)
Ky- (Non possum in solitudine)
Eleison (Non possum in solitudine)
Kyrie (Non possum in solitudine, non possum in solitudine)
Ky- (Non possum in solitudine)
Eleison (Non possum in solitudine)
Eleison 
Hey hey
Kyrie (Non possum in solitudine, non possum in solitudine) [hey yeah]
Ky- (Non possum in solitudine) 
Eleison (Non possum in solitudine) [hey wah]

let go (nightingale)

Game W /noyse

Spaceout

OS - FOCUS

Logan Square

TRK10 - 92 bpm Abm

Out on all platforms now!!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/73DH6k4Uxf71JT4oSKGT98?si=S-frOEi1Q3qm7vXMV1MCFQ



shoutout @kphazer !!
shoutout to @chokokid for the cover art!!!
love y'all man 
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parasite

HEAL XO

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