ones things for sure is that you were never my first love. so i remain unbothered.

The Upload

pretty things

victxrw - cigarette buds (vistaa + rippo) #us

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inhale your toxins i don't want to
(want to go)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and i sayyy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

for another dayy

covering my ears like la la la
i don't want to hear you talk if its bad news
you should talk to me cause i'm just like you
i don't even know how i keep going on
cause it keeps piling up
keeps piling up
doing nothing as i fall asleep
i don't wanna go back
(i don't wanna go back)
cause it's honestly just too much for me
inhale your toxins i don't, want to
(want to go!)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and and i sayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

stream

what i needed

happy birthday dorian
made this song on 10/20/2022 

tr:
oo oo yea u fell off
i dont wanna be the one to act all better
bitch, soft jus like a pillow
if u wanna argue w me you get bit off
oh, and i didnt even tell a single soul
r you proud of me or what i pulled 
i got hella dreams n hella soul
will u act this way when we're both old 

shits all fine , independent 
i dont need all that i need a ribbon
ya i just need an award for what i did yea
u dont gotta complement me im ona bitch yaa
and thats all fine, independence
i dont need a house i need a cabin
i need u detecting all my balence
royalty be sippin from the chalice

hsm:
i think she in love she addicted to me
ran off on the plug, i'm a dick to the streets
ooh i love to jugg, that's my number 1 thing
poles up on that boy, make him dance, make him sing
he too sweet, like a rice krispie
fit too clean, you can see, you can see
he too sleep, like a uh, kitty
i think she in love she addicted to me
betty wanna see me out the fit thooooo
betty wanna see me out it i knoooo
wait, i'ma take a flight thooooo
i been high in many different timezones

and the haters talk, they dont mean shit
these mfs funny on some meme shit
i can hit yo betty wit a wrist flick
glock 19, das a big stick
and when she give me top 
its ridiculous, ridiculous
so ridiculous, aaaaaaaahhhhs

soft w heartstopmiami (feardorian)

ALL PLATS

Shocker (fumiko)

+ @1crusafix & @akkir0
@guccidovesflock
shoutout @cld & @prkrblu for the coverart pics

@deepinparis:

i said its too much to waste
i cant waste it uhhhh
you know i cant take it uhhhh
its so real i cannot fake it
its so real i cant replace it
i never fold, im always waitin
all these shots will leave him faceless

i got this shit on me
i got a chop got this shit on me okay
we gon air it out broad day
hundid shots and they come at your face
im finna chop that body up
im finna get to them racks, so what?
im finna get to them racks so hard and make them bitches double up

@1crusafix:

i just chase the racks bitch
fuck that bitch she ratchet
yeah i hold that piece up, pray i do not blast it
im with dip, told that pussy rest in peace
got your bitch she neckin me
BOOTED OFF THE LSD

i just swerved and crashed the benz
she wan fuck she lost her chance
im so high i cannot stand
im so high i cannot land
i cant switch up on my gang
one shot blowin out his brain
promise i wont never change
talking town you is a lame

@deepinparis & @1crusafix:

i cant waste it uhhhh
you know i cant take it uhhhh
its so real i cannot fake it
its so real i cant replace it

im with dip, told that pussy rest in peace
got your bitch she neckin me
BOOTED OFF THE LSD

@akkir0:

why u wearing fake clothes what’s the meaning
bitches b all on my d, i swear they always feening
pull up gle, hunnid bands, all up on the tab
try to be like me, but u can’t now u looking sad
putting money on the table, bitch i’m stacking benjamins
bitch i roll up on my gas while i rock foreign vetements 
i - i don’t ever do commitments, only friends with presidents
bitch i’m doubling everything u got up in yo bag now

i cant waste it ft crusafix & akkiro prod mycorpsebride

track 2 of 7 on my EP #me
@diegointhedark
@oiwassupp
@aeriiith

@terastic
my mask is peelingg
open up i cnt get rid of this feeling
fall apart cause i cant conceal it
talkn bout problems i got problems to the ceiling
i cant take a step i feel like im outta motion
i got done wrong thats why i cant show emotion
im so fuckin dazed so im feelin like im floating
divide ur boy up with the nine whats the quotient? (@myequalmind ref)
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

@diegointhedark
gillette n my palm ima squeeze it
heart on a floor made of tile 
i dnt need it
take my hand i cn fight off your demons 
all the xans tht we did 
i duno how we r breathing 

crush it up snort a line off an ipad 
watchN #everyone around #me 
thruu an eyeglass 
time Passes ion kno where we left off
Host Team Link <3
talk down , ,, take his head off

take my LiFE
find my hard drive n trash it 
tragic ,
ion wna work 
pay the $$$ 
made her bend the knee 
for the free 
if ure asking 
let me pockets bleed
blue n green beauty pageant

i stick to myself 
its a cruel world 
sacrificed your bag for an egirl
there’s no light in my world 
please dnt think so 
kpin in a sippy cup ,
let me breathe slow

@terastic again
take a flight to dubai with my passport 
i got too much money now idk what to ask for
makin songs i guess thats my fkin dad lore
spammin my texts dk what tf u mad for
yea im going up, now u mad, for what?
all this bad energy is bad for us
i cant get attached guess im bad for love
had to kick u out the backdoor uhhhh
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

#perfect w/ diegointhedark (oiwa & aerith)

make it real

prod @deepinparis & @lynyou

lyrics : 

got a feature now he looking for a placement
id tell you what im thinking but i do not wanna say it
i leave the function with the people that i came with
you want to run your trap i think that you should save it
if you wanna hang with me pull up with haste bitch
yeah thats your girl shes using all your savings
yeah i wont smoke that shit cuz i just laced it
i dont wanna focus on the issue ill evade it

i cant see the future
wish i never knew her
if you so stupid why did you not tell me sooner
dont conform and now theyre caling me a loser
have to cut a couple people off before i lose it
its not in your wheelhouse so stop acting so special
i feel so caught up in my life yeah that shit got me tethered 
whenever i make a new song that shit always gets better
one day i realized that i need to push myself a little

she wanna take another step but only if i let her
talking down on all my friends and you gon meet the messer
i only wanna go up if we do it all together
i really love all of my friends i wont settle for lesser
this club exclusive so im sorry you can never enter
weapon gon have u feeling under the weather
set a lot of traps i need to put the lever
and she gon ask if i love her and i say never ever

dont make me say it prod me & lynU

back like i never left x

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

-

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever

tears

@pincode8485
@medusa9

art by @fooyepont

why you’re staring at me 
Make me feel like somethings wrong with me 
Don’t know what to believe 
Plastic bag - vacuum sealed, on my head 
oh no, system crash, system crash 
I lost all my memories 
Can’t remember anything 
Take me back 

2x
Teach me the language your heart speaks 
You said you don’t want me and how you’re so sorry 
tell me why it always ends like this 
I don’t remember the last time I felt bliss

(are you still there?)
tell me if you're with me
i've been losing, losing my human sensitivities
and i cant hold on if this is all youre giving me
sick of inactivity
listen, this is killing me
cause i don't know why, but it feels like i'm dying
when you're not by my side, girl it gets so hard driving
and i get super tired of the same superhighway
just let me know how i make it right, what do i say?

take me back ft. 8485「prod. astralproject1on」

movie (feat. saturn)

https://www.instagram.com/heavnlyheavn/
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heavn/see-through



you dont really like me but you wanna call back
its really tough I need to fall back now 
i dont wanna talk back now 
said you need to come back down
i dont wanna get that loud
i just really like that how 
you could treat me like that
you need to take a picture

(drops rings)

or something we can see through 
i dont wanna miss her
i dont really wanna read you
cause you dont talk at all 
you dont really go to talk for long
everythings just gone so wrong 
thats the reason why i made this song
dont want you to take too long 
i dont wanna feel so wrong 
even when you sing this song 
you still keep going on and on



you dont really like me but you wanna call back
its really tough I need to fall back now 
i dont wanna talk back now 
said you need to come back down
i dont wanna get that loud
i just really like that how 
you could treat me like that
you need to take a picture

(drops rings)

or something we can see through 

i dont wanna miss her
i dont really wanna read you
cause you dont talk at all 
you dont really go to talk for long
everythings just gone so wrong 
thats the reason why i made this song

see through

Stream

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4iUvOgJZz8U

album art by zurg

composed by me
crypto, crunching numbers its all a fad
and i got anxiety from it today
cash in my pocket every day.
goverment gave us all these drugs, you know its so bad for us.
democracy, cryptocurrentcy
facebook, insta, google, spies
and now i gotta hide myself
and you better do the same.
anxiety you would feel the same.

ah ah ah a ah a ah ah

cypto, crunching numbers its all a fad
and i got anxiety from it today
cash in my pocket every day.
goverment gave us all these drugs, you know its so bad for us. *2

ah do dooo do dooo do doo do ah ah ah

crypto anxiety [M/V OUT NOW]

written by 
dxsh, swvde, simcxrd, luvange1 & lil yu
produced by
kiri & ciran9k

see through

heavn

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