shoutout @1dec for midi
lyrics: 
it all feels the same, i been so fucked in my head i feel like im going insane
i wanna blow my brain, i dont feel safe. you threw it away when you lied to my face
like all thats been said and done, i cant look you in the face. was i that easy to replace? all that shit was fake. like i just wanna run away like this shit is a race, like bitch can’t even fall back im still in the same place
love me, dont leave. ive fallen i cant breathe, im leaving, out of reach, yea you fucked me up but youre not sorry
cut myself, harm me, no im not sorry. cuts on my body, looking like a zombie. this no pity party, im still alive but hardly. you say that you love me but youre saying fuck me????
it all feels the same, i been so fucked in my head i feel like im going insane
i wanna blow my brain, i dont feel safe. you threw it away when you lied to my face
like all thats been said and done, i cant look you in the face. was i that easy to replace? all that shit was fake. like i just wanna run away like this shit is a race

cant look u in the face (prod me) #silenthill

rei