Things will never be okay

Wrote this song about yk who, I miss you.
(Prod J^p^n) https://on.soundcloud.com/jiR8r
Vocals written, recorded, and mixed by me
Lyrics-
You know you like it when you watch these veins drip 
Tried to call my phone but that motherfucking blade slipped
Now I'm all alone and I can't face it 
Crying out for you but I'm blocked I can't say shit 
I can't say shit, she can't save shit, I miss that bitch 
I miss that bitch but I hate that bitch 
Man fuck that bitch 
I'ma take my life
By the end of the night 
I'ma take my life 
Baby good night

I Hope Someday You Hear This Song

I love you bones
Beat is " Still Deader Than You" by Greaf
Lyrics-
Nothing else to do
Locked up in my room with some thoughts of you
Nothing else to lose
Shut my eyes, slit my wrists, take my life for you
I'm dying too, 
wonder what you'd do if you knew the truth
I'd lie to you, 
tell you that I'm fine, but my life is through, my life is through
I'm lost again, 
searching for a reason even though it's the end
When the curtains set, 
still you didn't cry even thinking I'm dead, thinking im dead

What Made You Leave?

Just bought a rode NT1-A, did a peep cover to test it, fly high bro.

Hate My Life (Cover)

(Produced by graydawn)
Lyrics-
Walk around town with a bullet in my head
Everytime I wake
I feel dead
I feel like I wanna quit
But I just cant
Even if I lose
This shit will never end

Visions of me hanging with blades in my throat
My veins are so cold
You just dont know
What its like to be me
Having nightmares for dreams
Praying to be deceased
Never get to know peace
I try to forget
My old friends
I miss them
But they're all dead
I have no
Fucking regrets
I'll be this way
Until my death

I Hope You Know I Dont Hate You

(Produced by graydawn)
Lyrics-
Chilling in my bedroom
slit wrists and a note 
and it's all for you
Chilling in your bedroom
Slit wrists and a note 
now your face is blue
Chilling in my bedroom
Lights off in my zone 
and im dying soon
Chilling in your bedroom
Fallen tears on your phone
do you miss me too?

Chilling in my bedroom
slit wrists and a note 
and it's all for you
Chilling in your bedroom
Slit wrists and a note 
now your face is blue
Chilling in my bedroom
Lights off in my zone 
and im dying soon
Chilling in your bedroom
Fallen tears on your phone
do you miss me too?

Everyday Is The Same

(Prod. Dynasty)

Lyrics-
Overdosing off your love as i watch the sun set
Look around and I'm all alone
You exist in my head
Just another dead friend
I'm entangled with lead
Fucking up and I know that you are just another dead end
I know that i promised you that I would stop getting high
But you left me all by myself so why the fuck should I try
Don't believe in a god
Still I pray to the sky
And every night because of you
I pray that I die

You just aint the same I couldn't stop the change
I will die one day
You wont even know my name
You wont know my name
And Im still the same
What I say? 
I forgot my name

You dont talk to me anymore
You dont think about me at all naw nawww
You dont care about me no more
I saw you smile
As i walked through the door

You dont talk to me anymore
You dont think about me at all naw nawww
You dont care about me no more
I saw you smile
As i walked through the door

Sunset Overdose

(Produced by Greaf)
 
Lyrcs -
Curtains shut
Shoot up Shoot up
Lets Fuck
Lets Fuck
Lets Fuck (x4) 

Jesse and Jane
I think im going insane
Yung Kurt Cobain
With the needles in veins
Im like her heroin
Im a heir of sin
She a pretty bitch
Ima make her rich
Dying on my sheets
Havent slept in weeks
Im the reason you bleed
Youre all i need
I guess ill tell you the truth
I wanna die for you
You wanna die in my room?
We can make it a tomb

Curtains shut
Shoot up Shoot up
Lets Fuck
Lets Fuck
Lets Fuck (x4)

My Soulmates Probably In The Gutter

Supernaut InspectaH 40 x Jiggy John O feat. 38 click prod. yung evol

(Prod ixxortal)

Lyrics -

Dropping the blade and I enter abyss
The blood rains down my face
I might get found in a ditch 
 At the end of my limits I'm too done with this shit
Malibu is my chariot I'ma swerve off a cliff

Creeping out the mist and I'm something so toxic
I'll kill your hopes and dreams 
Deadeyes like a tonic
Pills inside of my stomach
I climb up just to plummet
only dream inside my mind i must revert back to nothing

I'm heaven sent 
But years of pain must've clipped my wings
Place your bets
Lil angel but I've gone insane
Represent
Hellbent
Always twisting fate
Fuck a death
Manifest out this hell I made
I'll burn the churches 
I'll kill the masses
Casket pimpin
Always slipping 
I'll turn to ashes
Living lonely 
I fucking hate it
spit this shit
I fucking made it



A Corpse On The Coast

I Know [prod. sobernap]

over my head 
What she thinking 
You was the one over me 
Now I’m drinking wanted a new palace 
Flinch when I had it
Made me sick when I grabbed it 
Like you don’t know 
I don’t know 
Where to go
Where to sow
All these pieces 
Failed snow 
It’s part of the time 
Like it’s a part of my mind 
Overworking know your purpose 
Speeding i 45 you should know 
But you don’t 
Now I’m lost in the matrix 
And you can always ask a favor 
Do me dirty caught a fever 
Now I’m sick 
Still always mint 
Start a fire wit the lint 
Do me dirty 
I know you flirty 
Know you two stepping 
Back step em floating curry 
Now ion can’t even think 
Robot electronic 
Reaching high speeds 
Supersonic 
Tripping vibrant on the waves 
Crash landed 
On your island 
Scared to let go 
Probably that I’m special 
Writing with a pencil 
I know you know what’s wrong with me 
I wish that I could let go 
You where always mean 
When I spoke I felt possessed 
In a Uber riding staring out the window 
Like what’s next 
Am I worst 
Am I your fix 
Should I purge 
Do I keep on staying silent 
Hope it works itself out 
Deepen by your words 
Knock knock it’s a joke 
Staying awake 
While you pass out pass out
Another long week 
Deepen in space 
Blinking an image 
Over and over until 
It reaches it brink 
Don’t be afraid 
Don’t be awake 
Learn another lesson 
The demon will break 
Maybe I’m special 
Maybe I’m first 
Do I stay silent 
Do I get to purge 
Candy painted 
Faded dangerous 
But it’s h town 
Acting like I don’t know 
You should get the honor role 
Highschool hitting higher notes 
Probably out in collage 4 
Thanks again 
I gotta go 
Acting like I don’t know 
Maybe you just don’t know 
How come I’m always wrong wow 
Back up wait I don’t know 

Lookin in the mirror 
It’s a scene like in Paris 
Don’t gotta text first 

Forgive me if I’m mean 
Traumas there from the dumpster 



I wasted all my time for this and now you break my spine what’s this 

Twisted in your vines 
It’s so hard to be alive 
Next to the person 
Reading lies 

But tell me somthing I don’t know 
Let’s pretend we don’t know 
Acting like I don’t know 
You probably right I don’t know 
Let’s prentend I don’t know 
Acting like I don’t know

forgive me/please forget me (Prod. WHXTESVPRA)

"divine" vxid x A.P. Chapo [prod.DTL]

moshpitGODS W/ Steelo (prod. Willie G)

So let me tell you bitch 
Brando he’s gon, he cannot feel no more 
He’s got tatts up on his face 
He’s got some tatts that say Amor 
He’s been so lost up in his head 
About some girl he once adored 
And now he’s bleeding once again 
From Cutts that pour and then pour 

I’m falling down I’m falling I’m falling down again
Don’t understand why the fuck up im losing all my friends 

I’m looking In the mirror I feel so stuck I cannot do this shit
Blood falls out mouth it’s like I’m ghost but I’m not new to this 
I don’t wanna die like this but baby why we do this shit 
You knew the past but you still left
And all up for a stupid bitch

Just see the scars up on my face 
And see the scars up on my wrist 
I try my best for those who’ve past 
But demons always talk to me 
I fucked it up I can’t go back

I’m falling down I’m falling I’m falling down again
Don’t understand why the fuck up im losing all my friends 

I’m looking I’m the mirror I feel so stuck I cannot do this shit
Blood falls out mouth it’s like I’m ghost but I’m not new to this 
I don’t wanna die like this but baby why we do this shit 
You knew the past but you still left
And all up for a stupid bitch

Just see the scars up on my face 
And see the scars up on my wrist 
I try my best for those who’ve past 
But demons always talk to me 
I fucked it up I can’t go back

(prod.YUNGMEXIC$NBIH)

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Breaking Point(Prod. NXMADIC)

Til Death [prod. Trulife]

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