you dont like to dish what you cant take cuz it comes around

@endrisdeath

prod @lynyou

honest w/ endri

2003 soon https://www.instagram.com/p/DOWxRY3jxxg/?igsh=NXg5bXg5cDNoZ3Zy
produced by me

red and black [me]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dq3UUQPOmY4
stream: ffm.to/outs

Why am I still holding on
I know your heart’s been gone
They say we should cut it off
I say let’s prove 'em wrong
But I’m so sick of it all
The words that give me withdrawals
Stuck at the root of it all

I know you’re not good for me
It hurts like second degree
It’s getting hard to believe
You’re lying right through your teeth
I know I just let it be
But I don’t want you to leave
Maybe I want you to see
(Maybe I want you to see)

It’s getting cold, do you feel it too
Ask me what it feels like
Don’t know what's got into you
Letting go, look for something new
We did everything right
Now I’m on the outside

(Show you what it feels like)
(Show you what it feels like)

You feeling under the weather
Tomorrow we could be better
You wanna stay up inside
In your closet, my sweater
We haven’t talked since November 
But then I saw you that night

It’s getting cold, do you feel it too
Ask me what it feels like
Don’t know whats got into you
Letting go, look for something new
We did everything right
Now I’m on the outside

On the outside
I’ll be just fine

(Show you what it feels like)

stream

The Outside

FknUp ft. Xel (Prod Frostd & Casketz)

Feel it gritting on my teeth
And cryings for the weak
I was in Turkey months ago
Everything was really cheap
Bought a watch for you out there
And it broke
You said the thought was really sweet
I’ve been pleading on my knees
I just wish you wouldn't leave
I hate that every song is sad
I wish that I could lighten up
I'm finding comfort in the fact
One self is more than enough

oneself demo

prod. zshan

i met you in the club, said you wanted a shot
i brought you out to the stores cuz you wanted to shop
she took a couple more cuz she wanna get high
she love drugs so much i don't bat no eye
if the cops roll up i aint got no eyes
smoke so much you can see it in my face
she don't wanna go back home to her guy
she just wanna stay with the crew, wanna party out late

we could stay with the crew, we could party, LA
love your red dress baby let me take it off your waist
i been spending money like i'm never ever running out of money
like i never need to take a trip to chase
i been at a party, at a party with ya honey and she said she wanna take a trip to fuck up at her place
said she on the molly, all over my body
i don't even know where to look or what ima say
told her take your top off
take it from the top now
take more drugs till you feel your heart clock out
i don't wanna die on a day i gotta clock out
chilling in miami was supposed to be my whole job
thought that was your girlfriend? that was just my blowjob
pills with no prescriptions i been begging through the phoneline
sex money drugs, sex money drugs, game plan
had to hit her raw, had to switch her to the b plan

(and i dont wanna die on a day i gotta clock out
cuz i thought being with you baby was supposed to be my whole job)
thought that was your girlfriend that was just a backup plan
she said she love the diamonds on my hands now
sent the hoe a lil song, made the hoe a fan now
made ya hoe fan out, hit your hoe damn

ima be this way till the mirror old man
she got long blonde hair like a princess yeah
i aint ate food and the table full of drugs
cuz every girl i meet like your apprentice yeah
i don't wanna die on a day i'm not with you
and i don't wanna leave if we can make this better
i would leave everything behind for you
until i pick it all back up like you said i would
and when its said and done i love you
and i'm sorry i fucked up and lied
but i could never trust you
cuz i was flipping it on you the whole damn time
i know you hit my phone last night and you called me
to tell me its okay and you told me that you're sorry
sorry bout the pain and you're sorry that you're harming
it's like you see me baby, only one that could disarm me

we could stay with the crew, we could party, LA
love your red dress baby let me take it off your waist
i been spending money like i'm never ever running out of money
like i never need to take a trip to chase
i been at a party, at a party with ya honey and she said she wanna take a trip to fuck up at her place
said she on the molly, all over my body
i don't even know where to look or what ima say
told her take your top off
take it from the top now
take more drugs till you feel your heart clock out
i don't wanna die on a day i gotta clock out
chilling in miami was supposed to be my whole job
i know you hit my phone last night
i know you hit my phone last night and you called me
and it's me that fucked up but you're sorry
and when it's you that fucks up i'm sorry

red dress

doom generation

so close to crash

Lying Awake

You ask me if I’m happy and I say yeah cause I mean that but I wonder what you wouldn’t do if I had told you no
Every path is different but it reaches to an end so I make a bag then blow it then have nothing to show

While you have it you cherish that cause you won’t get it back
I take the blame for the future I’m not afraid of my past
Turn my hate into something great I picked up all the slack
I took the weight off of my shoulder and put it all on my back
I’m tryna change my life, no, I can’t ever go back
You gotta take life as it is cause you can’t ever go back
I’m not wasting my time, but the days are moving so fast
Abandon my regret, I watch it fall through the cracks

I try so hard
end of the day, I can’t force it
On my brother, damn, I try so hard

I Do everything I can to make sure I’m at my best
You helped me out of my worst
That shit was my biggest test
Took me out of my misery but I struggle to rest
It’s all repeating in cycles I gotta take it in steps

How can I move forward when everything was traumatic
Got my organs on my sleeve I found a place to attach it 
Close the door on what held me back but there’s nothing to latch it
It goes up and comes back down and you might not ever catch it


While you have it you should cherish that cause you won’t get it back
I take the blame for the future I’m not afraid of my past
Turn my hate into something great I picked up all the slack
I took the weight off of my shoulder and put it all on my back
I’m tryna change my life, no, I can’t ever go back
You gotta take life as it is cause you can’t ever go back
I’m not wasting my time but the days are moving so fast
Abandon my regret I watched it fall through the cracks

You ask me if I’m happy and I say yeah cause I mean that but I wonder what you wouldn’t do if I had told you no
Every path is different but it reaches to an end so I make a bag then blow it then have nothing to show

doom generation

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