Things will never be okay

Wrote this song about yk who, I miss you.
(Prod J^p^n) https://on.soundcloud.com/jiR8r
Vocals written, recorded, and mixed by me
Lyrics-
You know you like it when you watch these veins drip 
Tried to call my phone but that motherfucking blade slipped
Now I'm all alone and I can't face it 
Crying out for you but I'm blocked I can't say shit 
I can't say shit, she can't save shit, I miss that bitch 
I miss that bitch but I hate that bitch 
Man fuck that bitch 
I'ma take my life
By the end of the night 
I'ma take my life 
Baby good night

I Hope Someday You Hear This Song

I love you bones
Beat is " Still Deader Than You" by Greaf
Lyrics-
Nothing else to do
Locked up in my room with some thoughts of you
Nothing else to lose
Shut my eyes, slit my wrists, take my life for you
I'm dying too, 
wonder what you'd do if you knew the truth
I'd lie to you, 
tell you that I'm fine, but my life is through, my life is through
I'm lost again, 
searching for a reason even though it's the end
When the curtains set, 
still you didn't cry even thinking I'm dead, thinking im dead

What Made You Leave?

Just bought a rode NT1-A, did a peep cover to test it, fly high bro.

Hate My Life (Cover)

(Produced by graydawn)
Lyrics-
Walk around town with a bullet in my head
Everytime I wake
I feel dead
I feel like I wanna quit
But I just cant
Even if I lose
This shit will never end

Visions of me hanging with blades in my throat
My veins are so cold
You just dont know
What its like to be me
Having nightmares for dreams
Praying to be deceased
Never get to know peace
I try to forget
My old friends
I miss them
But they're all dead
I have no
Fucking regrets
I'll be this way
Until my death

I Hope You Know I Dont Hate You

(Produced by graydawn)
Lyrics-
Chilling in my bedroom
slit wrists and a note 
and it's all for you
Chilling in your bedroom
Slit wrists and a note 
now your face is blue
Chilling in my bedroom
Lights off in my zone 
and im dying soon
Chilling in your bedroom
Fallen tears on your phone
do you miss me too?

Chilling in my bedroom
slit wrists and a note 
and it's all for you
Chilling in your bedroom
Slit wrists and a note 
now your face is blue
Chilling in my bedroom
Lights off in my zone 
and im dying soon
Chilling in your bedroom
Fallen tears on your phone
do you miss me too?

Everyday Is The Same

$UICIDEBOY$ FREESTYLE SNIPPET REMAKE

(Produced by Greaf)
 
Lyrcs -
Curtains shut
Shoot up Shoot up
Lets Fuck
Lets Fuck
Lets Fuck (x4) 

Jesse and Jane
I think im going insane
Yung Kurt Cobain
With the needles in veins
Im like her heroin
Im a heir of sin
She a pretty bitch
Ima make her rich
Dying on my sheets
Havent slept in weeks
Im the reason you bleed
Youre all i need
I guess ill tell you the truth
I wanna die for you
You wanna die in my room?
We can make it a tomb

Curtains shut
Shoot up Shoot up
Lets Fuck
Lets Fuck
Lets Fuck (x4)

My Soulmates Probably In The Gutter

(Prod. Mayday)

Lyrics - 

Wake up 
with my head split
love how I made em all think I'm defenseless 
Now they question 
How I did it
How I Built a life up out of dead shit
Don't question
You wasn't there for it
This is how it is
Motherfuck a how it coulda been
Motherfuck a friend
Motherfuck a death
This is my story so Ill choose how it fucking ends
I don't fucking care
about the fucking pain
I don't follow fate 
no pulse in my fucking veins 
When I'm coming down 
shouting mayday
Yo shout out mayday
I'm gonna share the pay day
Yo

I Sold My Soul For A Chance I Didn't Even Take (Prod. Mayday)

(Prod. Drxwn)

Lyrics -

My phone on 2 percent 
My razor is dripping wet
say your name with my last breath
I'm dead I will never text back 

If I vanish will you manage 
To cope all alone 
Im that ghost inside your home 
Make you wish I was never gone

Break you down 
Cut you off 
Never move on I'm your worst loss
I'm the one
Your true love 
You fucked up look what youve done

You know I'm fiending 
For that needle 
Dopamine Dreaming 
That's my peace hoe 
Sippin 3 zeros 
Bitch I need those
When I od
Lay me in them sheets hoe

and It's been so long 
can't believe you moved on
can't believe that I'm gone
in this grave that you dug 

we were falling down together
I love you and that's forever
I know I'll never matter
I know I will never have her

I blame you 
Everything you do 
Everything you've done
I need some help
I've got no one

Please don't leave 
Don't walk out that door
I'm so tired 
I can't do it no more 

I Dont Think Things Will Ever Change

(Prod ixxortal)

Lyrics -

Dropping the blade and I enter abyss
The blood rains down my face
I might get found in a ditch 
 At the end of my limits I'm too done with this shit
Malibu is my chariot I'ma swerve off a cliff

Creeping out the mist and I'm something so toxic
I'll kill your hopes and dreams 
Deadeyes like a tonic
Pills inside of my stomach
I climb up just to plummet
only dream inside my mind i must revert back to nothing

I'm heaven sent 
But years of pain must've clipped my wings
Place your bets
Lil angel but I've gone insane
Represent
Hellbent
Always twisting fate
Fuck a death
Manifest out this hell I made
I'll burn the churches 
I'll kill the masses
Casket pimpin
Always slipping 
I'll turn to ashes
Living lonely 
I fucking hate it
spit this shit
I fucking made it



A Corpse On The Coast

(Prod. Thersx)

Lyrics - 

I wish you never met me
I'm not good for you
You should forget me
Please just listen
Let me try to speak
I don't wanna drag you down
Run away from me

And no I don't relate to any of these fucking pussies
Fake their fucking tears trust me you ain't from the scene
Ima die alone it ain't what I want it's just what has to be
It's what has to be
Trust me

Caught between amphetamines opioids I'm dirty
Die before I'm 20 I don't give a fuck bout thirty
Wonder if you're gonna cry the day I lose my heartbeat
Come back everytime
Even death don't want me

No you don't even really know me at all
At all at all
You could really save me with a call
One call that's all
No you don't even really know me at all
At all at all
Youre the only light that I ever saw
That I saw
Ever saw (Huh)

I'm so far gone
It's impossible to help me
Ain't no fucking cons for the what the devil wants to sell me
Depression turned to income
Mental patient bitch I'm wealthy
The feelings isn't mutual
That's what you wanna tell me

Caught between amphetamines opioids I'm dirty
Die before I'm 20 I don't give a fuck bout thirty
Wonder if you're gonna cry the day I lose my heartbeat
Coming back everytime
Even death don't want me

You'd Be Better Off Without Me

(Prod. Thersx)

I pray no one can relate to the shit i say.

Lyrics-
I don't wanna live no more
I can't go no more
I can't go no more 
I can't go no more 

And you're in my head you know 
in my head you know 
you're in my head you know 
in my head you know

I don't wanna live no more 
I can't live no more 
I can't live no more 
I can't live no more 

Yeah you're in my head you know 
in my head you know 
yeah you're in my head you know 
in my head you know 

Waking Up 
Passing out 
Faded but I'm coming down 
Wake me up 
Don't cash me out 
Save me bitch I'm crashing now 
Opium inside my apartment 
No Rx get it off of the darknet 
Pgp to pcp 
Fade away you can't see me 
WV no mp3 
BTC to LSD 
Old TV to full hd 
No money just ketamine 
Blood just gushing
Onto the carpet 
Overdose while I'm watching the sunset 
Don't mourn me its the life that I wanted 
Go and think back to the things that I once said

You'll Never Be Deader Than Me

(Prod. Luv Miller x Heavensgate)

Lyrics -

Now that its my last night
And im about to take my own life
Is when i admit it
I guess i -
Miss you.

Though you will not hear it
But you were my final reason
I'm just breaking down
Place me in the ground

I knew you wouldnt be here
In the end i really dont care
I just hate this life
End it by, tonight.

I've got nobody
Everyone is gone
No it wont take long
Til im where i belong.

My Minds A Blur

(Prod. Heavensgate)

Lyrics - 
Youre an angel in disguise
Always finding ways to warp my mind
I can see the pain inside your eyes
The blackened heart that bleeds and tries to fly

Weeping worms and deadly little lies
The tragic comedy that is my life
Stuck in purgatory 315
Where I'll rot and burn til the end of time

Weeping Worms And Deadly Lies

(Prod. Heavensgate)

Lyrics - 

I tried to tell him
You gotta let it go
Now hes 3 double o
Feet below

When the moon is full
You can find me cold
Laying on the floor 
With a slit throat

Ima crash and burn
I wont make it out
Watched my tears fell
This is my hell

Im a lost cause
Got a few scars
Leaking out my arms
Ive gone too far

And i hope you know
That i dont got a soul
And im all alone
Ima die
Ima die
On my own
On my own

And when i pass away never say 
That you wish you could've knew me
No one else up in this game is doing
What the fuck im doing.
Ima get a lil buzz when i blow my fucking head off
Saw it off
I could never give a fuck

My Brains Dripping Down The Wall, It's Such A Pretty Picture

(Prod/Mixed/Mastered By Heavensgate) 

Lyrics -

Your tear drops dripping on my black air forces
Put that knife against my wrist my wish is that I force it 
As my blood starts to drip
I wish, i was important
I feel so fucking worthless 
Getting faded off imported 

Drugs,
ease my temptation 
Stay thinking about erasing 
my brains 
inside a basement
Fuck anything that you saying (bitch save it)

Yung lil loaded
My nina, wanna watch me load it
Put my finger on the trigger, I laugh before i blow it (boom)

Codeine dreaming 
these diamonds they got me fiending
Pretty bitches my dms
I'm sorry but I don't need em (nahh)

Drugs are my reason 
For keeping me off the ceiling
Empty heart I got fucked up feelings
To kill myself is my only treatment  (yeah)

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, wait first I'ma run it back

I can take you to the sky or we can go to hell and back
I'ma give you one more night we better make it last
Your loves what gets me high, I got heaven in my flask
Turning down the lights, let's love when the room is black 

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I Dont Think Things Will Ever Change

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