i literally lost a relationship and right now i'm crying listening to this, i think i lost a part of me, but at least it was the best choice, i want to say thank you for consoling me with this song

pessimist original pitch

i think it's fucking stupid
i go to sleep and wake up
like what the fuck am i doing
the way i see your fucking face
i get why i'm pursuing
the opposite of what i want
i guess i'm fucking moving, i'm moving

i'm moving towards a direction that i don't like
i think about when you cross my mind once or twice
in a day in a hour
any day, any power
that i can't withhold
that i can't hold back


i think i've got a problem
i think i barely see it
i'm getting fucking clingy
over shit that i can't be in

i dont wanna fix it 
cause girl if i fix it
then i will forget about whatever we had
don't wanna end it like that
i'm not going out like that
i'll never go out like that
i feel the pain and its bad

i know the second that i see you
i'll be fucked up when i meet you
fuck, fuck, FUCK

i don't like where this is going (bloom)

[Note to self: don't believe the ones you trust the most]
produced by @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
it’s been two weeks since you sent those packages 
straight to my home
and i’ve thought about returns
but i think i’ll just leave you alone
and i’m hoping that i can make my escape this year
you know this more than anybody else that’s here
like oh, can you tell me? tell me what you wanna know
like i don’t wanna be the one to tell you how it goes
like it is so divine
i can leave it up to try at night
there’s only so many rainstorms that i can think
now that i think of it, you might be all of it
it’s a tragedy, i know, i wrote it bitch
you can’t stop me from doing any of this
why why you leave me to do most without a lie
nothing changed except the reason i’m alive
don’t want nothing to do with you, yeah i’m fine
yeah i’m fine, yeah i’m fine now
laying in the grass, hold on not so fast
i don’t wanna know where it began
how my brothers ran in your arms
talk to me again, i want answers man
i’ve been begging for a couple weeks
i guess i’ll check again
does it hurt that much to ask?
will it hurt that way again?
cause i wanna know if i-
it’s been two weeks since you sent those packages 
straight to my home
and i’ve thought about returns
but i think i’ll just leave you alone
and i’m hoping that i can make my escape this year
you know this more than anybody else that’s here

this year is for escape (ryo)

september twentyfifth, twentytwentyone
produced by @heavenindaclouds
featuring @tropes777

[anvii]
will we meet again?
cuz i cant tell if ill see u again
u got me fucked in the head
with all the shit that u said
but i wish i couldve said something back
i just want u right here near
why did u just disappear
i shed way too many tears for u
but im sorry yes i know
i moved way too slow
and i cant seem to accept it

[hook]
i dont know what is going on
left me with no heads up
yet u spoke with me on the phone
just know, ill always be here for u

[tropes]
yea im here im not
ion wanna waste time
ion wanna be here right
you dumbs u aint see on
i cant be that mean ya
i dont wanna see your sights
yea not at all
u wanna call me back i want
you listen to me too much
n i cant see or do much at all
but anymore sure cutout
baby im not cut out for what i thought i was
n now im down n ur so up
u cant listen to me this time, at all
only had to hear it twice to learn my lesson
ion wanna lose my life to smith n wessons
machine go
see low the way it goes away

be here for u

stream

be here for u w/ tropes (p. heavn)

Produced by heavn & @quannnic
Mastered by heavn 
Written by heavn 




you say we're movin quick
you say we're movin fast
thought i was by myself
thought that we wouldnt last
you do this every time
i see right through the lies
(come on, come on, come on)
you wanna take it all
you wanna take the fall
but we're not coming down
you should just shake it uhh
just let us in i say
dont try to complicate
(come on, come on, come on)

just need a little bit
to get a little cooler
dont need the discipline
ill try to talk more sooner

i try to talk
i try to talk
i try to talk
dont leave a sound
then you get scared
i have to talk to you when no ones left around

i try to talk
i try to talk
i try to talk
dont leave a sound
then you get scared
i have to talk to you when no ones left around

you say we're movin quick
you say we're movin fast
thought i was by myself
thought that we wouldnt last
you do this every time
i see right through the lies
(come on, come on, come on)
you wanna take it all
you wanna take the fall
but we're not coming down
you should just shake it uhh
just let us in i say
dont try to complicate

little loveletters

could never last

you call my name
its a shame, its a shame
lips stained with mistakes
no way, no way
call me on the wake
and I swear ill play, ill play
lets take a break (one day)
that's what you say
but just stay
hello hello
whats wrong whats wrong
you don't know at all
you run and hid
you watch and you cry
about it all night
you call my name its a shame, its a shame
lips stained with mistakes
no way, no way

Suburbia

sTREAM

nevermore

hun, im not done
i cant go another way
grab a gun
weighed a ton
when it blew the other way
she said hey
i said hi
i should look back
one more time
but its a crime
its a crime
its a crime

you dont change
its okay
that its that way
that way
it was a game
everyday
it was okay
you and i
we're one of a kind
but we're alright
take a smile then look at the sun
then turn around to everyone

hun, im not done
i cant go another way
grab a gun
weighed a ton
when it blew the other way
she said hey
i said hi
i should look back
one more time
but its a crime
its a crime
its a crime

violet hall

Article: https://lyricallemonade.com/p/ending-song-heavn

You can call me back
Unless you say my name
Ill let you call my name
And things they stay the same
And then they never change
And baby don't complain
Just wait youll see my face
And then youll see my face
I'll let you call my name
Don't you scream
And baby its okay
But if you get too scared
Then you can call my name 
Then you can call my name
Then you can call my name
And when I see you 
I'll sit right with you
And when I see you
I'll sit right with you
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone

ending song

close me up
oh you veronica i love 
keep me close 
until you overgrow 
i overdose 
on the smell of all your clothes
you quick-escape into the burning sun
you lose your head when you deside to much
i wouldnt rather be with anyone 
why cant it only be the both of us
close me up
oh you veronica i love
fix me up 
wont you veronica let me help you up
lets stay making angels in the snow
you stay in the middle where it grows
you want everything i ever known
you dont really even know
swirling round the purple angel dust
then we wait until the sun could gleam enough
you really wanted me to just shut up 
you know the pain inside you lives in both of us
close me up
oh you veronica i love
fix me up 
wont you veronica let me help you up

veronica's shield

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the pills the drugs 
the sex the drinks
the talks you really made me think
the choice we had to make a scene
you want it good come dance with me uh-uuhh

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh

im bored stop talking to me 
your words arent magical 
you wanna blame it on me 
you think that its my fault

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

Dying by summer

the blame

Stream

blame (kurtains)

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

violet hall

heavn

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